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SONNY SANDOVAL | Son of Southtown (Ep. 722)

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SONNY SANDOVAL | Son of Southtown (Ep. 722)
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In this episode, I sit down with Sonny Sandoval, lead singer of POD, to discuss his journey from the streets of Southtown to rock stardom and ministry. We dive deep into the challenges of balancing faith and fame, the misconceptions of Christian music, and the importance of authenticity in our walk with Christ.
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0:00 This is Undaunted Life, a man's podcast.
0:24 I'm your host Kyle Thompson.
0:26 Let's get into it.
0:27 All right, guys.
0:28 We've got a special guest on the podcast today.
0:29 His name is Sunny Sandoval, and so I am so giddy and excited about this one, so this was
0:33 pretty nostalgic, and I kind of nerd it out a little bit, but if you don't know who that
0:36 is, he is the lead singer of the multi-platinum selling and thrice Grammy-nominated new metal
0:41 group, POD.
0:42 So POD has been making music for over three decades now, and they've sold like, I don't
0:46 know, 12, 13 million records worldwide during that time, but also Sunny Sandoval is the
0:51 co-founder of a ministry group called The Huso Evers, and he is the author of the brand
0:55 new book, Son of Southtown, My Life Between Two Worlds, and so the band POD, and I talk
1:00 about this in the show, this is a very important band to me.
1:03 This was a band that I found in middle school, and for a lot of you guys, the songs and the
1:08 bands you listen to in middle school are some of the most formative things that you listen
1:11 to, and so I've described on the show before that Metallica in elementary school was kind
1:16 of that band that kind of like really got me into rock, you know, my dad was in a classic
1:19 rock and things like that, so that kind of formulated everything, but I even mentioned
1:22 this on the show, Zayo Living Sacrifice, Lincoln Park, and POD, like in middle school, those
1:28 were things that kind of gave me the guardrails for the music that I would go on and continue
1:32 to listen to.
1:33 And so I've been wanting to get Sunny on the show for a very long time, and we just weren't
1:36 able to really work it out, but with a new book coming out, we were able to get it solidified.
1:39 So in this discussion, and we talk about, okay, why write a book, right?
1:43 You know, you're a lead singer of a band, why do a book, but then also like, what was it
1:47 like growing up in South, Southtown and Southern California, and what was it like kind of living
1:52 between these two worlds of rock and roll and the church, and then specifically how his
1:56 mom and dad, his relationship with both of them really affected how he saw Jesus and
2:01 also him accepting Jesus.
2:03 And really we get into the POD story, and we get into how, you know, from the beginning
2:07 he's trying to figure out, like, am I going to be, is this going to be a Christian band
2:11 or are we going to be Christians in a band, and what does that look like, how in the world
2:14 did they make it mainstream, making the music that they were making, the whole Christian
2:18 music scene where, you know, people were just kind of pretending to be Christian, or if you
2:21 didn't make Christian music that sounded like CCM, or like hymns, or something like that,
2:26 how you were, like, satanic in the devil, and obviously I've talked about that particular
2:29 subject matter on my show quite a bit, and so we go into discussions about that, we talk
2:34 about some of the early albums, the fundamental elements of Southtown that put them on the
2:37 scene, and then satellite, which basically made them go catastrophic, I guess, they made
2:42 them go worldwide.
2:43 And so it was a very, very good thing.
2:44 They sold tons and tons of records.
2:45 It's their most successful album, but then they were invited to go out on the road with
2:49 a band like Corn.
2:50 So here's this band full of Christians going out with the band like Corn, when Corn was
2:53 at their peak, but obviously not a Christian man by any stretch of the imagination, got
2:57 into some of the later albums, the stuff that they did with Madas Yahu, you know, him taking
3:01 a year off and then eventually coming back to music and things like that, but we just
3:04 weaved in and out of a lot of different discussions about the church and the effectiveness of
3:08 sharing the gospel towards the end, you got to stick with me because we did a little bit
3:10 of a lightning round thing.
3:11 It was like, okay, if you could have one do over on an album, which one would you do over?
3:16 You know, what's your Mount Rushmore of POD albums like your top four?
3:19 What's the one album you would leave for all humanity?
3:22 What's the one song you would leave for all humanity if you had to delete the rest of your
3:26 artistic catalog?
3:27 And so we had some fun with those questions towards the end, but guys just really, really
3:30 enjoyed my time with Sonny.
3:32 It's great to see what he's done in music, but also in ministry.
3:34 So I'm not going to keep him from you any longer.
3:36 So without further ado, let's get into it.
3:39 Sonny Santa ball.
3:40 Welcome to Donald to life and man's podcast.
3:42 Hey, thank you, brother, man, I feel like this is a long time coming because I've created
3:47 like a, I got a short list and I don't tell everybody the names that are on the list,
3:49 but I've been trying to get you on for a few years here.
3:51 We've been trying to work out the logistics of making that happen, but it's good timing
3:55 because you have a new book out, which guys, if you're listening to this on time, it is
3:59 out now, it is called son of Southtown.
4:01 Okay.
4:02 So this is your, I guess you'd call it debut book and the cool thing about when you, when
4:06 you read the book, which guys, you know, we're not going to be able to get into all the details
4:10 of the book today.
4:11 That's why you got to go out and buy yourself, but the subtitle of the book is my life between
4:14 two worlds.
4:15 Okay.
4:16 And so that's, that's where we're going to start because essentially you set this up
4:19 at the beginning, Sonny, and then you kind of take us in and out of that same theme throughout
4:23 the entire book, which is one world is rock and roll.
4:27 And the other world is the church, right?
4:28 The capital C church as it were.
4:30 So let's just start there, man.
4:32 Why write a book?
4:33 Why tackle that as a theme?
4:35 Let's get into it.
4:37 I mean, that's kind of been, I mean, this obviously the book is just, it's my experiences
4:42 and my experience alone, you know, when I knew when I did this book, it wasn't, I wasn't
4:50 trying to, I mean, I've been wanting to do it for a long time.
4:53 I just just have another time and think COVID kind of sparked a lot of new fresh ideas,
4:57 you know, so solo music, writing a book, stuff like that.
5:03 And I knew I didn't want to do a, you know, how to do Christianity in five steps type of
5:07 book, you know what I mean?
5:08 It's like, yeah, who am I, who am I to tell you, you know what I mean?
5:10 You walk with the living God, you, you, these are things that you, you know, you, you, you
5:15 converse with the creator of the universe and I don't know how to walk your walk, you
5:19 know what I mean?
5:20 So this isn't a, but I got it all figured out, Sonny Sandoval's way to do Christianity.
5:25 It's just me being vulnerable and honest and saying, Hey, this is where I grew up.
5:29 This is, you know, these are, these were my possibilities.
5:32 I had an encounter with Jesus.
5:35 And I've tried my best to, to live that walkout, you know what I mean?
5:40 But I also am in an industry that I never asked for, you know what I mean?
5:44 I purposefully believe that I was put here because I said a powerful prayer.
5:50 That's when I was, when I got saved, you know, I said, God, if you can use my life, then use
5:54 my life.
5:55 I didn't know that it was going to be in rock and roll.
5:57 I, you know, I just, this is not something I'm comfortable doing, getting on, getting
6:01 in front of people, you know, talking, let alone singing or performing.
6:06 It's just something that I just knew, Hey, if I have a mic, you know, maybe my friends
6:10 will see that I'm different.
6:11 I've changed.
6:12 And, and, and I just want people to know what I'm going through, you know, and that this
6:18 Jesus that I'm, I'm discovering is not, is not the picture that the world is painted.
6:23 And so that just happened to be now we're in a 33 year career of POD.
6:29 And it's the ups and downs, it challenges and made a lot of mistakes, had a lot of successes,
6:35 but all this, even now I'm sitting here still saying that there's nothing better than the
6:40 love and the peace of God.
6:42 And I wouldn't, I wouldn't trade that for anything.
6:44 Well, that's the thing to use the word honesty as I'm reading through the book, because I
6:49 knew some of the stories, I knew some of the stuff that was being discussed, but like obviously
6:52 you're going to just kind of be behind the curtain on some very personal stuff without
6:55 going too far without violating confidence of people that weren't there to defend themselves
6:59 in the book or whatever.
7:00 But it was a very honest take, I feel like it really does go all the way back to South
7:05 Town.
7:06 I love the title of the books, Son of Southtown, but, you know, the majority of your audience
7:08 here is not from Southtown, I've never been to Southtown, we'll probably not be able to
7:11 locate on the map, but, you know, you do a great job of kind of elucidating what, what
7:16 Southtown was like, what it was like growing up there.
7:18 But even, you know, you were kind of a straight lace dude, but, you know, you had some friends
7:22 that were knuckleheads and, you know, got caught up in crime and drugs and gang.
7:25 So just give us, you know, a 30,000 foot flyover of what it was like growing up in Southtown.
7:30 Yeah, I think, you know, your opportunities are slim, you know what I mean?
7:35 Like I said, like, well, like you said, you know, my friends, either you sell drugs, you
7:39 know, you're in a gang or you go to prison and, or you work hard, you know what I mean?
7:44 And so me growing up with my friends, there was a lot of trouble to get into, but it was,
7:49 it was my conviction, you know, I came from a young family and when God started to save
7:54 individuals in my, in my family, that was real to me.
