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THE FORGING TABLE | Acts 4 feat. TERRY FEIX (Ep. 621)

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THE FORGING TABLE | Acts 4 feat. TERRY FEIX (Ep. 621)
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In this episode of The Forging Table, we dive deep into Acts 4, discussing the boldness of Peter and John in the face of opposition and the importance of community among believers. We also reflect on the church's response during COVID-19 and the lessons learned about standing firm in faith amidst societal pressures.
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0:50 This is on Daunted Life, a man's podcast.
0:54 I'm your host Kyle Thompson, let's get into it.
0:57 Welcome back to the forging table, the mission of Undaunted Life is equipping men to push
1:00 back darkness with content that forges spiritual, mental, and physical resilience.
1:04 At the forging table, you'll see a group of regular guys forging spiritual resilience
1:07 by digging into God's word.
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1:10 That's Terry.
1:11 That's Winkler.
1:12 That's Matt Grassmeyer.
1:13 We went all out of order.
1:14 And I said your last name and first name.
1:15 But the reason is because you just came up in discussion a second ago, because we were
1:19 just having a casual discussion, all right, let's get into acts four.
1:22 And Terry just makes this casual comment, well, hey, none of us at this table have been
1:26 to jail.
1:27 You're a hunchraer.
1:28 I happen to know that the one Matthew Grassmeyer has spent the weekend in jail before, and
1:33 it's actually a pretty decent story of how you got there.
1:35 So how did you become a felon?
1:38 One, I'm not a felon, not an apology from the state details details.
1:44 My wife would say, hurry up.
1:46 This story takes too long.
1:47 No, no, we need a few hundred times now.
1:51 I'll try to give a succinct, a short version.
1:54 So back in 2004, shortly after we met, I was driving back from a wedding in Tulsa.
2:02 And I was unaware that I had a warrant out for my arrest.
2:06 So earlier that year, I had been pulled over for speeding.
2:10 And the guy was like, well, okay, I'll let you off the hook this time.
2:14 But oh, also looks like your insurance expired yesterday.
2:18 I'm going to write you a ticket for that.
2:21 So he gave me some instructions, I call this number, and this lady just says, okay, just
2:26 give me your policy number and I'll take care of it.
2:29 So I was like, oh, this is great.
2:30 Okay.
2:31 I just forgot.
2:32 Like I had insurance.
2:33 I just didn't have like the current one on me.
2:34 So I gave her my policy number, didn't think anything of it.
2:38 And June, I got a letter saying, hey, you, you know, didn't pay this ticket.
2:44 You didn't appear in court.
2:45 We need you to do this.
2:46 I call this number.
2:47 And this guy is like, I don't know what that lady was talking about.
2:51 She was wrong.
2:52 This is what I need you to do.
2:53 So I had to send in like documented proof that I had insurance.
2:55 I had to pay these fines and then I said, okay, do all this stuff and then, you know, send
3:02 us.
3:03 If you want, some people like to do this, send us a self-assressed envelope and we'll send
3:06 you back a receipt.
3:07 Now this comes up important in the story because this is actually what kind of got me off.
3:12 So October 2004, I'm 20 years old, driving back to Edmond, going through Luther, I get
3:18 off the turnpike on 66, 66 turns back in a second street as you're going into Edmond
3:23 going back to school.
3:25 It's Saturday night and I'm driving like 35 to 66 is just a speed trap.
3:30 I mean, every, you like, you can't go through any town with it without some cop looking
3:33 for you.
3:34 So I'm driving through Luther pretty slow.
3:35 It's dark.
3:36 I see this cop car up ahead of me, like a half mile lights are on.
3:41 And so I slow down even more than I'm already slowed down.
3:44 And I pass him and as I pass and he pulls off the side of the road.
3:47 So I just, you do the normal thing.
3:49 I'm like, okay, well, this guy's going to do his thing.
3:51 So I pull over thinking, all right, he's going to zoom past me.
3:55 He doesn't even get off the side of the road all the way.
3:57 He pulls up right behind me and I'm like, I'm just kind of confused.
4:00 What is happening?
4:01 He walks up to my window, I roll it down and he goes, you know, fast, you're going and
4:05 I was like 35, maybe he goes clocky going 75 and I was like, no way.
4:11 And his response was an indication of how the rest of this whole interaction was going
4:18 to go.
4:19 He goes, are you calling me a liar?
4:21 And I was like, I didn't know what to say.
4:24 So I give him my license.
4:25 I give him a registration.
4:26 He goes back to his car.
4:27 He's not there five minutes.
4:29 His door flies open, gun is drawn.
4:32 He's pointing it at my car, Mr. Graspire, put your hands out of the vehicle.
4:36 So I go, I put my hands out, I was so scared, so scared.
4:42 I come to the back of the car.
4:44 He asked me several times if I have drugs or weapons on me, I'm like, no.
4:48 And I mean, I'm just so shocked and I don't know what to say and he like, just, are you
4:52 sure?
4:53 Are you sure?
4:54 Are you sure?
4:55 I'm like, no, I don't.
4:56 And he goes, are you copying that?
4:57 I mean, this guy was just a real jerk.
4:58 So finally, I get handcuffs.
4:59 I got my hands are cuffed behind my back.
5:00 I sit in the back of the police car.
5:03 My car gets towed, two Jones, there's so much corruption going on over there and Luther
5:07 and Jones back then with all the cops and everything, Jones Sheriff owned the tow place.
5:15 So there was some, you know, there was some stuff going on there.
5:18 I sit in the back of the cop car, we're driving and he goes on there for get this and never
5:25 ceases to amaze me.
5:26 People with suspended licenses think they can fly.
5:29 I'm just thinking, like, what are you talking about?
5:33 And he goes, yeah, it's going to be a few grand to get you out of jail.
5:37 You think you can take care of that?
5:39 Do you have that kind of money?
5:40 I was like, well, not on me.
5:42 Like what is like, what is happening?
5:44 This is, this is, this is so weird.
5:46 So he goes, we go down to downtown Lutheran.
5:49 I'm still in the back of the car, hands cuffed behind my back.
5:52 He goes in, he goes, I got to take care of some paperwork.
5:54 So he's in the, this building for about an hour.
5:57 He comes out, he's wiping his face off, look at his lips, he's clearly just been eating.
6:01 So I'm like, what, what the heck?
6:03 This guy is clearly just like prolonging this thing just to, just stick it to me.
6:09 Come in, we go down and I'm thinking I'm going to spend the night in like a, a Luther jail
6:13 cell and then I'll be, you know, I'll be good to go.
6:14 I'd still have, I'm like, I've not made the connection in my head because I'd put that
6:18 all out of my head and he turns around, we get on 66, we go to 35, he goes, you know what,
6:25 I think I'm going to be nice to you, we'll, we'll put the, we'll put the lights on, get
6:28 you there quicker.
6:29 Thanks.
6:30 Thanks a lot.
6:32 So we get to, we get to Oklahoma County jail cell and, uh, you know, go in and I'm, you
6:38 know, they're asking me, are you allergic to anything?
6:39 And like, what, why does that matter?
6:40 Well, if we have to sedate you, we need to know, so like this is just a full on punch
6:45 in the face.
6:46 I have no idea what any of this stuff is, but like they're, they're trying to, you know,
6:50 make sure that if I do something crazy and they have to sedate me, that like they need
6:54 to know what they can give me, that won't kill me.
6:57 So I'm just terrified, uh, get strip search, do the whole thing mugshot.
7:02 Um, interesting fact, I was in Oklahoma County jail, uh, an exact week before McCully Colcan
7:07 was in Oklahoma County jail on a drug charge.
7:09 So that's kind of fun.
7:10 Yeah.
7:11 That's nice.
7:12 Yeah.
7:13 Uh, so I spend a, spend a night in jail, um, and at this point that story Caitlin would
7:17 be like, oh my God, please hurry up, um, so you stand in this hallway and you're cuffed
7:22 to this, like, this, uh, bar on the wall and you're sitting there, um, saw some stuff
7:28 a 20 year old shouldn't see this guy vomited all over the floor because he's drunk.
