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KASIM HAFEEZ | From Islamic Terrorist Trainee to Follower of Christ (Ep. 378)

October 28, 2022 1h 6m Full transcript available
KASIM HAFEEZ | From Islamic Terrorist Trainee to Follower of Christ (Ep. 378)
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In this episode, I sit down with Kasim Hafiz, a former Islamic terrorist trainee turned follower of Christ. We dive deep into his radicalization, the journey that led him to embrace Christianity, and the importance of Israel in the fight against anti-Semitism.
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0:00 (upbeat music)
0:02 - This is Undaunted Life, a man's podcast.
0:21 I'm your host Kyle Thompson.
0:23 Let's get into it.
0:24 Our guys today, we got a special guest on the podcast.
0:25 His name is Kasim Hafiz.
0:27 He's featured in the 2020 documentary
0:29 "Never Again."
0:31 So that documentary seeks to educate others
0:33 on the horrors and consequences of anti-Semitism.
0:35 So this film follows the journey
0:37 of a Holocaust survivor, actually a guy that was sent
0:39 to Auschwitz at the age of 14,
0:41 a guy named Irving Roth, and a former radical Islamist,
0:44 and that is Kasim, as they seek to leave behind
0:47 a legacy of love over hate.
0:49 And so it's a crazy documentary.
0:51 Obviously guys, the documentary never again
0:53 will be in the show notes for you to check out.
0:55 But I really, really enjoyed my conversation with Kasim,
0:57 'cause even from the very beginning,
0:58 this is a guy that now lives in America
1:00 and he absolutely loves America.
1:02 But his families from Pakistan,
1:03 he grew up in the UK, moved to Canada at one point
1:06 and then came to America.
1:07 And he has a deep and abiding patriotism for this country.
1:11 And he said something interesting
1:12 at the beginning of our interview.
1:13 He said, you know, growing up in the UK
1:15 I never really felt British,
1:16 but having only lived in the US for a few years,
1:19 like I'm so patriotic and I love the US.
1:21 He's got the American flag tattooed on his arm
1:23 and he showed it during the interview.
1:24 Such a fun interview.
1:26 Well, not a great, you know, fun, you know,
1:28 subject matter necessarily,
1:30 but this is a guy growing up in the UK
1:32 that was radicalized at one point.
1:34 So he would go back and visit Pakistan.
1:35 He was radicalized by the BDS movement,
1:38 the anti-Israel movement.
1:39 It's been a lot of time talking about that
1:41 in this particular podcast.
1:42 But there was some very interesting things
1:44 that led to him really considering his worldview
1:46 and considering, you know, what he was doing with himself
1:49 because he was literally, you know,
1:50 in training to become an Islamic fundamentalist terrorist
1:54 and to kill innocent Westerners.
1:56 And so that was something that he was training to do,
1:59 but his life got turned completely upside down
2:01 and he eventually became a follower of Christ.
2:04 And we literally get into all of that in this interview.
2:07 I mean, I love it.
2:07 There was so much there.
2:09 I was just sad we were running out of time towards the end
2:11 'cause I was like, I had so many other questions for him.
2:13 So maybe we'll have him back on in the future
2:15 to talk about that.
2:16 But a tremendously valuable conversation.
2:17 I know you guys are gonna love it,
2:19 but without further ado, let's get into it.
2:21 Qaseem Hafiz, welcome to Undaunted Life of Man's podcast.
2:25 - Thank you very much.
2:26 Thanks for having me on.
2:26 I'm pretty pumped about this.
2:27 I'm excited.
2:28 - Yeah, I'm excited to have you on.
2:30 So obviously I talked a little bit about this
2:32 in the introduction, but you grew up in the UK,
2:35 but your parents are from Pakistan.
2:36 And so there are some, you know, things in terms of
2:39 what we think here stateside as to what that looks like
2:41 'cause we've heard a lot about, you know,
2:43 those entities and different people from different countries
2:45 not really integrating into UK culture
2:48 and all these different things.
2:49 But I mean, you lived that.
2:50 You grew up kind of steeped in that over there in the UK.
2:53 So talk to me a little bit about your upbringing.
2:55 - Sure.
2:56 So Yaji touched on an important topic
2:59 and identity wise and it comes to nationalities.
3:02 I'm kind of all over the place.
3:04 So yeah, so my parents came from Pakistan.
3:07 I grew up in England and it's kind of accurate.
3:11 And that was one of the most interesting things to me
3:15 moving to the US.
3:16 So predominantly, I grew up in a profoundly Muslim, Pakistani community.
3:21 And I think that's kind of common for immigrants anywhere,
3:23 especially when the culture is so different
3:25 and the language is different.
3:28 But there has been this in the UK, especially,
3:32 actually let me back that up actually.
3:34 All right, Americans, I love this country.
3:38 Much to my wife's amusement.
3:39 My wife is American and she's always amused
3:41 because I am so patriotic.