7:58 Just as, just as real as the streets were, just as real as the possibilities of dying
8:03 by 30.
8:04 You know what I mean?
8:05 Or 25 was real watching God move on my family was real.
8:08 So I always had a love and a respect and admiration for God.
8:12 I just didn't know how to walk with him personally.
8:15 And so it wasn't until my mom got very sick of leukemia and in a passing away that, you
8:20 know, I prayed and I just said, God, I, I need, I need my mom's Jesus.
8:24 I don't need the world's Jesus.
8:26 You know, I don't need this, this Westernized, you know, TBN buy a thousand dollar, a little
8:33 bit of holy water type Jesus.
8:35 This is, they've got the world fooled.
8:37 And that's not who Jesus is, you know, and so I didn't, I didn't buy into that.
8:41 And so, you know, God, he revealed himself to me and that's, that's a, that's a, that's
8:46 a big boy prayer when anyone could say, God, show me who you are.
8:50 Because when he does that, it's undeniable and then you're like, okay, now I just got
8:54 to deal with me because I am as imperfect as they come.
8:58 But I know that God is holy and that he's real and I, and I'm, and I'm trying to walk
9:01 with him the best that I can.
9:03 And so that was my journey through rock and roll.
9:05 I didn't, I never thought we'd leave San Diego, but when we did, it was, that was real life.
9:10 That's not the four walls of church, you know, well, let's go, let's go back to talking about
9:16 your mom because I mean, as you're reading the book, Sonny, like you could feel the feelings
9:22 you had for your mother, because it's one thing to say, Hey, I love you, mom, or to get up
9:26 at a war show and say, Oh, I think my mom and dad, but we could really feel the connection
9:30 that you and your mother had and your mother did seem to be an especially special woman.
9:34 But you know, as she was passing away, there's some point of quotes from the book again,
9:38 guys, you have to go get it yourself.
9:39 But let's double click on that big boy prayer you had because there are people in that in
9:44 those times, right?
9:45 The valley of the shadow of death as it were where they were either mad at God and they
9:49 don't even think he exists, but they're mad at him, if he does exist, right?
9:52 And then there's people that are just desperate and there's other people that are like, all
9:56 right, if you are who my mom and my grandma and all these people say you are, how about
10:00 you show up right now?
10:02 It felt like it was a little bit more like that.
10:04 So let's go back to that moment where you're, you know, your life changed in a moment.
10:08 It wasn't just because you lost your mom, your rock, it was because Jesus stepped in.
10:13 Yeah, yeah.
10:14 And either scenario is great.
10:16 You can be mad at God.
10:18 I mean, I don't know if you have the right to, but God allows you to because he can handle
10:23 it.
10:24 He can handle how ever you come to him.
10:25 And if you come [inaudible] off to God, God can handle it.
10:29 He knows.
10:30 Look at the Psalms, man.
10:31 Look at the Psalms.
10:32 I mean, look at where Jesus took his disciples to Caesarea Philippi, everything that was going
10:38 around it, even the disciples didn't want to go there because it was too sinful.
10:42 And Jesus said, take a look at this.
10:44 Take a really good look and look what's going on, you know, but I did that and I was never
10:49 angry at God.
10:51 It was because I saw, I saw Jesus and my mom and that was real to me.
10:55 So even through her sickness and illness and into her last breath, she had the peace of
11:01 God.
11:02 And so that was undeniable.
11:03 My only thing was coming to God broken and saying, Lord, if you take my mom, I don't really
11:08 know what I'm going to do.
11:11 I might hurt somebody or I might hurt myself.
11:14 But I want her to know that because she asked me, she just said, she wanted me to get right
11:21 with Jesus because she knew that the way I was and that if I wasn't saved, that I would
11:27 not be in heaven when she died.
11:29 And so that was real to me.
11:31 And so on the day that she died, I went to that parking lot and I just said, God, okay,
11:35 I know that I don't need anybody to convince me that you're real or that you love me or
11:40 even more so that I'm a sinner.
11:42 I know I'm a sinner and I know you can forgive me.
11:45 The thing is I just, it has to be you, Jesus.
11:48 It has to be my mom's Jesus, not the world's Jesus.
11:52 And I just said, God, if you can do that, then I'm in.
11:57 And as I did that, I went back into the hospital.
12:00 I told my mom, I said, go and be with Jesus, I'll be right.
12:02 And she ended up passing away not too much longer after that.
12:06 But as I started to read the Bible and go to church and really fall in love with God,
12:14 that's when I said, okay, God, if you can use my life, I don't know if you can because
12:18 I don't, who am I?
12:20 What do I have to offer, except that I just want the world to know that I'm discovering
12:28 who you are and the world needs to, they need to know that because they don't.
12:33 They don't know how good you are.
12:34 And so before you knew it, I got asked to be in this band.
12:38 And I had actually said no, because it wasn't my, it's not what I wanted to do or ever had
12:44 a skill to do.
12:46 But because I asked God to use my life, certain things happen in that, finally I said, I think
12:52 I'm supposed to do this.
12:53 And then again, I never thought I'd leave San Diego.
12:56 I never thought I'd leave California and all of a sudden we just kept, you know, we worked
13:00 regular jobs, but we also played music.
13:02 And before you knew it, not before you knew, we worked our butts off.
13:05 And then all of a sudden, seven years later, we signed a record label deal that was unheard
13:10 of for a band who was known to be Christian, you know?
13:13 Yeah, I mean, we're going to get into a lot of that because, you know, every overnight
13:16 success, there's like 10 years of hard work and nobody paying attention, you know what
13:20 I mean?
13:21 Like, for anybody, we've experienced that with the show before we get specifically into
13:24 POD and kind of how all that came to be.
13:27 You mentioned your father a few times throughout the book.
13:30 And obviously I keyed in on that, this is a largely male audience, a lot of dads in
13:33 the audience, a lot of dads that had good dads, dads that had bad dads.
13:37 You seem to kind of have a little bit of a on again off again, dad would be around that
13:41 wouldn't be around.
13:42 Obviously your mom was your rock, but I'm, well, actually there's a short quote that
13:46 I wanted to read.
13:47 Sure sucks for me as a young kid, but I get it.
13:50 If anything, I think it taught me at an early age, what kind of husband and father I wanted
13:53 to be and what kind I was committed not to be.
13:57 And so obviously you can respect your mother and father, right?
14:02 You can honor them and not like them.
14:05 You can honor them and model yourself yourself as the antithesis of who that person is.
14:10 But I'm always curious for somebody because there's usually a hang up sunny when I talk
14:14 to guys about the gospel and they're like, man, I just can't imagine a more powerful
14:19 version of my dad because that's what they see God as, right?
14:22 Like Heavenly Father, Ultimate Father, they see it as their father just more.
14:26 And if their father was a real POS, then it's just like, this isn't a good thing, you know
14:31 what I mean?
14:32 So did any of that kind of hinder you, I guess, in your understanding and seeking the Heavenly
14:37 Father?
14:38 I mean, you know, there's so many amazing qualities of my dad too.
14:43 But even as I explained in the book, but my mom and dad, they were, they were kids having
14:47 kids or a kid, you know, they had me there, they didn't know any better and I'm, I don't
14:52 believe in, in walking this life with all of these, with that victim mentality or all
14:58 these, you know, what was me type mentality because when we, when we, when we find Jesus
15:04 we're a new creation, you know what I mean?
15:06 So I don't have no hang ups.
15:08 But like I said, I think wanting that father figure is what also made me connect with God,
15:17 but it also made me want to be the best father that I could.
15:20 And, you know, I'm not saying that I'm the best father.
15:23 I'm just saying that's what I want, I strive to be, I strive to be the best husband, you
15:27 know?
15:28 So, yeah, those are just, this is just part of, part of my journey.
15:32 Okay.
15:33 Well, let's, let's go and get into the music piece because again, as you read through the
15:36 book, I mean, you're talking about like, look, I'm working at a grocery store.
15:39 This is a good job.
15:40 Like I'm just going to kind of work my way up.
15:42 I'm going to have this blue collar living, but I'm going to keep my nose clean and I'm
15:45 just going to, you know, live out my days in Southtown with a little family and my little
15:49 slice of, you know, the American dream, right?
15:51 Yeah.
15:52 But then, you know, this microphone thing happens and then like your influences of music growing
15:57 up with like reggae and different types of rock and things like that.
16:00 They kind of get melded with a little bit of family and a few other people sprinkled over
16:04 the top of like, just talk to me about really those formative days.
16:07 I know you go into detail in the book, guys, you got to get the book, but those formative
16:10 days, like it's one thing to go from, I don't like talking in front of people to, I'm going
16:15 to scream into this microphone even though I don't know how breath works and I don't
16:19 know that my nose is all jacked up and like, I'm having to scream into this mic.
16:22 Like, how does that even get going?
16:23 Yeah, bro.
16:24 I didn't know what I was doing.
16:26 I still don't know if I do.
16:28 That's why I can honest.
16:29 That's why I can honestly say, and I believe 100,000% that it was God, you know what I
16:35 mean?