7:31 And the, the, the, the CO is just like laughing at him and he brings it up clean on my floor.
7:36 And I'm like, this is nuts.
7:37 I can't believe I'm here.
7:39 So they take you into your pod in Oklahoma County jail, you have pods is just big rooms
7:42 and then their cells are on the outside.
7:43 I walk into my cells and sell a C pod cell 14.
7:46 I'll never forget that.
7:47 This is 20 years ago, mind you, I'll never forget this.
7:50 I walk in the, the room is pitch black, light shines into the room, bunk beds, bottom bunk
7:56 is open, top bunk.
7:58 This bald, the shaved head tattooed guy peeks, uh, like he lifts his head up and just grins
8:04 at me as I'm walking.
8:06 So I'm like, Oh, it says my name is Joby.
8:08 So I'm just, so I'm even more terrified.
8:12 So I, I slept for maybe 10 minutes at a time.
8:15 Just I slept in the fetal position, just like waiting, like for some sound to get up
8:18 and like try to defend myself.
8:20 What am I going to do?
8:21 I'm 20.
8:22 I don't know ends up.
8:23 The guys, the super nice guys names PJ Hawkins super, super nice.
8:25 He was in jail all the time.
8:26 Um, you know, sounds like a nice guy, uh, you know, the again, Caitlin would be like,
8:32 I'll speed up speed up the, the, this is just a glimpse into how Matt graphs my operates.
8:36 I'm a smart, Alec.
8:37 If for those of you who don't know, I'm like, I'm pretty smart, Alec.
8:40 So we're, you know, you get to the, the normal, what are you in for?
8:43 And I'm telling them, you know, traffic violation, I guess.
8:46 And he starts to tell his story.
8:48 He's like, this is the first time I, I'm in jail, not strung out on drugs.
8:51 Obviously, I, you know, I've never done drugs, um, my entire life still to this day, but in
8:56 the moment I just go, Oh yeah, me too.
8:59 And so from that, from that moment on, this guy is trying to get me hooked up with the
9:04 premier crack dealer in downtown Oklahoma, Oklahoma city.
9:09 Her name was Sheila.
9:10 He even wrote her number on my, like little card, you got to talk to Sheila.
9:15 She's the best.
9:16 She's going to hook you up man.
9:17 So I'm, I just got to, yeah, I'm like, I'm so scared.
9:20 I'm like, well, if I tell him, no, he's going to beat me up.
9:22 So anyway, I go through this whole rigmarole, you got to, you got to make a collect call.
9:26 I call my mom.
9:27 She thinks it's a prank call, like the, the voice recorder doesn't pick up my name and
9:31 it's like, you have a, a call from, and then it's just dead air because it doesn't pick
9:35 up my name, uh, an inmate in Oklahoma County jail and she's like, I don't know anybody
9:40 in Oklahoma County jail hangs up the phone.
9:42 My dad's out of town, like, so I'm like freaking out.
9:45 I got to go back in the line.
9:46 I get back up there and my brother, and you know, Greg, you've actually met Greg four
9:50 years younger than me.
9:52 He's still in him.
9:53 He's 16 years old.
9:54 He's in high school.
9:55 He picks up the phone.
9:56 I'm like telling him he's like laughing Gregory.
10:01 That's how important this is.
10:02 Like I'm, I'm Gregory.
10:03 I, I, like I need you right now.
10:05 I need you to tell mom what is happening and I need you to be ready.
10:10 She needs to get on the phone right now.
10:12 And so like he goes and gets her and I kind of explained to her and she just starts balling.
10:17 She like, she thinks that I've killed somebody.
10:18 Like it is just the worst thing that could happen.
10:21 Finally, I tell her what she needs to do.
10:23 She calls, um, these people, this is Sunday, my yum.
10:27 So she calls all these people.
10:28 My dad's on his way back from seeing my sister at her college in Missouri.
10:33 And so she called, I call her back like 30 minutes later.
10:35 Like, what do you, what do you got for me?
10:36 She's like, well, I got good news and I got bad news.
10:38 Good news is we can come get you out bad news is it won't be till tomorrow.
10:41 And I'm thinking, I'm not thinking, okay, it's Sunday, everything's closed.
10:44 I'm just thinking, okay, you're going to come get me now.
10:46 I'm going to get out now.
10:47 And so they can't come until tomorrow, until Monday.
10:51 And so I just have to wait another night with PJ, um, who is, he's a heck of a guy.
10:56 Like I just didn't know that, um, so Monday morning rolls around and I feel like everything
11:01 just takes so long in the prison system.
11:04 Um, probably not saying anything that most people don't know.
11:07 My parents got there at eight o'clock.
11:09 They didn't come get me until three.
11:12 So like they, I mean, everything is just slow play.
11:14 So I finally get out.
11:15 My dad just laughing.
11:16 He thinks it's hysterical.
11:17 My mom is crying.
11:18 This is great.
11:20 This is a great story.
11:21 You're going to, this is going to be a great story for the rest of your life.
11:23 And it is like, here we are.
11:25 I'm telling the story.
11:25 Um, anyway, fast forward to my court day.
11:28 I got to go back to Luther.
11:30 I'm in the, the community center.
11:32 So it's Tuesday.
11:33 It's also bingo night for the seniors.
11:36 And they're mad because there, there's an overflow of people who are coming to, to
11:40 have their court date.
11:41 And so they've actually got to move the senior center.
11:44 So they're, I mean, they're [inaudible] that we're there to do court.
11:46 Cause we're taking over their bingo night.
11:48 I get in.
11:49 This judge comes in.
11:50 He's pulling on his robe.
11:51 I'm thinking I'm about to get railroaded.
11:53 This is terrible.
11:54 Small town USA.
11:55 I'm just going to get like this is going to just the end of my life.
11:57 And he's like looking at all these tickets.
12:00 I had like seven tickets, um, written by this cop who pulled me over in Luther.
12:05 And he's like, starts chuckling to himself.
12:07 And this is when I was like, it's, this is getting real.
12:08 Okay.
12:09 This guy's laughing.
12:09 Like he's about to just throw the book at me.
12:11 And he goes, son, do you pay your taxes?
12:16 I was like, yeah, my dad's a CPA.
12:18 And so like my dad, you know, he always walks me through paying my taxes.
12:20 Yeah, I'll pay my taxes.
12:21 He goes, okay.
12:22 Well, uh, he wrote a ticket for tax evasion.
12:26 I've just never seen that before.
12:27 And I was like, Oh, that's weird.
12:29 And he's like, I honestly have no idea what any of these things are.
12:33 So we're just going to, well, let me ask you something.
12:36 Can you say clean for the next six months?
12:38 And I was like, I'll do my best.
12:40 Yes.
12:41 And my lawyer was like, yes, sir.
12:43 I'm like, yes, sir.
12:44 I can say clean.
12:44 So he goes, all right.
12:45 Well, I'm just going to get rid of all these, like, and then again, my, my stealth,
12:50 my self-addressed envelope came into play.
12:52 Like clearly you tried to take care of this.
12:53 Like this is like a misunderstanding.
12:55 Somebody lost something.
12:56 So here you go.
12:57 We're going to take all these away.
12:58 The only thing I'm going to give you is a speeding ticket.
13:00 And I'm like, well, I wasn't speeding.
13:01 And he was like, well, really, it's just, it's just your, your word against his.
13:04 We're just going to, you know, go with that.
13:06 You got to, you got to pay this fine.
13:07 You've already paid it.
13:08 So we're just going to give you back your, your bond money that you paid minus the,
13:12 the ticket for speeding.
13:13 And if you can place, stay clean for six months, like that'll go off your record.
13:17 And so like obviously best case scenario, but then I got an apology letter from the state.
13:23 Hey, we messed up.
13:24 Like we destroyed your life for two days.