3:43 I mean, I've got the American flag on my forearm.
3:45 I mean, it's a thing.
3:47 And my reason for that is because I've only been in the US
3:51 for four years, five years, but I feel American.
3:55 Like this feels like home.
3:56 There's no part of me where I'm like,
3:58 am I really American?
3:59 Am I not?
4:00 Growing up in Britain, even though I was born there,
4:03 I never really felt British.
4:05 I'm all with being Pakistani.
4:07 Because in America, and it drives me insane,
4:10 so many Americans have this perception
4:12 that we are the greatest evil in the world.
4:14 But genuinely, the way Americans look at their own country
4:17 is from this perspective of really privileged ignorance,
4:22 that they've never been anywhere else.
4:23 So they feel that America's so racist.
4:26 America is like, look, I've lived it, it's not.
4:30 And that's the thing, in Britain and much of Europe,
4:34 unless there is a perception that to be European,
4:36 you have to be white, and that is within Europe.
4:39 And that's what I grew up around.
4:40 So I identified more with being Pakistani than British,
4:44 even though I never lived in Pakistan.
4:46 I'm British, you know, for my accent, I'm British.
4:49 And I always give people this statistic.
4:52 If you want to see that in practical terms,
4:54 don't take my word for it.
4:55 How many Muslims, Pakistani Muslim, Bangladeshi Muslims,
5:00 how many of those Muslims in Europe
5:02 went off to join ISIS a lot?
5:05 How many from America and Canada went off to join ISIS?
5:08 So I'm dead, but a small number.
5:09 How many enlist in the British military?
5:13 Again, the last time I checked, it was less than 1,000.
5:16 How many Muslims are serving in the American military?
5:20 A lot, like it's a thing.
5:22 There's no debate for a lot of Americans,
5:25 Muslim Americans about joining the military,
5:27 regardless of the background.
5:29 So it's a huge difference, massive.
5:33 And I think many Americans don't understand this
5:36 because they live in this bubble
5:37 and believe whatever Instagram meme they read.
5:40 But for me, so straight away, growing up,
5:43 I feel isolated from the very country that I call home.
5:46 I don't feel part of it.
5:47 And that creates a lot of problems.
5:50 - Okay, so let's talk a little bit more about that
5:52 because I was gonna be giving you the breaking news
5:54 that, hey, Kasim, why are you here in the US?
5:56 We're the worst of all the countries in the world.
5:58 We're the most racist.
6:00 We're the hardest to get along with.
6:01 But I've never really thought about it
6:02 in terms of what people think in the UK.
6:04 So you're unique in that.
6:06 You grew up as a brown person, as they would call you,
6:08 even though that's one of the dumbest things
6:10 you could characterize somebody as.
6:11 It's like, hey, look what shade of color you are.
6:13 So as a brown person, growing up in the UK,
6:16 then coming over here to the US,
6:18 I gotta say, I'm a little bit surprised
6:20 at how patriotic you are about the US,
6:21 but you said something that was very interesting.
6:23 So growing up in the UK, you never felt British,
6:27 but you've been in the US for a few years
6:29 and you're like, you're sold out for America.
6:31 Take me into that a little bit more
6:33 because I'm a very patriotic American
6:34 and I'm unapologetic about that.
6:36 Call me, whatever you wanna call me,
6:37 Christian Nationalists, call me any of those things.
6:39 I'm like, great, keep all of those labels on me.
6:42 I love them, but tell me a little bit more about that
6:44 because I don't know that I've ever heard it couch that way.
6:48 - Right, so before I moved to the US, I lived in Canada
6:52 and Canada was home for me, loved it,
6:55 met my wife, she was from Florida originally.
6:58 She said there is no chance I'm living in a place
7:00 where it snows nine months ago.
7:03 Like that was, I did not wanna move here.
7:05 Like full cards on the table, I was like, I'm not moving.
7:09 I moved, but, and it was literally from day one,
7:14 like I struggled to connect with the US initially
7:17 because I had a perception of it.
7:19 Like many people, especially in Europe.
7:22 Europeans have, I'm talking broad strokes,
7:24 this very arrogant, like, we're so kind of intellectual
7:29 and so tolerant, I live there, I'm good.
7:32 Your tolerance nearly caused me to kill other people.
7:36 We'll get to that, but so it's what America represents,
7:40 like genuinely.
7:41 And it may sound kind of, you know,
7:44 very philosophical, but what America represents
7:48 is incredible, like genuinely, and you see it every day.
7:51 You turn off the TV for like five minutes
7:53 and all of the trash about all the negative things happening,
7:58 you are seeing diverse communities.
8:00 And again, like I hate using to diverse communities,
8:03 but you're seeing people just living their life.
8:05 You're seeing, you look at a kind of book
8:08 with the, it has everyone who's ever been awarded
8:12 the Medal of Honor.
8:14 You look through that,
8:15 you see the true face of America.
8:17 And the true face of America isn't one color.