16:36 That, that, that, and the most amazing thing is that when we actually got successful and
16:41 people were like, isn't, you think this is amazing that you guys are rock stars and
16:46 I'm like, that's not amazing to me.
16:48 What's amazing to me is that somewhere along the line, I heard this, the small still voice
16:53 of God saying, this is what you're supposed to do and it's crazy because when you, when
16:58 you feel like you have a calling in your life and you follow it, you can go years and it's
17:03 never confirmed.
17:04 You know what I mean?
17:05 It's never confirmed that this is what I was supposed to do.
17:07 Is this something I wanted to do? Was this all me? Was this selfish?
17:11 But it was proven later that this is what I was supposed to do.
17:15 Even if it was just for that, you know, that certain season, but bro, I didn't know what
17:20 I was doing.
17:21 And that's why I can't even take any of the glory when, when, you know, the first time
17:26 I picked a mic and screamed into it, it was just like, all I can do is just try.
17:29 But I had to rely on the resources that, you know, I wasn't even, I'm not even a metal
17:34 guy.
17:35 I liked rock and roll, but I was more into street music, you know, and, and, but, but
17:39 I learned as I went with the guys because, you know, Marcos, he was the metal guy and
17:44 Trey was the jazz front guy and my, you know, my cousin, well, it was more of a jazzy rock
17:49 guy.
17:50 And so I was learning, I loved all those music, but it was, I was just learning as we went,
17:55 but it was never, can we be the, the, the, these great musicians, to me, it wasn't that
18:01 way, it was just, hey, can, if you give me a mic, I just want to scream what, what I'm
18:05 going through and what's on my heart.
18:07 And obviously, you know, you listen to the first albums and there was a lot of such cheesy
18:12 immature lyrics and stuff that we did, you know what I mean?
18:15 Yeah.
18:16 We were kids, bro.
18:17 We were kids, you know, and so, and I just, I just tried to learn as, as, as we've gone
18:22 on.
18:23 Well, Sonny, in a small way, we, we just recently went over 700 episodes of this podcast and
18:28 I go back to listening to some of the podcasts from the single digits and I'm like, all right,
18:32 well, okay, I definitely, okay, yeah, those are words, but those, that's not necessarily
18:36 the order I would have put them in.
18:37 So if you go back and listen to stuff, the punk and brown, like you're super psyched about
18:41 it, that means you're not really progressing a whole lot as you make it through.
18:45 But I would say for me, and whenever I talk to guys that are kind of stuck, like, Hey,
18:49 I don't know if I'm living out God's purpose, because they think God's purpose is they having
18:52 the word pastor in their, on their job title or whatever, but it's like, when do you feel
18:57 like you're over the X, so that's kind of a military term, like we are over the X, we're
19:02 about to drop this payload and we're about to do the job we came here to do, because
19:06 if you, if you're struggling, but you still feel like you're over the X, that means you're
19:11 in process, right?
19:12 It doesn't, and if you've arrived, right, you've gotten some success, maybe some promotions,
19:17 maybe some, some accolades, some sales, whatever, you still have to be over the X. It's when
19:22 you cease to be over the X that God is probably communicating to you, Hey, I've got something
19:26 else for you, right?
19:28 And it's going to be better, even if you don't perceive it to, but I do want to hit on something
19:31 you're talking about the Christian music scene, right?
19:33 So y'all signed, you know, this big deal, you know, you're in the Christian music scene,
19:37 but there's a couple of quotes I really want to dig into because this is kind of like a
19:40 bugaboo thing for me because like, I've talked to a bunch of people that tell me my music
19:44 tastes is satanic because, you know, it's way too loud and like, Oh, that kind of stuff.
19:48 Don't worry.
19:49 We're going to get there.
19:50 But we're going to ease our way in.
19:51 So let me read a couple of these quotes.
19:52 There were even a few Christian kids I knew who could get down with the best of us, but
19:56 love and Marcos and the guys just wanted to play and they didn't want to be confined
20:01 to church basements and youth retreats.
20:03 That's when I discovered the difference between Christian bands and bands that are made up
20:07 of Christians.
20:08 Okay.
20:09 Now here's another quote, short one, humanity was made to appreciate beauty.
20:13 When the church abdicated its creative role, the secular world filled the vacuum.
20:19 So in two sentences there on that second quote, Sonny, you summarize something that I've
20:24 been screaming at people because people are like, why is Christian music so terrible?
20:28 Why is secular music so better?
20:29 Why are Christian movies so awful?
20:31 And it's, it's multifaceted.
20:33 But it's because the church who should understand beauty and glory the most because they know
20:37 where it comes from.
20:38 They know the source of it, right?
20:40 But when they abdicated the role of creating and tried to put creation into a box called
20:45 contemporary Christian music or safe for television or TV and approved, then we get to where we
20:51 are now where no, most kids don't want to listen to Christian music because it just doesn't
20:55 sound good when it hits their ear holes.
20:57 So let's talk a little bit about that.
20:58 Well, that's, that's just religious thinking, you know what I mean?
21:01 And that's the stuff that I hate about the institution of Christianity because when you,
21:07 when you think about the greats and all these composers and musicians and artists centuries
21:13 ago, they, they loved God and, and, and so even the worst of the worst, um, fleshly artists,
21:22 even in their inspiration, they, they asked you Michael Angela or anybody that said, hey,
21:26 what?
21:27 Why did you create this?
21:28 Because I, I love God and it was real, their life always didn't reflect that, but they weren't
21:34 in this Christian box of, of, hey, this is how I'm supposed to, to do everything.
21:39 And so you have some of the greatest artists and musicians of all time, but once they put
21:44 themselves into a Christian box as the years gone by, we've just become duplicates.
21:49 And I hate that we've taken a backseat in art in music in so many different things because
21:55 we're trying to fit this religious Christian mold that really it ruins our, it does ruin
22:04 our creativity, you know what I mean?
22:05 But I don't even think that that's, it's how it was ever intended, but we're also just
22:10 trying to look self righteous or even holy in front of the world and say, well, we can't,
22:15 we don't do it that way.
22:16 That's ungodly.
22:17 It's like, what, what, what's ungodly about it?
22:20 Tell me about it.
22:21 Even, even show me scripturize where that's ungodly.
22:24 You've just dumbed down everything.
22:25 If you were to write or especially now with, with technology and computers, uh, and graphics
22:33 from the Bible from the beginning of end, I don't think Christians would go watch it.
22:38 They wouldn't go see it.
22:39 It's rough.
22:40 It's, it's, dude, it's as real as it possibly gets.
22:44 That's why I understand what Bible most Christians are reading.
22:49 You know what I mean?
22:50 We try to put it in such this neat conservative package that's not really true.
22:56 The gospel and the whole story, the gospel of Jesus is as hardcore as it gets.
23:02 You know what I mean?
23:03 You know, anyways, I, I, uh, it's a, it's a, it's just, it was a learning process because
23:09 you know, obviously you just get saved and, you know, we're not, you're not ashamed of
23:13 being a Christian or being, uh, saved, but it was just like you.
23:20 Christians were just when they're, they're the ones who attacked us first.
23:23 That's what was crazy.
23:24 As they said, our music wasn't of God, our tattoos weren't of God.
23:28 And so I've been battling this forever and it, it took me so long, bro, to just let it
23:33 all go.
23:34 It took me a long time.
23:36 And I think if anything, it was more, more Christians that made me jaded towards, towards
23:42 God.
23:43 I had to have a whole different encounter with God and where God was just reassuring me,
23:47 like, Hey, just kick back, take it easy on my church.
23:50 You know, I know what's going on and, and it's not all pretty and it's messed up, but you
23:55 can't let those things get in the way of what you and I are doing here, right?
24:01 The relationship you and I have.
24:03 So I mean, obviously I vent a lot, you know what I mean, but I've let it go, bro.
24:08 I've let it go.
24:09 But at the same time, just as much as I love my Christian brothers and sisters, bro, I
24:14 don't have time or I don't want to babysit them because they're walking their walk with
24:20 God, just like I am.
24:22 But you went to say what you said earlier is like, we, we all have a calling and it might
24:26 not be a pastor, you know what I mean?
24:28 If your job is to work six days a week and you still have the strength to get up on Sunday
24:33 to go to church.
24:34 God bless you, bro.
24:35 Let's go.
24:36 Bless you.
24:37 You, you, you are amazing to the Lord, you know what I'm saying?
24:39 God loves you and you are no different than that guy with, with the title.
24:44 So yeah, but again, that's religious thinking that if we're not, you know, I'm, I'm a missionary
24:50 or we're not working in the church, you know, sometimes they, we feel bad.
24:54 We're made to feel guilty, you know, hey, guys, real quick, as you've heard me describe
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26:30 Want to become this problematic, especially when you start throwing around very serious
26:34 labels haphazardly, like satanic, right?
26:38 So I have been reliably informed, Sonny, that there are such things as demon notes.
26:43 So these are notes in music that are demonic, the notes themselves as if.
26:48 Okay.
26:49 So, but we're going to dig in just a little bit further because, you know, heavy music
26:52 is satanic because categorically because words are something, but then you were talking about
26:57 cornerstone back in the early to mid nineties.
27:00 And so that was kind of this big Christian festival thing.
27:02 I was never able to go to it, but it's like, if you knew anything about that world, you
27:05 knew about this.