13:27 My dad always, he, when I tell this story, he'd always say, so we now know that it's two days quicker
13:33 to stay on the turnpike than it is to get off at Route 66.
13:37 So that's the moral of that story.
13:40 Stay on the turnpike if you can stay on the turnpike.
13:42 Now two, two things here.
13:44 Number one, I would like to sell stay on the turnpike shirts or the undaunted life shot,
13:49 but only if we can get your mug shot.
13:51 So do we have like a copy of your mug shot or I have actually looked.
13:54 I, you, I've never been able to find it, but I mean, I looked like 15 years ago.
13:59 So I don't know.
14:00 All right.
14:00 So see if you can do that.
14:01 And then, you know, if you guys are, be a little bit of lag time, but we'll get those up in the store.
14:04 And then which prison tattoo did you get?
14:07 Like which one, which one did you get from PJ?
14:10 I stayed in my room the entire time.
14:13 Like in the, in Oklahoma County jail, you, they're in your cell.
14:15 There is a sink that also is a toilet.
14:19 So same water supply.
14:20 It's efficiency.
14:21 Yeah, efficiency, right.
14:22 So then the, the shot, like I didn't take a shower the entire time I was there.
14:25 It's like, it's like they want something to happen to you there.
14:27 There's like the, the shower is in a corner and it's dark.
14:30 And I was like, there's no way I'm going to be.
14:32 So I've seen way too many shows, like I'm not going to take a shower.
14:35 So you didn't do, you didn't have your prison mic moment.
14:37 You didn't have any of that.
14:38 Like no purple bandana.
14:40 Once people got wind that I was getting out on Sunday evening, I became like a celebrity.
14:46 And so people were like, Hey man, if you get me, if you, if you can go talk to this
14:50 person, having it, so I'm just like, I don't know what to do.
14:53 I'm just saying, yes, yeah, sure, sure.
14:54 I'll go talk to these people.
14:55 Like give me, give me all this.
14:56 So I'm getting all these numbers and like people's information, like call this person,
15:01 have them come get me.
15:02 And like, like that was my, I guess that was my prison mic moment.
15:05 I became a celebrity as soon as people knew I was getting out.
15:07 Obviously I didn't, I did not fulfill any of those promises.
15:13 Hey, but some people will never get their 15 minutes of fame and you certainly did.
15:17 I got out.
15:18 You said I did get fired because when I got out of his three o'clock, I was, I was working
15:23 at St. Elizabeth Catholic school and it was like four o'clock by the time I got to my car.
15:27 And so I had like, I mean, I had a hundred missed calls, 40 messages.
15:30 I missed an intramural football game.
15:31 That was terrible.
15:32 Yeah, that's probably the worst thing that happened.
15:33 So I call my boss, I'm like, Hey, Michelle, sorry, I just got out of jail.
15:38 She goes, Matthew, I have heard a lot of things.
15:40 I've heard a lot of excuses.
15:43 This I just never saw, I just never thought you would, you would try to use this type of excuse.
15:48 Today can today is going to be actually, you know what, today isn't even going to be,
15:52 don't even bother coming in.
15:53 Like don't show up to work tomorrow.
15:54 You're, you're, you're done.
15:55 Like, so I mean, I did get my job back like two days later.
15:58 My best friend, Austin, his wife, who they weren't married at the time.
16:02 But I was working with her, Kristen, she was like, she kind of verified for me.
16:05 And so I got my job back.
16:06 But yeah, it was a wild, wild time.
16:07 Well, here's the thing, Terry, I did not want you to operate for the rest of your life,
16:11 thinking that we were all good menches around this table.
16:14 I wanted to disabuse you of the notion that you weren't, you know, around some really rough dudes.
16:18 So Pat spent some time in the Pokey one to make sure that you were fully aware of that.
16:22 So prison Matt.
16:23 I was going to say prison, prison Matt t-shirts must be a thing.
16:26 And if we can Photoshop the purple bandana on the mugshot, that would be fantastic.
16:29 But we have to have the mugshot.
16:30 You dedicate to at least finding it.
16:32 Write yourself a note, tell Siri.
16:34 Oh, look, I know, I, I, I found McCully Colkin's mugshot from the week, from the weekend.
16:38 Yeah, but that one was on like, you know, the New York Post, something like that.
16:41 And so I actually find this especially funny because Stacy, my wife, she was fully convinced
16:47 that Matt Grasmire was a cop when she first saw him because he just looks like a cop.
16:52 Yeah.
16:53 I'm very, you got, you got that smug mustache to look on your face like I totally get the
16:58 Calvinism.
16:59 Well, sorry for those of you that aren't into like prison stories, but hey, I just wanted
17:04 to kind of bring that out there to you.
17:05 It's our first prison story here on on the on the life of man's podcast, you know, it's
17:09 whatever.
17:10 It's just semantics.
17:11 Who cares?
17:12 But Terry, if you wouldn't mind, we're going to go ahead and get in the description.
17:15 You get a prison.
17:16 Yeah.
17:17 Speak.
17:18 Well, you know, it is what it is, but we're going to be digging into acts for, believe
17:20 it or not.
17:21 And we're going to be doing versus one through 12 here to stop.
17:23 So Terry hit those for us, please.
17:26 And as they were speaking to the people, the priests and the captain of the temple and
17:30 the Sadducees came upon them.
17:32 They were greatly annoyed because they were teaching the people and proclaiming in Jesus
17:36 the resurrection from the dead and they arrested them and put them in custody until the next
17:41 day for it was already evening.
17:44 But many of those who had heard the word believed and the number of the men came to about 5,000.
17:50 On the next day, their rulers and elders and scribes gathered together in Jerusalem with
17:55 Anas the high priest and Caiaphas and John and Alexander and all who were of the high
17:59 priestly family.
18:01 And when they had set them in the midst, they inquired by what power or by what name did
18:05 you do this?
18:08 Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them, "Rulers of the people and elders,
18:13 if we are being examined here today concerning a good deed done to a crippled man, by what
18:18 means this man has been healed, let it be known to all of you and to all the people
18:22 of Israel that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth whom you crucified, whom God raised
18:28 from the dead, by him this man is standing before you well."
18:33 This Jesus is the stone that was rejected by you, the builders, which has become the
18:38 cornerstone and there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven
18:44 given among men by which we must be saved.
18:47 I really love this section of Scripture and mainly in the John MacArthur commentary, there
18:52 is one of the best one lines that I've maybe ever seen in a commentary.
18:57 It's talking about verses 8 through 12, it said, "Peter put the Sanhedrin on trial."
19:01 I absolutely love that, because that's exactly what's happening here.
19:04 There's so many things we can focus on here, but the first salvo I'll throw out for us
19:08 is verse 7, "And when they had set them in the midst, they inquired by what power or
19:13 by what name did you do this?"
19:16 And Peter immediately responds to verse 8 by talking about the Holy Spirit, "I'm curious
19:20 for you guys of any times where you felt like it wasn't you communicating, but it was the
19:25 Holy Spirit."
19:26 And don't force an example or something like that if you don't have one, because I'll
19:31 say perhaps for the first time that I really understood that it probably wasn't just me
19:36 talking, that it was the Holy Spirit speaking through me, was when I spoke at Lewisburg
19:39 Prison in Pennsylvania.
19:41 And it got to, after I did my presentation, I'm talking about was Jesus a manly man, that's
19:48 the name of the presentation, it's one of my favorite presentations to give.
19:51 And we get to the altar call, I guess you can say it, and that day about three dozen
19:57 men raise their hand and made a movement towards Christ, and it was just an incredible thing.
20:03 And I just remember praying for these men and saying, "Look, there's nothing magical
20:06 about a prayer, there's nothing in this prayer that's going to save you, but let's all come
20:09 together."
20:10 And it was weird because I'm wearing a stab vest, they're like, "Look, you got to stand
20:15 right here.
20:16 You can't really travel there.
20:17 You can't really do whatever."
20:18 And by the end of my presentation, I was like, "I don't care about any of that."
20:20 And so all the guys that stood up, I'm like, "Everyone of y'all come down here and gather
20:24 around me, and then everybody else get up and gather around them, and we're going to
20:27 lay hands on each other and pray."
20:29 And the guards in the back are like, "What?
20:32 Is he doing?
20:33 Like, why?
20:34 Like, don't?
20:35 No, no, no.
20:36 You're not allowed to do that."
20:37 I was like, "Ah, who cares?"
20:38 And so they all come up.
20:39 And I just remember praying and being done with the prayer and being like, "I don't remember
20:41 thinking any of the things that I just said."
20:43 And it was like immediate recognition.
20:45 It wasn't later when I got back to the hotel, but it was like immediate recognition that
20:49 was basically not me praying.
20:50 It wasn't like I like, eyes rolled back in my head, and you know, it was like automatic
20:54 talking, you know, from angels or something like that.
20:57 But that wasn't one of the first times I recognized like, "Look, that wasn't me just
21:00 then.
21:01 Like, that wasn't me operating at my best.
21:03 That was me just getting out of the way and letting Holy Spirit talk."
21:05 So I don't know if any of y'all have a moment.
21:07 It doesn't have to be in, you know, like a grandiose.
21:08 So it was after a speech thing, but it could even be in a, you know, single situation with
21:12 one person.
21:13 I mean, you took a big deep breath.
21:16 No, I'm just thankful that you were able to speak to a bunch of mats out in the prison
21:21 there.
21:22 That's right.
21:23 A bunch of prison mats.
21:24 Yeah.
21:25 Well, I think having been there, you probably have a keen appreciation.
21:28 That's right.
21:29 That's right.
21:30 For that.
21:31 Oh, yeah.
21:32 No, in all seriousness, I feel that way, this sounds bad.
21:35 I don't mean it to sound the way it's going to, but I feel that way a lot.
21:39 And only because I do get the opportunity to speak, you know, just my particular calling
21:44 at the moment is having that is teaching a lot.
21:47 And I do think that you prepare yourself really well.
21:51 You need to be immersed in the word and I don't mean prepared like I've got a speech
21:56 I'm going to give and I've worked hard on the speech.
21:58 For me, it's more just immersion immersed in the word.
22:02 And then you go out and as Doug Wilson says, the best teaching is teaching something you
22:07 love to people you love.
22:09 And at that point, I often have the feeling of not a supernatural feeling, you know, not
22:15 a, like you said, Kyle's not like, Oh, somebody put those words in my mouth, but very much
22:19 unscripted things that are being said that are impactful and you're like, I didn't plan
22:25 that.
22:26 You know, so there's a, maybe a lower key sense of clearly spirit.
22:30 You do something with this because I hadn't planned to say half the things that we said.
22:34 When I think, so you bring up something that I think is important is a lot of people think,
22:39 you know what?
22:40 I'm just going to go up there and wing it and I'm just going to let the Holy Spirit talk.
22:42 So specifically I did a speech here recently and it was supposed to be a preacher was going
22:48 to say something for 15 minutes, then there was going to be somebody who was responding
22:53 like with their, their testimony, short testimony, like 10 minute testimony.
22:56 And then I was going to talk for like an hour and this is the end of a conference.
22:59 So these guys have been here all week, you know, this is a long time to be sitting down
23:03 and in the middle there somewhere was going to be worship.
23:05 And this pastor was supposed to go 15 minutes and he went 45.
23:11 And they went right in and did the normal full worship set.
23:14 And then the guy who was giving his testimony was so nervous the entire time because he
23:18 knew how late we were.
23:20 And so he's trying to rush through his story and all that.
23:22 And then it gets to me.
23:23 And by the time he gets to me, I'm, I'm pacing around like like a lion, like a cage line.
23:28 I'm like, no, do not do an introduction.
23:31 Do not do an introduction song.
23:32 Just bring me up there.
23:33 It's time to go.
23:34 It's time to get through the hours worth of stuff I need to get through.
23:36 And we are way, way behind.
23:37 And it's one of those moments where you could tell that the pastor had not prepared, right?
23:40 He had not prepared.
23:41 He was just going to operate in the spirit.
23:43 And then, you know, again, maybe to you, it doesn't seem that rude, but whenever you
23:46 go 200% over your time allotted, like that becomes problematic for everybody else.
23:51 I think it's inconsiderate.
23:52 Right.
23:53 It's certainly inconsiderate.
23:54 But the overall point is, and we made this comment to you, like a lot of people think like
23:58 when I do interviews or when I do solo episodes or the forging table, they're like, gosh, you're
24:03 just so good at flowing from one thing to the next and all of you guys just work really
24:06 well together.
24:07 And it's like, do you understand how much prep time it takes to seem like you didn't
24:11 prepare at all?
24:13 Like because it's a very substantial thing.
24:15 And so when you're going to give a speech, that doesn't mean that you're crowding out
24:18 the Holy Spirit whenever you're preparing to an extreme degree because I can go off on
24:24 a tangent because I know I have an idea of where I'm going.
24:26 But if I just walk up there like, I got 45 minutes, let's just see how this goes.
24:30 Like there's a lot better chance of it being a train wreck than it being an opportunity
24:34 for the Holy Spirit to make you not seem foolish.
24:36 100%.
24:37 Yeah, that's so true.
24:38 I'm reminded of a statement by Churchill and you'll appreciate this.
24:43 You guys probably say, yep, he's right.
24:45 He said, if you need me to speak for an hour, just give me five minutes to prepare.
24:48 But if you need me to speak for five minutes, I'll need an hour to prepare.
24:52 Right.
24:53 And there's a lot of truth in that.
24:54 Yeah.
24:55 I think the reverse of that can be true too.
24:56 Like I had the opportunity to speak at our men's fishing trip earlier this year and I
25:00 got so bogged down and so nervous about preparing that I did like write a speech.
25:05 And I mean, I guess now looking back, I can say, okay, well, the Holy Spirit was working
25:12 through this the whole time like at one point in the speech, like I couldn't see my notes.
25:18 And so I'm like panicking.
25:19 Like, oh crap, I wrote this whole thing out.
25:22 And I think at up to that point, I felt like it was kind of forced.
25:25 And I'm like trying to, I know that I want to make these points, but then like the last
25:28 bit of my speech, I just was like, okay, I can't look at these things anymore.
25:32 I'm just going to talk.
25:33 And I feel like that point of this of my talk was just was I felt like it went better because
25:38 I wasn't so worried about what I had written down, all these points I have to make.
25:43 It was just, okay, I know what I want to talk about.
25:45 I've prepared like I'm just going to, I'm just going to let go of my like control and
25:53 just let that, let that come out and say what I need to say and the Holy Spirit is going
25:56 to guide me to do that.
25:58 So.
25:59 And that's a time when it's like, okay, I'm going to let the Holy Spirit save me if saving
26:02 is required, but I'm not going to go up there unprepared to hope that the Holy Spirit will
26:06 kind of like, you know, bridge the gap or something like that because here you're right.
26:10 When someone's like, oh, just talk for however long you want to talk.
26:13 I was like, okay, I know how to do that.
26:14 But back in college, in the degree program I was in, we had to, I gave more presentations
26:19 than I took exams in my college thing.
26:21 And the thing was is we would have to give a presentation and it would have to be between
26:25 eight and 10 minutes.
26:26 If it was lower than eight minutes, you were docked automatically one letter grade.
26:30 If it was longer than 10 minutes, you were docked automatically one letter grade.
26:33 And so you had to be very precise and it became abundantly clear because the professor would
26:38 not stop you once you got to 10 minutes.
26:39 They would let you go and go and go.
26:42 But the problem was is you could tell so easily who had prepared and who had not because it
26:46 became abundantly clear immediately.
26:48 This person has ran through this before, they have an idea of their cadence and their
26:51 timing.
26:52 And we couldn't have a timer with this either.