27:06 But I'll read this quote from from the book here, when Maria arrived at the festival, we
27:10 found more of the same.
27:11 It opened our eyes that not only were there a lot of bands out there like us, but there
27:15 were a lot of Christians that had the same mentality.
27:18 They too were loudly and at times aggressively glorifying God.
27:22 It was validating.
27:23 It let us know that we weren't just loan rebels against the buttoned up Christian traditions,
27:27 but we were part of a valid subculture within the true church.
27:31 If people didn't like it, they were more than welcome to go sing their hymns up in the sanctuary.
27:35 We'd keep praising God our way down in the basement.
27:39 So I want to say this because there was a worship leader.
27:43 I'm in Oklahoma City.
27:44 There was a worship leader in Oklahoma City years ago, Sonny, that said, because I don't
27:46 like contemporary Christian music.
27:49 So what you would hear on K one or air air, or whatever, Caleb, whatever, that I, I wasn't
27:54 saved.
27:55 He's like, brother, I don't think you're saved.
27:57 And he was a worship leader and I go, Oh, I'm sorry.
27:59 I don't think you can talk to me like that.
28:00 I don't think you get to judge whether or not, like I'm actually saved.
28:05 And then there are other people that are like, Kyle, when I've seen you a church or whatever,
28:08 I don't see you like throwing your hands up and dancing around and doing all that type
28:11 of stuff.
28:12 But I do want to go back to something.
28:13 I wish I knew what show was, but you guys were actually playing in Tulsa.
28:17 This was at Kane's ballroom.
28:18 I don't remember who else was on the who else was on the bill.
28:20 I don't even remember if y'all were headlining.
28:22 I'm pretty sure that you were.
28:24 And I don't even remember what song, Sonny, but I remember being vaguely somewhere down
28:28 front ish.
28:29 And I remember lifting my hands and praise during one of the POD songs and singing.
28:35 And also if you, if it's a band like for today or holy name or back in the early Zao days,
28:41 living sacrifice, when I'm experiencing those bands and concert, I feel incredibly close
28:47 to God, the father and it's in I bro, I love him.
28:51 I love songs that are turned into songs.
28:53 I love some contemporary Christian music, but to tell me that because my personality bins
28:59 towards the aggressive that I like aggressive worship music, that is music that you want
29:04 playing when you're storming the gates of hell, that I'm somehow playing the devil's
29:07 role.
29:08 It's like, get out of here.
29:09 But anyway, talk a little bit more about that.
29:11 No, bro.
29:12 I'll just I'll just start up by saying he was wrong.
29:15 He was wrong.
29:17 And but again, I can't, I can't hold these grudges because of, because at the end of the day,
29:23 he's just a dude.
29:24 He's just a dude trying, trying his best to be holy, you know, which we get trying his
29:29 best to do what's right.
29:30 But that's the problem is that we have too many people telling the world how to be when
29:35 they're not even doing it themselves, bro.
29:37 Right.
29:38 Not even, you know, it's just like, it's just like you get, you get saved on Sunday.
29:42 You're baptized by Monday.
29:43 You know, you're in a whatever.
29:45 You have a million ministries by Friday and your back's written by the next Sunday and
29:49 it's just like, dude, just live your life and walk it.
29:51 Stop telling everybody how to how to do it.
29:53 Like I want to see it.
29:55 I want to see it, you know, and there's times and plays for all kinds of stuff.
29:58 And I believe if God put someone in your heart and it's specific and you need to communicate
30:02 that, then by all means.
30:04 But also I think you need a resume that says, dude, I've been walking with God for a long
30:09 time.
30:10 And you know those people, do I trust this guy, he's got wisdom and discernment.
30:14 He's been walking.
30:15 He's been in the trenches, walking with the Lord forever.
30:18 But then I could also look at people and I'm like, dude, I've seen a million of you and
30:23 all of my years walking with the Lord.
30:25 And that's cool.
30:26 I love you.
30:27 You can listen to people.
30:28 And then many times I've had a word, you know, from God, you know, from this person
30:33 or whatever.
30:34 And it's like, yeah, thank you, brother.
30:35 Does any of that resonate with you?
30:36 I sure hope so, man.
30:38 I sure hope so.
30:39 If it's of God, it'll it'll work out.
30:41 It'll pan out.
30:42 And if it's not, then hey, man, it was nice to meet you, you know, but that's very dangerous
30:49 because we get it now because we've been we've been on this journey for a long time.
30:53 And you know how many people that are so vulnerable, but when it just takes that one time and
30:57 they'll hold onto that forever, they'll be like, that one time that guy told me my music
31:01 was of the devil, I've never walked into a church since then, man, I want nothing to
31:05 do with God.
31:06 I'm not saying that's an excuse.
31:08 I still believe God will will reach the heart of that person, but they're going to hold
31:13 onto that good to that person for the longest time.
31:16 And you know what?
31:17 Again, what I can say is, dude, that's not freedom.
31:20 I don't want, and I don't believe that God intends us to walk with him with that kind
31:25 of mentality.
31:26 Bro, I'm free.
31:28 I am so free in my walk with God, but it's taken a long time where, yeah, I've had to
31:34 walk.
31:35 I've had to make a lot of mistakes and learn that this is what's good for me.
31:38 And it's what's bad for me.
31:40 I love certain music, but then there's certain lyrics there's certain I remember listening
31:44 to a tool record years ago, and I was like, man, this music is powerful and it's do that.
31:49 I mean, musician, ship, everything is amazing.
31:51 But the lyrics, it was killing my heart, and it was on a construction site.
31:56 And I was like, I can't listen to this, man.
32:00 To me, this is blasphemy, and he's mocking my Jesus.
32:05 And as much as it even made me [inaudible], I was angry, like, if I ever see this guy out, choke
32:10 him out.
32:11 But then it actually made me sad after years, it was like, this is sad because he doesn't
32:18 know the goodness of Jesus.
32:21 And but I also believe that those that are mocking God, especially in this day and era
32:26 are closer to finding God than those that just, I don't know, I don't know if God exists
32:32 or he doesn't.
32:33 I'm just walking, cruising my life.
32:35 But the ones that are angry and [inaudible] off with God, bro, you're right there.
32:40 Because they're seeking, man, they're fervently seeking and there's some sort of intellectual
32:46 honesty and they're seeking because they know inherently that we are not just highly
32:51 evolved monkeys that figured out fire, pants, and language, like that's, that's not how
32:55 any of this works.
32:57 And another thing you're kind of talking about is guys like that, they got a word for you.
33:00 Isn't the word always something that they think they should, that you should change
33:03 about you because it's not their style.
33:06 And just I think about the people that think that only contemporary Christian music is worship
33:11 full to the Lord.
33:12 It's like, bro, have you been to South America?
33:14 Have you been to Japan?
33:15 Have you been to an underground church in the Middle East?
33:17 They're not playing Hillsong, okay?
33:19 They're playing something that sounds like what's happening in their area and they're
33:23 making the music to the glory of the Lord.
33:25 They're riding the lyrics to the glory of the Lord.
33:28 But anyway, I feel like I'm preaching now, but I feel on the same page here because I
33:31 got to get back to a late night when I was in middle school, okay?
33:35 It's late night.
33:36 Everybody.
33:37 I had my dad's house.
33:38 He's asleep.
33:39 And I started flipping the channels and I'd watched sports in or two or three times in
33:42 a row.
33:43 So I already know who won.
33:44 So on some thing where there's like skateboarding, right?
33:47 So it's like some channel and there's skateboarding going on, there's music in the background.
33:52 And then all of a sudden, this is one of those shows where it's like, they show skateboarding
33:55 and there's music videos and then more skateboarding than music videos and then there'd be like
33:58 some evangelist, you know, talk about something, right?
34:01 I hear the introduction to Southtown and it's like this slow kind of building all.
34:08 And then this is like 11 o'clock at night.
34:10 I'm supposed to be in bed.
34:11 I just became a Christian, you know, no one else in my family is a Christian.
34:14 I'm trying to figure out what all this means.
34:15 So I know I'm going to church the next day.
34:18 And then the introduction of that song hits and I'm just like, whoa, whoa, wait, I thought
34:23 this was a Christian channel.
34:24 What is this?
34:25 This dude has dreads.
34:26 Those are against the rules.
34:27 Like all, like all the things, right?
34:29 And I just remember feeling like something had changed because again, you're in middle
34:33 school.
34:34 So everything's important, right?
34:35 Because you're an idiot.
34:36 But like in that moment, I feel like it kind of shaped where I was going to go as a Christian,
34:42 as a pertain to entertainment because I can point back to like probably four albums that
34:48 I feel like molded my taste of music.
34:51 So it's Zayo or blood and fire bring rest.
34:54 It's reborn by living sacrifice.
34:57 It was hybrid bit theory by Lincoln Park and it was the fundamental element to Southtown
35:01 by POD because the next morning I go to Sunday school and I try to tell my buddies about
35:06 this, this, this band, POD and they're like, oh yeah, we already know.
35:10 And my buddy had the album and he had the album with the original artwork, not the one
35:14 with like the one where you get right.
35:17 So the original artwork and then I take it home and it's like, you know, there's there's
35:20 hip hop on here and then there's, you know, there's this kind of like, you know, centralized
35:24 to Zion thing.