26:53 So we couldn't like have it up there to kind of know where we were.
26:56 I mean, I guess you could look down at your watch or something like that.
26:59 But it's like, okay, you need to be prepared.
27:01 You need to look prepared.
27:03 But in a situation like this, like in a, in a gospel centered situation or a sermon or
27:07 something like that, it's okay to kind of go off on a tangent, but you need to have an
27:11 idea of where you're going.
27:13 And I don't really think that most people really understand that because imagine if, imagine
27:17 if Peter in this moment had just began like just meandering, right, don't you think there
27:21 was some level of preparation to his first sermon or to his second sermon or to his presentation
27:25 before this council?
27:26 Don't you think he had an idea before he went up to these people?
27:29 Here's an idea of kind of where I think I would want to go.
27:32 This idea that there was no level of preparation, I think would be silly here.
27:36 Anything else on that first chunk, those first dozen verses or so?
27:39 Well, I think that goes kind of into life in general, like I think back to Nehemiah, like
27:43 there was a lot of prep that he had to do.
27:44 I mean, he was guided by the spirit and he was called to do a thing, but that did not
27:50 relieve him of the responsibility of the prep work required to rebuild the wall.
27:55 There was still some sort of action that he had to take and a lot of it was prep work.
28:00 Absolutely.
28:01 Let's hit this next section here.
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28:59 Jake, if you wouldn't mind doing verses 13 through 22.
29:05 When they saw the boldness of Peter and John and perceived that they were uneducated common
29:08 men, they were astonished and they recognized that they had been with Jesus, but seeing
29:13 the man who was healed standing beside them, they had nothing to say in opposition.
29:18 But when they had commanded them to leave the council, they conferred with one another
29:22 saying, "What shall we do with these men?"
29:26 For that a notable sign has been performed through them as evident to all the inhabitants
29:31 of Jerusalem and we cannot deny it.
29:34 But in order that it may spread no further among the people, let us warn them to speak
29:38 no more to anyone in this name.
29:41 So they called them and charged them not to speak or to teach at all in the name of Jesus.
29:47 But Peter and John answered them, "Whether it is right in the sight of God to listen
29:51 to you rather than to God, you must judge, for we cannot but speak of what we have seen
29:59 and heard, and when they had further threatened them, they let them go, finding no way to punish
30:05 them because of the people, for all were praising God for what had happened, for the man on
30:10 whom this sign of healing was performed was more than 40 years old."
30:15 So at no point do we see that the religious leaders were trying to disprove what had happened.
30:20 They had basically openly acknowledged, "Yeah, this happened, but immediately we see this
30:25 in verse 17, their focus went to how can we keep our power in this situation?"
30:31 It was not on the ESV's study Bible basically pointed out, it was more important to them
30:35 to keep their power than to glorify God in this moment.
30:39 And before you hold yourself above these religious leaders, that's something that you do all
30:42 the time.
30:43 That's something that I do all the time.
30:44 It's like, "Okay, how can I maintain my ego here as opposed to doing the thing that will
30:48 glorify God?
30:49 Why do you think we lie to people?
30:50 Why do you think we just both face lie to people's faces?
30:52 It's because we have something else that we are trying to protect that is more important
30:55 than the truth.
30:56 At least that's what we surmise at that moment."
30:58 The big thing that I want to talk about in this section of Scripture is because of what
31:01 we saw during COVID-19, because of what we saw during that time period, and because of
31:06 what we saw from squishy Christians and also non-Christians using Romans 13 to be like,
31:10 "No matter what, the government should be able to tell us what to do regardless of what
31:16 their motivation is."
31:18 That becomes deeply problematic for a lot of different reasons, but we see that even
31:22 here in this subject matter.
31:23 They basically tell these men, "Okay, okay, we get that this actually happened, but that's
31:29 enough.
31:30 This is your warning.
31:32 Don't make us really do what we think we might want to do."
31:37 It was a threat to them to not do what they need to do, and Peter just basically like,
31:41 "This is when the boldness of Peter comes out."
31:43 It's like, "For we cannot speak of what we have, for we cannot but speak of what we have
31:48 seen and heard."
31:49 So it's like, "Hey, you do what you got to do.
31:51 I'm going to do what I got to do."
31:53 I didn't see a lot of that during COVID.
31:55 Now, what I don't mean is the first several weeks of COVID where we didn't know what this
31:59 was.
32:00 We thought this could have been the Black Plague.
32:02 We thought, "Oh my gosh, what if this kills just children?"
32:05 Imagine flipping the mortality tables where it was killing children at the right that
32:10 it was killing the elderly.
32:12 We would have voluntarily shut down every economy on the planet and gone back to the
32:16 Stone Age to protect our children.
32:17 That's what we would have done, but that's not what happened with this particular thing.
32:21 We're not going to go into conspiracy theories about where it came from and how it was hidden
32:24 in the vaccine and all that.
32:25 That's not what we're talking about.
32:26 I want to go specifically to churches that were all too eager to say, "Whatever my local
32:31 magistrates tell me to do, we will shut down the gathering of the saints because of what
32:36 they tell me to do, because of what these atheists in government or these people that
32:39 are not abiding by what we see in Scripture are telling us to do."
32:42 I know there's a lot of churches that are looking back in hindsight and thinking to themselves,
32:47 "Gosh, I really wish we would never shut down.
32:49 I really wish we had steeled our nerves just like John MacArthur did and said, "No, we're
32:53 not going to do that."
32:55 Hey, if you want to fool around and find out, go ahead and sue us, but our doors will be
32:59 open.
33:00 I just want to open up that discussion, but maybe specifically to Terry, I don't know
33:03 what crossings did.
33:04 I'm not aware with what y'all did during that situation.
33:05 I'm only aware with what the churches I was going to did, but as you look back on four
33:09 years ago now and look back at that situation in light of what we see here in Acts 4 but
33:14 also Romans 13, how do you feel about how we as the Western Church responded?
33:21 From my perspective, I feel like it was very revealing as to where our priorities lie,
33:28 and so I know it's easy to critique the church, but this is a case where the church deserves
33:32 some critique, and that is we were far too people pleasing in that regard.
33:38 I agree with you, crossing shut down briefly at first, figure out what's going on here,
33:43 and open back up with some spacing between people, a service that was mask-only so that
33:51 people that felt strongly about that could be sure there were people with masks in there,
33:56 but the idea was the priority quickly became, "We're going to meet together.
34:00 We'll make some compromises for what people thought was their safety at the time, but
34:06 we're not going to stop meeting."
34:07 But I don't think it was the church's finest moment, and I think it revealed that there's
34:10 a lot of what the Bible would call people pleasing, and am I here to please God or please
34:16 men?
34:17 Well, turns out to a large extent, please men, here's the insidious part of it is I understand,
34:23 and I know there's some sincerity here, so I hope I'm not sounding too harsh about this.
34:28 Some people would say, "Yes, we were trying to please those people, and we were trying
34:33 to do what they felt like was right so that we could reach them," and I do think that's
34:40 insidious.
34:41 I don't mean that those people weren't sincere, and they don't have good hearts about it,
34:45 but I think it to be, that's a very slippery slope to be on.
34:50 Yeah, it's like, how much are you willing to whistle past the graveyard, which is sin
34:55 in this particular context, to reach people?
34:58 And that's what goes back to some of our discussions with the seeker-sensitive movement.
35:01 It's like, okay, some of these seeker-sensitive movements are literally sinning because they
35:04 think it'll be more appealing to people to do certain things, and it's like, where do you
35:09 get that from scripture, that it's like, yeah, just sin a little bit so that you can reel
35:13 these people in.
35:14 It's like, is that what the Holy Spirit needs?
35:16 He needs you to act a certain way.
35:19 I mean, what about you guys as we look back on that time period?