35:25 And then we're also rocking the party somehow like how I don't understand what's happening
35:28 in this album.
35:29 But let's go back to the fundamental elements of Southtown.
35:32 This is 1999.
35:34 You guys are really snuff the pump.
35:35 You've already sprung out like you've already got kind of this cult following the Warriors
35:39 as you call them.
35:40 But all of a sudden you guys hit the mainstream, but you went with Southtown.
35:44 That song first when rock the party was going to be the hit and everyone kind of knew it.
35:49 So take us back to that era when y'all were making the fundamental elements of Southtown.
35:53 Did y'all know that something fundamentally different was happening that this was about
35:57 the hit?
35:58 I mean, we didn't know it was going to hit, you know, we were just unapologetically being
36:06 ourselves.
36:07 And it was like, obviously when we rock the party, we were like, you know what, let's
36:10 kind of keep a little more universal vibe open, a more beastie boy is kind of fun.
36:17 Because if we were just made heavy records, you know, we were still into the heavy scene.
36:23 And at that point, you know, we, Southtown was a huge representation of who we were,
36:29 you know, where we come from, our music style.
36:33 And we toured that.
36:34 And then, but we knew that if anything, we had, if we might have a chance of the little
36:38 crossover, it would be rock the party.
36:40 But, and I don't even know if it was the music per se, it was, a lot of it was visually.
36:45 It was just the, the video that we put out, you know, because we purposely included every
36:51 walk of life.
36:53 If you look at the video, we're, we're in this bus and we're just picking up every walk
36:56 of life.
36:57 But we're trying to break all those stereotypes that we were already going through from, you
37:01 know, from racism to religious boundaries to all these things that we're talking about.
37:06 And we're saying, Hey, we're, we're, we're taking everybody.
37:09 All is welcome to jump on this bus and go where we're going, right?
37:13 And a lot of it was hidden messages, you know, one of the main lines in rock the party was
37:18 like, spread his, spread his love is the master plan.
37:21 And it's like, we knew that we had to be very mindful in how we, we, we came at it because
37:27 we didn't want to be lumped in as a Christian band.
37:30 We didn't want to be just sold in Christian bookstores.
37:33 We didn't want to play just Christian, you know, churches.
37:36 And we weren't, you know, so we were, we were going through all that.
37:39 But then anyways, I think because we were just being ourselves that the world was ready
37:44 for that, and, but not only that, we always knew that whenever we played with all these
37:50 secular bands, hey, if we were going to be vocal about our Jesus, then we had to be
37:54 10 times better than they were because we knew that we were going to be judged because
37:59 we said Jesus or because that we were Christians.
38:01 And so, you know, yeah, I mean, you have to be excellent.
38:06 And that I think that record was excellent.
38:08 I think it hit every checkbox that we needed at that point.
38:12 And, and obviously when we got in front of the MTVs and the certain Carson Dailies of
38:17 the world, we were, you know, we were honest about who we were.
38:20 And I was like, hey, this is where we come from, but we love Jesus, man.
38:22 And, but we also didn't want that to close people's hearts, ears and minds off to, to
38:30 us as a band either, you know, right?
38:33 Well, I remember being at that time, like rushing home after school to get in front
38:37 of the screen for TRL to see if Rock the party had made it to number one yet and all that
38:40 like I was there for all that, but you know how it goes.
38:44 It's kind of like right now with, you know, Netflix or whatever, it's like, it takes
38:47 someone three years to make a show.
38:49 You watch the entire season and a weekend and you're like, well, when season two come
38:53 out, this is bull crap.
38:54 It's like, rather, can you like chill for a second?
38:56 So you got the fundamental elements of Southtown.
38:59 You got some notoriety, quite a bit of notoriety, you're touring, you're, you're making a good
39:03 living.
39:04 But now it's like, okay, we got the follow up out.
39:05 You know, you already had albums, right?
39:07 Everyone looks at that album.
39:08 Like Gels first, like, you know, album, right?
39:10 But then you got satellite.
39:11 I remember the run up to satellite, okay, 2001, I'm in like 10th grade or something
39:17 like that.
39:18 And I'm sitting in English class and then on the day the album releases was the terrorist
39:23 attacks that took place in New York City and Pennsylvania, okay?
39:26 And so obviously everyone kind of has to shut the entire world shut down for a little bit.
39:31 But certainly the marketing machines shut down, you know, boom, which is a song that
39:35 a lot of people, even if they don't know the name of the band, they know the song, that
39:39 song got blacklisted on, on the radio and different things like that.
39:43 Because obviously you can't have a song called Boom Around That Time.
39:46 You know, there was some sensitivity to certain words, obviously.
39:49 So the lead track alive became, I don't know, maybe else biggest track of all time.
39:54 But just, I guess I want to know, Sonny, did y'all have any doubts that you were going
39:59 to be able to follow up the, the fundamental elements of Southtown?
40:02 Because that, again, that album had so many different vibes that it hit to where it checked
40:06 the box.
40:07 Like there was a freestyle in the middle of one of the songs, right?
40:09 And then you get to satellites like, okay, we, we got to put on our big boy pants and
40:13 we got to release a banger.
40:14 Like, was there any doubt that y'all were going to make it happen?
40:18 I don't think we had that pressure, man.
40:19 I think the fact that fundamental elements sold a million copies, bro, we could have just
40:24 quit then because we had no idea that right with that, that was going to happen that it's
40:31 because it didn't start that way when Southtown came out, it was such a slow ride.
40:34 It wasn't until we got on MTV, like everything that you're saying, but that was proven and
40:38 that was undeniable because that wasn't, you couldn't make shift that people had to get
40:43 on their phones.
40:44 There were no cell phones back then.
40:45 They had to go from four o'clock to five o'clock Eastern time, whatever and get on their phones
40:51 and dial up and say, my vote is for POD rock the party.
40:54 So that was undeniable and that just again shows you the power of the unity of the warriors
41:02 and the people that loved our band because it was because of them voting.
41:07 It was undeniable that the producers and everybody of MTV had to say, who in the world
41:12 is POD?
41:13 They just hit the top 10 total request live videos.
41:17 Who the heck is this band?
41:19 And so it was undeniable, bro, you know, it was undeniable.
41:22 They had to pay attention and then when rock the party went number one again, we were still
41:26 like a no-name band.
41:27 I mean, we were around for a while, but in the mainstream, we were competing against
41:32 the corn of the world and lit biscuit.
41:34 So to have POD come, that was insane.
41:38 So we could have ended it right there, but when satellite came out, it wasn't pressure,
41:42 but I believe that we earned every, we earned those million records sold and I knew at least
41:48 with satellite, we would at least do that because we earned it, right?
41:52 It just didn't happen.
41:53 We earned it.
41:54 And so when obviously 9/11 and all the different components to that, I mean, that album sold
42:02 millions and millions of records and then it ended up going across the sea, which we ended
42:07 up becoming a worldwide band because of that record.
42:10 Yeah, because that record you're able to tour Europe because I mean, that's an completely
42:14 different thing.
42:15 There are bands that tour Europe that just can't, they can't sell out shows.
42:18 Here in the same kind of vice versa, it's just a little bit of a different world, but
42:21 you brought up corn there and you brought up, you know, touring with secular bands.
42:25 I remember where I was when I heard that you guys were going to be touring with corn.
42:30 I was sitting in the Hastings parking lot in Lott, Oklahoma and I don't know how I got
42:35 this information.
42:36 And, but Sonny, again, young believer, I don't have anyone discipling me very immature in
42:42 my thoughts and no one to bounce anything off, I remember being crushed.
42:46 I'm like, Oh, no, like my little, my little metal band that loves Jesus, you know, that
42:54 I could, you know, curl up and put my pocket right and take with me everywhere into church
42:58 and no one would be too offended.
43:00 All of a sudden you're touring with the devil, right?
43:03 Yeah.
43:04 You may have been touring with five Maryland mansions.
43:06 That's basically what corn was like, right?
43:08 You couldn't, you couldn't tell your parents that you listened to corn if you also went
43:11 to church to get that's also against the rules.
43:14 But some that came up here recently, there was a worship band that was playing a festival
43:20 thing at Red Rocks up in Colorado.
43:23 And they were playing with a group that's from a church that's very theologically kind
43:27 of crazy.
43:28 They do a lot of heretical things.
43:29 And one of my buddies was like, Hey, this worship and you actually quoted a Shane and
43:33 Shane lyric towards the end of your book.
43:35 I forget what, what thing you were quoting some worship song.
43:37 It's a Shane and Shane song.
43:38 And he's like, Shane, Shane shouldn't play that show.
43:40 They should protest.
43:41 He's like, brother, if Guar and Marilyn Manson and Bahiman and Slayer wanted Shane and Shane
43:47 to come on tour with them, like and sing their Jesus songs.
43:51 You take that deal 100 times out of 100, but at the time, y'all were getting busted up
43:56 for that decision to go and do that.
43:59 So, so kind of take me through that because obviously to be asked by corn to come on tour
44:03 is a huge deal, but then you have people that feel almost betrayed like, Oh, do you not
44:07 love Jesus anymore?
44:08 You just love touring with big bands.
44:09 So take us through that.
44:11 Right.
44:12 You said it though.
44:13 I think it's trying to keep us in a box and, but it's like that with anything.
44:16 I mean, some, some people didn't like the fact that we went mainstream.
44:19 The fact that we were on MTV, they liked having us, you know, and that wasn't even necessary
44:24 a Christian thing.
44:25 It was just sometimes they just want you to be underground.
44:26 They want you to be unknown because they know who you are.
44:30 They don't want you going off and then having more fans and people loving you the way they
44:34 do.
44:35 You know, but we were already receiving that before.
44:38 I remember the first time we had played with some big rock show in North Cali.
44:43 We flew in and I think Marilyn Manson was headlining in and at the time he was the devil
44:47 himself.
44:48 Right.
44:49 And so as soon as we drove into this, this parking lot, we see all the picketing signs
44:54 and we were like, Oh, check it out.
44:55 You know that all those people picketing Marilyn Manson and then as soon as we get closer and
45:00 closer, all of a sudden we see that there were, there was Christians picketing us and
45:05 they were saying POD is not of God, PODs of the devil and all that, you know, because
45:09 in their minds, like how could you play with Marilyn Manson?
45:12 But my thinking was completely different.
45:14 Mike, Mike, Mike, bro, if I got a call from the church of Satan right now that said we
45:19 want you to come and share your testimony, let's go, I would go.
45:24 That doesn't make sense to me.
45:25 And I'm not saying that any of these guys are the church of Satan, you know what I mean?
45:29 But at the time, but that's, but that shows you how even Christians, it shows how afraid
45:35 they were.
45:36 I'm afraid of their own shadows.
45:37 They are that this person, but they did that with Alice Cooper.
45:41 You know what I mean?
45:42 I was Cooper.
45:43 Alice Cooper is full on born again Christian now.
45:45 You know, people don't know what even about Marilyn Manson, but everything that he's going
45:48 to right now in his life is leaning him straight to Jesus, dude.
45:52 So it's like, or when, when, when, when, when people found out that I think it was Brian
45:57 head.
45:58 Well, she, he got sick of people asking him why he went back to corn and so, and one interview,
46:02 he said, they said, why did you go back to corny?
46:05 He said, just blame it on signing from POD.
46:07 That's right.
46:08 You know how many DMs I got saying I can't believe and then they wanted to crucify me,
46:15 bro.
46:16 And I was like, this isn't, this isn't saying because you, and you don't get it or I've
46:21 had pastors say, Hey, you think I'm, you can get me tickets to go.
46:25 I wanted to go see corn and when, when Brian first went back and I was like, yeah, I'll
46:29 get you tickets.
46:30 He passes though, because I'm not going to have you go back there and freaking weird
46:33 everybody out.
46:34 Right?
46:35 So I got you tickets and you can go.
46:37 And then they come back and then they're like, yeah, it was cool, but what do you think
46:42 about that?
46:43 And there's so much cussing and they're so, so offended by the littlest of things.
46:46 And I'm like, you know what, bro, I go one day, I said, when every single person and every,
46:54 every band member of corn gives their life to Jesus, this conversation is going to be
46:58 meaningless, bro.
46:59 Yeah, you got filled in.
47:00 You got a head.
47:01 Yeah.
47:02 The rest are coming.
47:03 Yeah.
47:04 Look at what they're coming in.
47:05 Exactly.
47:06 And even monkey in there, they're sobering.
47:07 And I'm not saying that's all but that's not because of head.
47:10 I'm just saying it was just him going back to his brothers and saying, I love you.
47:14 And, and you know, and I would talk to head all the time.
47:17 I was like, did it?
47:18 You just have to let them see who you are and their brothers, they love each other.
47:23 And but, but, but isn't God bigger than all of your, your thoughts, you know?
47:27 So I would just tell people when they're like, what do you think about ahead?
47:29 And I'm like, I don't know, bro, pray for them, pray about it.
47:33 Stop, you know, you don't need to go and, and, and do a sermon about it.
47:36 And I don't want to hear your opinion, just, just pray about it.
47:40 Well, so.
47:41 Well, I remember I forget who is wearing the, it may have been you in the South time video,
47:46 some way it was wearing a blind side shirt.
47:48 Uh, I think all of us were in a Zayo, uh, uh, jersey or whatever.
47:53 It was anyway.
47:54 That matters.
47:55 It was me.
47:56 Okay.
47:57 Yeah.
47:58 I can't remember who all who all had it.
47:59 Um, blind side, I remember one of my buddies hanging out with blind side after a show they
48:04 had done here.
48:05 And I think they're from Sweden or whatever.
48:06 And all those guys, like they were cussing and smoking cigarettes and drinking beer and
48:09 all that.
48:10 And this was like a, you know, a youth group kid.
48:12 And for the first time, it wasn't like, oh, I can act out in these ways.
48:16 And it's acceptable.
48:17 It's just that these guys were from a different type of Christianity than the South, then conservative
48:23 rural Oklahoma.
48:24 Yeah.
48:25 And like, but those guys absolutely were in love with the Lord and when you're in love
48:30 with the Lord, you do some bad stuff like hello, King David, murderer, rapist, like
48:34 do we remember that guy?
48:36 Um, and he seemed to be an important guy in the line of the line of Judah if, uh, if you
48:40 recall.
48:41 Yeah.
48:42 So all right.
48:43 So let's, let's get back in the interview here.
48:44 So, um, I, I was, I didn't know whether or not to bring up the whole, everything that
48:47 went up with Marcos and everything like that.
48:49 But I feel like you did a really good job of covering it fairly in the book.
48:53 And I don't want us to own short time to be, you know, looking back at it.
48:56 So I, I got a Marcos question later, but we have, you know, after satellite, uh, you've
49:01 got payable on death, that album with a new guitarist, I happen to love that album.
49:05 That's one of my favorite albums that y'all've done.
49:06 I just love the sound of it.
49:07 And so hearing kind of the in between, like trying to figure out the vibe thing is interesting
49:12 to me because I, I got it for whatever reason I got it from the beginning, but yet some
49:16 more album artwork controversy on that one, but I want to fast forward to 2006 with testify.
49:21 Okay.
49:22 So I didn't realize that the, the, the artwork was like, uh, almost like a little middle
49:27 finger you were given to some Christian bookstores, but again, you got to get the book.
49:30 But with this album, you guys technically introduced the world to two artists that no
49:37 one really knew about at the time.
49:38 And that's Madison Yahoo and Katy Perry of all people.
49:41 So Katy Perry, uh, did a little bit on goodbye for now.
49:46 But then I knew about Madison Yahoo because I had his live stubs album, right?
49:49 Like my friends had passed that around.
49:51 Yeah.
49:52 And the two songs that y'all did on that record, so it would have been roots and stereo and
49:56 strength of my life and ones like super high energy, you know, let's lead off the album,
50:01 kick it off.
50:02 And then one's more like super toned down a little, like more kind of that chill reggae
50:06 style.
50:07 And I just remember thinking to myself, okay, Madison Yahoo either just needs to join the
50:11 band permanently or y'all just need to like create a whole album.
50:15 I could not believe how good y'all sounded together and how y'all's at that time at
50:22 least because he has obviously gone off and done, you know, some different stuff, but
50:24 how y'all sound just kind of melded together.
50:27 So how in the world did y'all get this like, you know, Orthodox Jewish guy from New York
50:32 to end up recording some records with you guys?
50:35 Yeah.
50:36 And at the same time too, I don't even think he had released any albums.
50:40 It was just that live at stubs and we knew about them because some old friends of ours
50:44 shout out to Matt and Andrea.
50:45 They turned us on to modest and, you know, already we were like, okay, we already get
50:51 criticized by the religious Christian community, you know, our dreadlocks.
50:56 Are we are we rosters that we believe in Rastafari, all this stuff.
51:00 And we're doing reggae music, you know, to them even reggae music of God, right?
51:03 It's just a pot smoking music.
51:06 So it's just silly.
51:08 Anyways, in a way it was kind of like, let's do it.
51:10 Let's do something with not only are we doing a anti God music of reggae music.
51:19 Let's do it with an Orthodox Jew.
51:22 Let's take it over the top and confuse everybody because he was a reggae artist.
51:27 But I mean, all kidding aside, it was more like, this guy is awesome.
51:30 We love him the first time I, you know, I got his number like he called me and he was
51:35 actually in Jerusalem at the time.
51:36 And, and I just said, bro, we really love to have you on a track.
51:40 And, but you know, the roots and steroids, it's rock and roll, but obviously it has our
51:43 elements of reggae.
51:44 So that's why his voice blends so much.
51:46 But after we did that track, we had so much fun.
51:49 We were doing it.
51:50 We wrote strength of my life on the spot because we were like, we can't let you leave
51:54 the studio without listening.
51:55 That's right.
51:56 Yeah.
51:57 So we did it right there.
51:58 And if you listen to his lyrics, he went right in, grabbed his Torah.
52:00 He's taking, he's taking Psalms, right?
52:02 And he's writing them and we just, we, we freestyle kind of really freestyle that, that
52:07 day because we only had them for the day, you know?
52:10 But that was just to show like, this is our love for our Jewish community.
52:13 You know, this is our love for our brother here and we've been friends ever since.