35:21 I think there was a very distinct separation of the wheat from the chaff in that moment,
35:26 and there's a lot of people that fell away from the church, and I think you can look back
35:29 on people who were like, "Well, I don't really need to go to church and that are still not
35:33 going to church," and I think the statistics that are done by people that keep those bear
35:37 that reality out, and I think for taking the church for convenience or going to an online
35:44 church that whole year plus opened up the door for this massive online presence where
35:52 I don't have to be in the assembly, I can do church online separate from the body, and
35:59 then I think the deconstruction kind of ramped up quite a bit, and some things were called
36:06 into question, and people who were kind of, what's the right word, I guess, I don't know
36:15 what I'm looking, I don't know the word I'm looking for here, Luke Warm Christians, I
36:18 guess.
36:19 Yeah, marginal Christians kind of took a step back, I go, "Yeah, this is, I don't really
36:22 want to do this," and I don't know if that's the case, but that's just kind of one of my
36:26 observations.
36:30 The thing with authority, I don't, I can understand in the moment why it would be so
36:38 challenging, but in hindsight it doesn't seem so difficult to understand.
36:46 The thing is as Christians we are called to obedience to authority, there's no question
36:50 about that, but there's a caveat there is that if that authority is going against what
36:57 God says not to do, or what you are supposed to do, if it's going against that then you
37:03 don't obey, we see that clearly with Peter right here, you don't obey that authority,
37:07 they've lost their authority over you.
37:11 So in the, and I go back to Dietrich Bonhoeffer in Germany and him talking about, you know,
37:18 writing about, there were all these pastors that had they come together and all rejected
37:26 the messaging of Hitler.
37:28 Yeah, it's Metaxas and Letter to the American Church.
37:30 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
37:31 Had they all rejected it, that the Nazi movement would have never got off the ground.
37:36 No Holocaust, no World War II.
37:37 That's right.
37:38 None of that.
37:39 But because they didn't, because some of them were lukewarm, because some of them were
37:43 like, "Well, no, we've got to respect the authority," despite the fact that it's ungodly
37:47 what he's preaching or what he's, his messaging, despite his ungodliness, they still obeyed
37:53 it, and that's why it got off the ground the way that it did.
37:56 Well, and that's the problem with the, I want to be known for what I'm for, not what I'm
37:59 against movement for these, these ministries are like, we're going to be known for what
38:02 we're for, not what we're against.
38:04 The problem is, is that's where a lot of people fell in Germany and they ended up being on
38:07 the side of the Third Reich, not realizing that it was going to lead to the deaths of
38:11 six million Jews and tens of millions of other people that were pulled into World War II.
38:15 And I think something that's, that's also important to talk about here is a lot of individuals
38:20 think that, "Hey, as long as I'm nice, these people are just going to understand."
38:25 And one thing that Vodie Bockum talked about in his latest book, It's Not Like Being Black,
38:29 is the LGBTQ movement is next, because right now, there's not this overt attempt by the
38:38 federal government using the law to force down upon Christians their ideology about
38:42 LGBTQ forcing Catholic churches to, you know, have same-sex weddings and forcing, you know,
38:48 Protestant churches to embrace these people in a certain way.
38:52 But the thing that we saw during COVID is that a lot of these pastors, you know, in their
38:56 $2,000 suits and their, their sports cars and all that, they folded like cheap laundry.
39:00 That's exactly what they did whenever the government's like, "Yeah, you're not going
39:03 to do that."
39:04 They're like, "Okay, okay, Daddy government."
39:05 And we, it was weird, it was more, there were fewer people that were standing up boldly,
39:10 right?
39:11 That's why they're, that's why we know a lot of their names.
39:13 That's why we know the names, the name of James Coates, because a lot of Canadian pastors
39:17 basically just went along to get along.
39:18 They're like, whatever the government says, we're just going to deal with it, and then
39:20 we're going to, we're going to hide behind Romans 13.
39:23 And the situation that we find ourselves in now is that was really, I feel like the first
39:28 wave about pressing back on the populace to see how much can we control these people just
39:34 by telling them, "We are your moral betters.
39:36 We know better than you just listen to us and we'll keep you safe."
39:39 What is it going to be like next time?
39:40 And again, I don't want to sound conspiratorial.
39:42 There's no to intent for it.
39:43 People have to, any of y'all just listening to this on Apple Podcast or Spotify.
39:46 The problem is, is that if you allow them to push you a little bit, next time they will
39:50 see that as the starting point, not the point that they have to get you back to when that
39:54 becomes problematic.
39:55 I think that another thing that kind of made this even worse was it wasn't just everybody's
40:01 got to be shut down.
40:03 It kind of came to a point and you saw this in California and certainly in Canada, where
40:09 it was all of these things, there were lots of things that were considered okay.
40:15 You can have this meeting wherever that COVID didn't affect, but church was still put in
40:23 the category of super spreader.
40:25 You can't have church, but oh, we can go do, insert whatever because there's lots of things
40:29 that were deemed acceptable.
40:31 And that to me, it kind of seemed a little bit more insidious, I guess, for the lack
40:38 of a better term.
40:39 It seemed more sinister, I guess, would be a better way to put that of like, okay, well,
40:44 church can't meet because it's a super spreader, but all these other things are totally fine
40:47 and dandy.
40:48 Yeah, go to the BLM rally, go to all these different places because COVID doesn't live
40:51 there if you vote correctly.
40:52 So we could go, we could get on that diatribe even further.
40:55 That's partially my fault.
40:57 Let's go to the next section here versus 23 through 31.
40:59 Again, I've forgotten who read last, whoever wants to go.
41:02 You read last.
41:03 Matt, it is your turn.
41:04 Ready to go?
41:05 23 through 31.
41:07 And they were released.
41:08 They went to their friends and reported what the chief priests and the elders had said
41:12 to them.
41:13 And when they heard it, they lifted their voices together to God and said, sovereign
41:16 Lord who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and everything in them, who through
41:22 the mouth of their father David, your servant said by the Holy Spirit, why did the Gentiles
41:26 rage and the people's plot in vain?
41:29 The kings of the earth set themselves and the rulers were gathered together against the
41:33 Lord and against his anointed.
41:36 Or truly in this city, they were gathered together against your holy servant Jesus whom
41:41 you anointed both Herod and Pontius Pilate along with the Gentiles and the people of
41:46 Israel to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place.
41:52 And now Lord, look upon their threats and grant to your servants to continue to speak
41:56 your word with all boldness while you stretch out your hand to heal and signs and wonders
42:00 are performed through the name of your holy servant Jesus.
42:04 And when they have prayed, the place in which they were gathered together was shaken and
42:08 they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and continue to speak the word of God with
42:13 boldness.
42:14 I mean, really the thing with this section, I mean, I'd be curious what y'all have to
42:17 say.
42:18 I think it's pretty self explanatory that these people are praying for boldness.
42:22 And I think it's a great reminder for us that we have to pray for that.
42:25 There are people that are that are naturally bold in their personality.
42:28 And so whenever I say something boldly, that shouldn't shock anybody because that's just
42:33 how I communicate typically.
42:34 Like, if you listen to my show and you're like, I'm shocked at how bold you were with
42:37 your opinion.
42:38 It's like, is this your first time?
42:39 It's just your first time here because we've got hundreds of episodes of the same thing.
42:43 But especially for those of you that that's not in your normal Bayley wick.
42:46 That's not your normal countenance is not bold.
42:49 It's still something that we should pray for that I don't really know that a lot of Christians
42:53 are praying for that.
42:54 I think a lot of Christians are praying hope if they're praying at all, hoping that nobody
42:58 challenges them, that they don't have to present an apology or apology for what they believe.
43:03 They just want to kind of go along to get along and kind of like cruise underneath the
43:06 radar as it were.
43:07 Yeah, boldness.
43:08 I mean, I think the misconception that a lot of people have when you talk about being bold
43:13 doesn't mean that you have to be nasty or insensitive.
43:18 It's just speaking the truth regardless of what the consequences might be.
43:24 So when you're, if you're having trouble being bold, it means to me, you're having trouble
43:29 being honest.