52:17 Yeah.
52:18 I thought it was incredible.
52:19 I mean, of, of y'all's entire canon, like, I mean, it's kind of hard to get into ranking
52:23 because even though I'm going to make you do it here in a second, I feel like strength
52:26 of my life is maybe my second favorite song y'all have ever done and to realize how quickly
52:32 y'all threw it together because here's the thing, there are sometimes when collabs are
52:36 forced and they feel like it.
52:38 I'm not going to name any because I don't want to step on eight toes or offend anybody.
52:41 But it's like you get these two hours together and you're thinking, oh, this is going to
52:43 be great.
52:44 It was like this person clearly recorded their part in their studio at their house and this
52:50 the band was over here doing their thing and then some producer thought he was smooth enough
52:53 to mush it together and it just didn't really work out.
52:56 It just it felt it just felt like the perfect collab.
52:59 I just remember when I heard I was like, this is just perfect, but I want to kind of fast
53:03 forward.
53:04 You know, we've talked a lot about the music, but at some point you get into all the detail
53:07 in the book again, guys, we get the books on a Southtown, it's on the show notes.
53:10 But at some point you take a year off from POD, but at the time you didn't know you were
53:14 taking a year off.
53:15 Okay.
53:16 You know, looking back, obviously you can, you know, add up the months and realize how
53:19 long you were gone.
53:21 But although you weren't making music and actively touring and doing kind of the normal
53:26 road warrior thing, you were still wanting to reach people for Christ, right?
53:31 But you didn't have your microphone in front of you like you normally did.
53:35 But then you started something you were one of the co-founders or something called the
53:39 whosoever's, which is one of those things that it's a non-typical gospel centered ministry
53:45 that most people that went to Bible school or some theological place probably wouldn't
53:50 have came up with the idea of how you guys are reaching Jesus because of how raw it is
53:55 because you're reaching out to like kind of skate park kids, you know, the kids that aren't
53:59 playing football and on scholarship or something else with their time.
54:04 And so let's just talk about that year off and how you felt like God was pushing you
54:09 to start something which became the whosoever's.
54:12 I mean, even in that time off was just me trying to reconnect with God and, you know,
54:16 and it was just, again, even falling back into that mind thought of like, maybe I'm
54:21 not the season of God and maybe I wasn't supposed to do this and maybe I should be a pastor.
54:26 You start thinking all this stuff and then, but at the time, I really just needed real
54:32 people around me or I don't need, you know, those that speak Christianese and people that
54:37 can't relate to my life.
54:39 And the thing is I'm surrounded by lots of men and women that are the same way.
54:45 They just want to love God, but they work in the real world.
54:48 They're doing, you know, they're artists, musicians and they just want to love God and
54:52 not thinking they have to quit everything that they're doing, throw away their entire
54:56 life and go be a missionary somewhere because that's what you do if you're a Christian,
55:02 right?
55:03 And so that it was.
55:04 It was the Brian head watches of the world.
55:05 You know, Lacey Sturm, guys from the metal militia, my boy, Ryan Rees.
55:10 And it never set out to be a ministry.
55:13 Like I still even have a, I still get a when I say that word, because the way the world
55:19 views it, right?
55:20 It was just us being, it was more of a brotherhood, a sisterhood, just saying, Hey, man, I need
55:24 you.
55:25 You know, and let's walk together and let's keep each other accountable.
55:29 And the moment we started to share our stories, it was obvious that that's what these kids
55:34 were looking for, because, you know, so we would go into these places and just for the
55:40 fact that we actually were in a band, it made kids listen to us one minute longer than they
55:45 would, you know, some straight lace youth group guy that walked in and say, Hey guys,
55:50 and, and he doesn't know how to relate to worldly kids or just the world in general,
55:55 because he's been, you know, God bless him.
55:58 He's been, he's been in the youth group and that's awesome.
56:00 I love youth pastors, but, you know, you can't just walk into a skate park or a rock and
56:07 roll venue and start and just already relate to kids, you know, and it's not like we set
56:12 out to do that.
56:13 It's just who we are.
56:14 So you do everybody just stay in your lane and be the best in your lane.
56:19 And so for us, it was going into these rehabs.
56:21 It was going into these detention centers and just saying, Hey, this is, you know, this
56:26 is what I, who I am.
56:27 This is my struggles.
56:28 This is what I've been caught up in.
56:31 This is what God saved me from.
56:32 He's rescued me.
56:33 He wants to deliver you.
56:34 He wants to save you.
56:35 He wants to be your God.
56:36 And kids just listen to us.
56:37 And then it just opened up into going into schools and, and, and all kinds of different
56:41 places.
56:42 And it's been man over 15 years now that we've been, this brotherhood has really just expanded
56:48 all over the world now.
56:50 We now we have people, you know, brothers and sisters that are running with the torch
56:53 and going into schools and skate parks all over the world, giving, giving away stuff,
57:01 feeding them and skating with them because they can, you know, and then all of a sudden
57:06 once they gain the kids respect, because, you know, you see these guys doing all these
57:10 amazing skate tricks, the kids, they love them.
57:12 They're like, I want to hear what this guy has to say.
57:15 And the moment, you know, he gets on the mic, he just says, I love you guys.
57:19 Thank you for coming out.
57:20 I just want to tell you about Jesus real quick.
57:21 These kids listen, and that's, that's how simple it is.
57:25 There's no, it doesn't have to be these big crusades and all this love, although those
57:29 are great too.
57:31 But these are our people, these are our culture that we can just go in, you know, and I would
57:36 probably feel just as uncomfortable or just as uncomfortable walking into a Hillsong spot.
57:42 I would probably be just as uncomfortable because I'm used to walking into a rock and
57:46 roping you and those are my people, those are my friends, those are the people that I'd love.
57:51 And those are the people that I want to see come to know God, man.
57:54 That's it.
57:55 Well, Sonny, it's multiplication by division.
57:58 And what I mean by that is recently I was studying through acts and you've got Paul and Barnabas
58:02 that are arguing over John Mark, because John Mark was a homesteader, someone's going all
58:06 with this dude, right?
58:08 And so they end up having a prolonged conflict and then they ended up splitting and you would
58:14 think in a worldly context, oh my gosh, bad news, they've split up.
58:18 This has been a divorce of ministry.
58:19 No, no, no, they wanted to do ministry differently.
58:22 And guess what?
58:23 They did.
58:24 And the gospel was spread.
58:25 So guys, don't listen, don't hear what we're not saying.
58:28 We're not saying if you go to a straight lace Southern Baptist convention, the crusade that
58:32 that's bad.
58:33 We're saying to the street kid that likes to skateboard and, you know, getting fights
58:38 or whatever the thing is, it's just different like, bro, do you know how many people I've
58:42 shared the gospel with recently that listened to me and later said, bro, I just saw your
58:46 cauliflower ear and I figured, you know, you had seen some things.
58:50 And I was like, okay, like I can't help that my face looks like this, but it does look
58:54 like this.
58:55 I didn't get this way from doing my taxes.
58:56 And so this person was willing to give me a little bit more of a listen, you know what
59:00 I mean?
59:01 Perfect.
59:02 Perfect example, bro.
59:03 Perfect example.
59:04 They see physically, I know what this dude is because I'm that too and they'll listen
59:09 to you, but if a tax guy came in and said, hey, let me tell you something like that.
59:14 I'm not good at math, bro.
59:15 You know what I mean?
59:16 I can't.
59:17 And maybe not.
59:18 Yeah, maybe not.
59:19 Maybe that's the perfect person, but that's up to God.
59:22 It's, you know, we're not knocking, you know, the way they've done in the past.
59:26 And if that's again, if that's your gig, then more power to you, I just don't want those
59:32 people coming up and I'm sick of them saying this is not of God because time and time,
59:36 it's proven that it is, bro, and you were wrong.
59:40 And unfortunately, you're too self-righteous to even come and apologize or even to say,
59:44 dude, I was wrong or even see it that it actually could be of God.
59:48 And there are some that are like, man, I, yeah, that's awesome.
59:52 I, you know, there's people that see it that have been, we call them the old wineskins and
59:57 they finally look and be like, you know what, that's, I love what you guys are doing.
1:00:01 I support you 100%.
1:00:02 Well, hey, man, because I'm, I'm a Christian and I'm in, I get asked to speak at men's
1:00:08 events and we have the number one podcast in the world for Christian men.
1:00:11 Like I'm constantly asked about men's ministry and I used to just answer those questions,
1:00:14 but now I'm like, I don't even like the term anymore because when someone says men's ministry,
1:00:18 they think a bunch of dudes sitting in a circle, sharing their feelings and crying during
1:00:22 Bible study.
1:00:23 And I'm not saying if that's what you're doing that you're not honoring God, but I'm
1:00:26 saying a lot of the dudes that listen to this show that doesn't speak to them in the same
1:00:30 way.
1:00:31 You've broken down physically before I can reach their minds, before I can even start
1:00:34 to reach their spirits.
1:00:36 And so it's just, it's a different way of approaching the gospel.
1:00:39 And we see plenty of examples of that as we read through the New Testament.
1:00:43 So just, I guess to put a little bit of a bow on this before we do a little lightning
1:00:47 round stuff.
1:00:48 I plan to make you super uncomfortable during the lightning round.
1:00:50 But you do come back to the band.
1:00:53 So does Marcos.
1:00:54 But what is not a part of the band anymore and you're kind of, you know, you kind of
1:00:58 kept it gray in the book as to why the new music that you guys have put out with Veritas
1:01:03 and things like that's not really featuring a drummer like in music videos and things
1:01:06 like that.
1:01:07 It's just kind of like, but you've mentioned, I think the phrase you use was new individualized
1:01:13 mission mindset.
1:01:15 When you came back into the band, you realized that I am one member of the band and we don't
1:01:19 have a band mission.
1:01:20 We all have individual missions within this band, but that obviously is going to affect
1:01:25 how POD makes music moving forward as we continue in the streaming revolution.
1:01:30 I mean, you guys came all the way from, you know, demo cassettes all the way through CDs
1:01:33 and now you're in the streaming revolution.
1:01:35 But for you guys, what does the future of POD look like, especially with, you know, Marcos's
1:01:40 back and trays there, but, you know, the drummer thing's kind of, it's weird that no one really
1:01:44 knows exactly what's going on and where's what and, but what does it look like in this
1:01:49 kind of like next chapter of Payable on Death?
1:01:52 I mean, it just kind of goes along with the theme of the book that I'm wearing that we're
1:01:56 in a moment and we're in a moment of life that we're walking through.
1:01:59 And this is real life, you know, we can, I can write it different.
1:02:04 We can speak of it differently, but dude, we're going through real things together.
1:02:07 You know, and some of us are, you know, having a harder time in this season of life than others.
1:02:14 And for that reason, my cousin is not with us right now.
1:02:17 The dude, the seat will always be his.
1:02:19 He's the drummer of this band.
1:02:20 He is one of the original members and we love him.
1:02:23 But he's in a season of life right now that he's figuring out things.
1:02:27 And so that's why we leave it there.
1:02:28 And so, but at the same time, we feel like we still have some music to get out in the
1:02:33 meantime, you know, we've been doing this for so long.
1:02:37 And as far as we're going, nothing, nothing stopped.
1:02:40 I think we put out one of the best albums that we have in a long time and we're going
1:02:43 to be touring all of 2025 into 26.
1:02:47 So nothing is slowing down for us.
1:02:49 It's just adapting to how this industry has changed, how music has changed, everything
1:02:54 that you said, streaming, all these things, everything has changed.
1:02:57 And we're just trying to adapt as we go, but nothing's changed, you know, but you said
1:03:02 individually because everybody we're on, we're at different places in our life, you
1:03:07 know, and not everybody, we're not all the same and that's okay because other people
1:03:12 shine other ways.
1:03:13 But for me, I love, I do a lot of things in my community.
1:03:17 I love being a part of outreaches that go out to young people and to people in general,
1:03:21 that's because that's just my heart.
1:03:23 It's still the other guy's hearts as well, but they have other things that they do in
1:03:26 different ways.
1:03:27 But for me, this is just how I represent my faith in Jesus because some people are too
1:03:34 busy talking about it.
1:03:36 And I think the world is tired of people talking about it all the time.
1:03:40 You know what I mean?
1:03:41 It's like you can say, Oh, that person is starving while pray for you to find some food
1:03:45 or you could actually go make them a sandwich.
1:03:47 So either way, go be the food, either way.
1:03:50 So I'm me because, you know, I still get, I still had someone hit me up recently.
1:03:55 Why don't you guys say Jesus or why do you guys give all to call it and show us like
1:03:58 because it's a metal fast bro and no one wants it like it's easy.
1:04:03 But I do things in my normal day, everyday life that say I love Jesus.
1:04:09 I represent Jesus and Jesus loves you.
1:04:12 And so I just try to be active and what I do and that doesn't make me any better than
1:04:17 anyone else do.
1:04:18 That's just me trying to.
1:04:21 I'm just grateful.
1:04:22 I'm grateful to God.
1:04:23 That's it.
1:04:24 Well, man, we're at our allotted time, but you got another five or 10 minutes for some
1:04:28 lightning round questions.
1:04:29 Okay.
1:04:30 So if you could have one do over, so this could be a song or an album, but if you look back
1:04:35 at everything you've done, okay?
1:04:37 So as an example, Zao, their self-titled album, all the drums are on a electric electronic
1:04:42 drum set and every member of the band except for Jesse, like, hates it.
1:04:47 They think it sounds terrible.
1:04:48 But if there's one artistic do over that you could get, what would it be?
1:04:52 That's that's too hard, dude.
1:04:54 I know.
1:04:55 See, this is the uncomfortable part.
1:04:56 Yeah, I've just been your buddy for the last hour.
1:04:59 It would be it would be the those that stuff to punk record.
1:05:02 Like I look back and I can't I can't hate on it too much because we already covered it.
1:05:06 We were young and immature and just, but I would love to redo a lot of that stuff lyrically,
1:05:13 just, you know, lyrically, yeah.
1:05:16 But man, it still gets you going.
1:05:17 It's just fun.
1:05:18 Let's do it.
1:05:19 Okay.
1:05:20 All right.
1:05:21 Now we got to go to your Mount Rushmore, a POD album.
1:05:24 So while you think of your four albums, I'll give you mine.
1:05:26 Okay.
1:05:27 And I've got a reason for each one.
1:05:28 So fundamental elements of Southtown.
1:05:30 That's just nostalgia.
1:05:31 That's my favorite record.
1:05:32 Y'all done satellite biggest record that y'all have done.
1:05:34 So it's got to be out there.
1:05:36 Available on death.
1:05:37 I loved the new sound.
1:05:38 I was worried to death and then I listened to the album and I was like, Oh, thank God,
1:05:41 it sounds great.
1:05:42 And then surprise.
1:05:43 So Cal sessions.
1:05:45 I love that record so much because when I'm not feeling like I want to people on the
1:05:51 face, I can put that on and vibe with it.
1:05:54 Okay.
1:05:55 So those are my four.
1:05:56 But if you had to pick four, right, four albums for the POD Mount Rushmore, what would
1:06:02 they be?
1:06:03 Over my head, I would say, yeah, fundamental, satellite, murder, love, and veritas right
1:06:08 now.
1:06:09 Okay.
1:06:10 Now, that's going to make, we're going to make it even more uncomfortable.
1:06:13 Okay.
1:06:15 You have to delete from the collective memory of humanity every album that you guys have
1:06:20 ever made.
1:06:21 And 500 years from now, when we look back on this time in history, there is only one
1:06:25 POD album that is made it through equity.
1:06:29 What is the one album that you're leaving for humanity?
1:06:32 You get one.
1:06:33 Oh, man.
1:06:34 That's so unfair.
1:06:35 Yep.
1:06:36 Because it is.
1:06:37 That's why I'm asking.
1:06:38 I mean, for all reasons, it would have to be satellite because that's our anthems.
1:06:43 I mean, that's, that's, and I'm not saying it's because of that record.
1:06:46 It's just how the world viewed it and how it, they took those songs and there's those
1:06:50 songs are anthems.
1:06:51 Everywhere we go around the world, you know, there's, there's always a handful of songs
1:06:55 on that record that we, we play every single time because they become anthems.
1:06:59 Yeah.
1:07:00 All right.
1:07:01 So one would be fundamental, but I get why you do yours.
1:07:03 So, but now we're just going to say screw it.
1:07:06 We're burning the ships here.
1:07:08 You leave one song for humanity, right?
1:07:13 So everything else from y'all's catalog, the dozens and dozens of songs, the millions
1:07:17 of records sold, all the singles, all the, what not you get one song that humanity gets
1:07:23 to remember your band by.
1:07:25 What's the song?
1:07:26 It's gotta be, it's gotta be Southtown guys, you knew, you knew that was going to be the
1:07:32 answer.
1:07:33 You absolutely knew a little man.
1:07:34 I've got other questions, but we're out of time.
1:07:35 I thought this was awesome, but I actually do want to read, I don't think I'm ruining
1:07:39 the ending for anybody, but I do want to read the very ending of Son of Southtown because
1:07:43 I think it puts a fine point on the conversation we've had and also the work that you've done.
1:07:48 Way back in my beginnings in Southtown, I felt the options were limited of where I might
1:07:52 go and who I might become, but I was determined not to be a statistic.
1:07:56 God took that determination and put me where he wanted me to be.
1:08:00 That is true to this day.
1:08:01 Life may have given me some bumps along the way, but I'm loving and trusting where God
1:08:05 has me now.
1:08:06 And as always, my trajectory is on to the next adventure with him.
1:08:11 So Sonny, I feel like you've embodied that through your career, obviously, unless you're
1:08:15 just completely fitting the whole way through this book, it seems like you've embodied that
1:08:18 as well.
1:08:19 But that's all for me.
1:08:20 Anything else you want to get off your chest?
1:08:22 No, bro.
1:08:23 I'm so grateful that we took this time and it was, this was awesome.
1:08:26 Thank you for having an honest and awesome conversation and I look forward to doing it
1:08:29 again, man.
1:08:30 Appreciate you.
1:08:31 All right.
1:08:32 Sounds good.
1:08:33 All right, brother.
1:08:34 There you go.
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