43:30 Well, and that's what's interesting about that, Jake, as you, as you bring that up, I will
43:33 get emails from, from people that listen to the show and they're like, man, I'm so glad
43:37 somebody's out there saying it.
43:38 I was like, why aren't you that person?
43:40 Like, so I, I say it into a microphone and you listen to it, you know, on whatever technology
43:44 platform you use, but you can say the same things that I'm saying inside your family at
43:49 your church, at the school board, like there's nothing unique about me.
43:52 Like you shouldn't wait to hear me say it before you feel like you, you've been given
43:57 permission to say it yourself.
43:58 Like, have that own level of boldness.
44:01 Amen.
44:02 Yeah.
44:03 All right.
44:04 One last thing.
44:05 I have to give a nod on verse 28.
44:08 This is a really interesting that they talked about, praying to God said, you know, hair
44:12 at Pontius Pilate, everybody comes together to do whatever your hand and your plan had
44:18 predestined to do.
44:20 And so when I say, you know, everybody, everybody reading the Bible believes in election predestination.
44:27 I know we don't have time to get off into this, but I just want to point out that language,
44:31 you mentioned this in one of our former podcast calls, that language is in the Bible.
44:35 And so we need to take it seriously.
44:37 I don't know what you're talking about, Terry.
44:39 Everybody just move right on past that.
44:43 I could just, I could just marinate in that.
44:45 Yeah.
44:46 I bet you could.
44:47 I bet you would.
44:48 I'm just kidding.
44:50 But yes, it kind of goes back in all seriousness to the point that I even said, I can't remember
44:55 if I just said this on the break.
44:56 Or if I said this on a previous week to where it's like, I want to read the scripture, not
45:00 in light of what the things I'm noticing, like, cause again, we talk about if you see
45:04 a certain car and then now you see those cars everywhere.
45:07 If it's there, it's there.
45:08 And you have to ask, why is it there and what is it communicating?
45:10 Who is this being communicated to?
45:12 Is this descriptive or prescriptive?
45:14 You have to kind of ask those questions and when you constantly see the language of predestination,
45:18 go ahead, Terry.
45:19 Well, the one thing I wanted to bring it said, sidestepping for a minute, the idea of predestination,
45:23 in this context, think about what predestination meant to them.
45:27 It didn't mean, oh no, who saved?
45:30 Who's not saved?
45:31 Did God's cause everything?
45:32 Does God cause nothing?
45:33 What they were taking comfort from the fact that the worst thing that happened to us, you
45:38 knew about it and you're using it for good.
45:41 So let me sidestep the theology for a minute and say, listen, the fact that God is in charge
45:46 of things?
45:47 For really good news.
45:48 Yeah.
45:49 Yeah.
45:50 And I think just one thing that was said on the previous podcast, Terry mentioned it.
45:56 I think where I think people get hung up on election is just the idea of us not having
46:03 any control over any action that we are just automatons doing exactly what God has predestined
46:10 us to do.
46:11 And I don't think that's correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think that's what Terry
46:16 is saying is that we have zero say it's that there is some agency in the decisions that
46:23 are being made.
46:24 And even though we might be making and going back to like the story of Joseph, you know,
46:29 what was intended for evil God used for good.
46:32 That's I was going to say, that's Genesis chapter 50.
46:34 It's just comforting to know that there is a plan.
46:37 Yeah.
46:38 And God's in charge.
46:39 Are we ready for the communist church?
46:41 Yes.
46:42 I am ready.
46:43 Terry, I'm ready for you to read it.
46:44 So verses 32 to 37 right now, yeah.
46:49 Now the full number of those who believed were of one heart and soul.
46:52 And no one said that any of the things that belonged to him was his own, but they had
46:56 everything in common.
46:57 And with great power, the apostles were giving their testimony to the resurrection of the
47:01 Lord Jesus and great grace was upon them all.
47:05 There wasn't a needy person among them because as many as were owners of land or houses sold
47:10 them and brought the proceeds of what was sold.
47:13 They laid it at the apostles feet and it was distributed to whoever had need.
47:17 Thus, Joseph, who was also called by the apostles, Barnabas, which means son of encouragement,
47:23 he was a Levite, a native of Cyprus.
47:25 He sold a field that belonged to him and brought the money and laid it at the apostles feet.
47:30 I just got to tell you, I'm convinced, I am convinced that we should all be communist
47:34 and socialist.
47:35 And I'm going to use the end of Acts four and Acts two as the basis for that.
47:39 Thank you.
47:40 I really like the end of verse 32 and it says they had everything in common and each was
47:46 given according to their, oh, no, that's not in there.
47:50 No, no, I guess I wasn't in there.
47:52 Wait, so I have to put my hammer and sickle away?
47:54 No, but I just got it.
47:57 I use.
47:58 I was going to say I use comedy though.
47:59 No, I used a capitalism to buy my hammer and sickle whoopsie daisy.
48:02 Well, Terry, tell us why this is not the basis because a lot of people, a lot of well, they
48:08 I say well, meaning, but a lot of, you know, underheaded people will use the end of Acts
48:12 two and acts four to be like, look, communism, socialism, it's right there in the Bible.
48:16 Jesus was a socialist.
48:17 This is just an extension of that.
48:18 Why are they wrong?
48:19 Yeah, they're wrong.
48:20 Actually, it's an astoundingly number of levels to be wrong.
48:24 I mean, that's lame all out.
48:25 That's not easy wrong.
48:26 That's like astounding.
48:27 But let me just give you two.
48:28 One, communism isn't just about sharing your goods.
48:31 That's a minor part of communism as a view of the world and humanity and how we got where
48:36 we are, and it's completely antithetical to the Bible.
48:40 So on a deep level, the communism is far more than just sharing what you have.
48:44 That's a very thin understanding.
48:48 Communism in the Bible have absolutely no overlap whatsoever.
48:52 But let's step back to the shallow part.
48:54 And that is that, well, forget communism for a minute.
48:58 Shouldn't we all be communal in our goods?
49:01 That's probably what people actually mean by that.
49:04 That's sort of a, let's all hold hands, sing kumbaya, have a Coca-Cola, and other world
49:08 will be great, right?
49:09 And so one thing I would say, let me just kick this off by saying this.
49:14 Most of the systems that want to do that mandate that you give your stuff, right?
49:20 It's not voluntary.
49:21 There's no mandate in this whatsoever.
49:23 And there's nothing in here and says, oh, and by the way, the apostles told everybody,
49:28 you better go sell all your stuff.
49:30 So what you have here is heart change versus external coercion.
49:35 Yeah, right.
49:36 That's one major difference.
49:37 Kind of goes back to the, like reorientating your life, like I'm not giving because I'm
49:41 mandated to, like I have been filled by the Holy Spirit.
49:44 I am saved.
49:45 I'm in this community and there's a want to be in community and to provide for those who
49:50 are less fortunate.
49:52 So yeah, I have this theory and I think I've shared it with Matt before, but you know,
50:00 capitalism was not invented.
50:03 It was discovered, okay?
50:05 The invisible hand is something that literally it's just how things are ordered on this planet
50:12 that resources are moved to their most efficient location.
50:18 And I actually, I said to Matt, I was like, how can that not be godly?
50:22 I mean, if you're just discovering something that exists on this planet now, I also think
50:26 it's interesting that we are warned against the sin of the excess of capitalism in greed.
50:33 So I'm going, well, if he's ordered it this way, just like we've ordered certain, there's
50:39 a certain natural order to sex and procreation, there's a certain natural order there, but
50:45 we are warned against the excesses of it.
50:47 So I think it's kind of interesting that we have things that have been put in order.
50:51 If it's discovered as just the natural state, to me, it's how God created it.
50:57 When I think some people will create a theology out of their favorite system.
51:02 So it could be capitalism or maybe they're big second amendment people.
51:04 So there are guys that will write scripture on their AR 15s and all that.
51:07 And I remember being asked about that.
51:08 Well, I was going to be asked about it.
51:10 It was on the list of questions whenever I did that debate on Justin Briarley's debate
51:14 show over the UK where I was going up against a pacifistic anti gun Christian activist named
51:19 Shane Clayborn, who that's only one of the myriad of things he's really dumb about.
51:23 But like, they were going to ask about people that wrote, you know, about scriptures, you
51:27 know, on on their AR 15s, I don't be like, yeah, that seems pretty idolatrous.
51:31 Like, I don't know why you would make an idol out of the second amendment or out of protecting
51:34 yourself.
51:35 Now it is a biblical, you know, dictate that we should protect ourselves and protect other
51:40 image bearers of God.
51:41 But at this moment, like this, this idea that you've, you know, raised that to a certain
51:46 level of importance that that, you know, shouldn't be there is important for us to look at.
51:50 The same thing would be true of capitalism could be one was a Churchill.
51:53 I think this is maybe the second Churchill reference where he said, you know, capitalism
51:56 is a worse system that we know of, except for all the others.
51:59 And so it's like, it, this is democracy, wasn't it?
52:02 Yeah.
52:03 Okay.
52:04 But that's, this is a, that's right.
52:05 That's right.
52:06 But there's a, yeah, sorry, Joby.
52:07 Don't tell Terry, like there, there's a, there's a comparative element here that when
52:11 it's like, okay, capitalism is the devil.
52:14 What would you like to replace this devil with?
52:18 What, what system do you think would make things more equitable and lead to even more
52:22 human flourishing?
52:23 Cause to date, the most human flourishing has been brought by the system of capitalism.
52:27 And all other systems would be man-made and in thought of by man, right.
52:31 And inherently flawed.
52:32 Well, that's the other thing here that, you know, when Christians look at this as like,
52:34 yes, of course, this was not voluntary.
52:37 And at the end of every law is the threat of force.
52:40 Right.
52:41 Okay.
52:42 And people are like, no, that's not true.
52:45 I was like, really?
52:46 So if Matt, when he got pulled over in Luther, Oklahoma, or Jones, or wherever you got pulled
52:48 over, you're pulled over and the cops just get out of the car and you say, no, is he
52:54 going to be like, well, gosh darn it.
52:55 That's just, you're right.
52:56 You go ahead and sit on in there.
52:57 I guess I have no power here.
52:58 No, I'm sorry.
52:59 You're going for a ride.
53:00 Baby.
53:01 And it's going to be in the back of his car after he hopefully suplexes you on to the,
53:05 the asphalt.
53:06 That guy wasn't suplexing anybody.
53:07 Yeah.
53:08 Well, you know, he did have a gun anyway, but, but that's, that's really the thing where
53:11 these people is like, look, these are not idle suggestions whenever it's under communistic
53:16 or socialistic rule.
53:17 It is like, you will do this and we're going to make it seem like it's voluntary.
53:21 But if you go outside of our dictates, we will crush you and potentially kill you.
53:26 It's like, is that the system?
53:27 That's the system that you want to live under?
53:29 No, thanks.
53:30 Yeah.
53:31 I think just in general, this abroad statement, but the coercive power of the state can be
53:37 a good thing.
53:38 Can be a bad thing.
53:39 Realism can be taken too far, but in general, you're going to have to admit that it has
53:43 resulted in an elevation of human flourishing.
53:46 Now, I mean, I fully endorse it or not.
53:49 It's a tool.
53:50 Let's use it to do good with, but the coercive power of the state is going to come and go.
53:55 Those who live by the sword die by the sword, but the change of heart will change the world.
54:00 And this, this is an example of what happens when people get a new heart and a new soul,
54:06 and they begin to behave very differently, and no one had to make them share with their
54:10 neighbor.
54:11 Yeah.
54:12 Well, I think it's a good point to talk about like we look at these scriptures and we see
54:16 and we know that, okay, this whatever system is for the good of the world, and we think
54:22 so broadly, and like I really love how Jordan Peterson frames it, he's confronted by a woman
54:28 who's talking about, I think she's talking about littering and like mandating, like cleaning
54:32 up.
54:33 And he's like, well, let's start with yourself.
54:36 And what's, I don't know who said it, but everybody wants to change the world, but nobody
54:40 wants to make their bed.
54:42 And it starts, if you're not willing to play these things out in your own home, and I'm
54:47 speaking to myself, just as I am speaking to anybody else, if you're not willing to seek
54:52 this out and play this out in your own home, like why on earth would you go beyond that
54:56 and try to change the world when, and I mean, that's kind of the call to a pastor too.
55:00 You can't pastor, you can't be a shepherd of a flock if your own flock at home is not
55:04 flourishing.
55:05 Like, you're in anathema, like don't even try.
55:08 So I think we, we look so far and look so broad that we forget what's right in front
55:14 of us and how we can impact the our world right where we are.
55:18 Well, that's dominion, right?
55:20 And so it's like, yeah, people that are trying to enforce their ideals of dominion onto you
55:25 and onto society were at large, and yet their lives are an absolute mess.
55:29 And it's like you've been an abject failure at everything, and yet you were telling me
55:32 how to structure my life.
55:34 Yeah.
55:35 Like that same woman who's like chastising Peterson for pushing back on publicly mandating
55:39 like picking up littering and he just like, he like Slater or her whole argument with
55:43 a question, he's like, well, do you, do you pick up trash in your own neighbor?
55:47 Well, no, I don't pick up trash in my own neighborhood, but I, but I think the government
55:51 should make sure that everybody else does it's the difference between the theoretical and
55:55 the actual.
55:56 So yeah, these people are like, we need open borders, take in all the immigrants, and then
55:59 you'll have these people go to these men on the street interviews.
56:01 And they say, well, we're actually writing down names of volunteers to take immigrants
56:04 into their homes.
56:05 Would you like to go ahead and sign up?
56:06 Well, no, no, no, I rent, or, you know, I use my extra, my extra bedroom to do yoga.
56:11 It's like, yeah, trying to live your yard sign.
56:15 Yeah.
56:16 No, I think so the whole, there's been a recent thing where I think it was maybe Jimmy Kimmel
56:21 was talking about how, how clean Japan was.
56:25 You guys, are you guys familiar with it?
56:26 Yeah.
56:27 Yeah.
56:28 Exactly.
56:29 And so, so, but in Japan, in Japan, they, that there's a law against littering.
56:35 It's called illegal dumping.
56:37 And if you litter, it is punishable by up to 10 years in prison.
56:42 And I'm just going, okay, so back to the coercive power of government.
56:48 Is that a system you want to live in?
56:50 It's like, I miss the trash can, I, you know, and now I'm in prison for 10 years.
56:55 So there is a trade off and no matter what, I mean, it's like, okay, well, I have more
57:00 freedom here and I have the ability to be free of some punishment that would be, that
57:06 would deprive me of those freedoms.
57:08 Maybe I have a fine, but I'm not going to prison.
57:10 Well, that's the problem with univariate analysis.
57:12 When you look at one variable, so Tucker Carlson goes over there and he goes grocery shopping
57:16 with all his producers.
57:17 You look how cheap everything is.
57:18 It's like, yes, also Russians make about 25 cents for every dollar that Americans make.
57:23 So the groceries better cost that much, but yeah, it makes total sense.
57:26 If you're like, okay, let's only look at this one thing at this one place on the planet
57:29 at this one place in time as well, like taking a scripture in a context.
57:33 Yeah.
57:34 Oh, who would do that?
57:35 We're not, we're not going to name names on this podcast because we do it all the time.
57:37 But guys, we're going to go ahead and leave that there.
57:39 We really appreciate all you guys being here for our discussion of acts four, but be back
57:43 here next week for acts five, we are going from one special guest and Terry fakes to another
57:48 special guest guys.
57:49 I'm so pumped for you to hear that who is going to be on acts five and they're forward.
57:53 So you will have to make sure that you are ready to go for next week.
57:56 Make sure you read up all the way through acts five.
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