8:20 It isn't, and I don't need to,
8:21 and this is one of the things I love about America,
8:24 but I'm going beyond what it stands for,
8:26 how it came into existence.
8:28 All these things I love, like George Washington
8:30 is one of my heroes.
8:31 But the one thing I love about America is there is,
8:36 there is not among the normal people that I meet,
8:41 people don't care what your color is
8:43 or what your accent is or whatever.
8:45 The racism that I've experienced here,
8:47 and look, where there are people
8:49 is always going to be racism.
8:50 That's a fact of life.
8:52 Like it's just the racism I've experienced
8:55 is from people who are so arrogant
8:59 and feel that they're above it.
9:01 From the people who criticize everyone else
9:03 for being racist.
9:04 The people who in the most broad strokes,
9:06 and again, not getting political,
9:08 but the people who say, well, Republicans are racist.
9:10 Those kind of people who's like,
9:12 racism of low expectations and racism of,
9:15 because you're brown, you know,
9:17 I need to hold your hand almost is what I've experienced.
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9:50 - Yeah, it's so patriarchal, and dude,
9:53 you can get political, you can get philosophical,
9:55 you can get however you want to get on this podcast.
9:56 And I'm trying not to blow up my own interview
9:58 'cause I want to talk a lot about the documentary
9:59 and a lot about kind of some other things,
10:02 but you mentioned George Washington there.
10:03 So if you've read anything about George Washington,
10:06 you realize that he is just,
10:08 he was just an incredible, incredible human,
10:10 but what do you think about these modern ignorant Americans
10:14 that look back on a George Washington or Thomas Jefferson
10:18 or a Theodore Roosevelt or any of these types of people,
10:21 they demand that they have their universities
10:23 named after them changed, that their statues be torn down,
10:26 that Mount Rushmore be taken down
10:28 because I'm sure they have a problem
10:29 with Abraham Lincoln too.
10:31 Like for you, having family from Pakistan,
10:33 going up Muslim, going up in the UK,
10:36 moving to North America and this specifically landing
10:38 in the United States, I've been here my entire life.
10:40 It seems crazy to me that you can go get a useless degree
10:43 and then all of a sudden tell me
10:44 that I shouldn't be proud of my forefathers,
10:46 but for you as an outsider that's now an insider,
10:48 what do you think about all that?
10:50 - So stupid.
10:51 Like literally it's the dumbest crap I've ever seen.
10:55 It's judging people from 200 years ago
10:59 about how we think the world should be now is dumb.
11:02 It's like if you were around in 1776,
11:05 you wouldn't be saying half of the stuff you're saying now.
11:07 Like, and it's so, it's stupid.
11:10 Like maybe in 50 years, people will look back at us
11:13 and go, wow, you guys were really cool
11:15 with buying stuff from China
11:17 while they were doing all this awful stuff
11:19 to their own people.
11:19 You guys were a disgusting generation.
11:22 Well, it's, everybody wants to be so,
11:26 and it's not even activism, it's like slactivism.
11:30 It's like, I felt uniquely British last week
11:33 when the queen died surprised me too, to be honest,
11:36 but like, well, she was responsible for this.
11:39 It's like, please shut up.
11:41 Like genuinely, what are you talking about?
11:43 - Yeah, I couldn't believe that they use that as a chance
11:46 to dunk on colonization or on slavery on all that.
11:49 It's like, hey dummy, what country was the first country
11:53 in the history of recorded humanity
11:57 to get rid of the slave trade?
11:59 Do you remember what country that was?
12:00 Yeah, it was Britain, okay?
12:02 So let's stop with all this nonsense.
12:05 And anyway, I don't want to get too far into that rabbit hole
12:07 'cause I do want to get into the main thrust
12:08 of what we're going to be talking about today.
12:10 So for you, you have a very unique story.
12:12 Obviously you've had a very circuitous route
12:14 even just getting to this country,
12:15 but you used to be an anti-Semite.
12:17 And so that was, as you would describe it,
12:20 a very hateful ideology.
12:23 So for you, I guess, first of all, let's define terms.
12:26 Not everybody knows what anti-Semite is.
12:28 They don't know why.
12:28 Why does semi mean Jew and why is it anti and blah blah?
12:31 So to find what that means, but then for you,
12:33 where did that hateful ideology come from?
12:37 - So the term comes from, I believe it's a German scientist,
12:41 our good friends, the Europeans,
12:43 who to make Jew hatred more scientific.
12:45 So it's very specific because you always hear when we talk about,
12:49 and when I've talked about anti-Semitism,
12:51 there'll be so often an Arab background,
12:53 but with both semites, this term is very specific, all right?
12:56 You know, to quite a good friend,
12:57 it's not all about you, but it's very specific,
13:01 hatred of the Jews, creating Jews differently,
13:05 double standard, all the kind of, you know,
13:06 whatever you involve with bigotry or racism of anything
13:10 towards a particular group.
13:12 Specific towards the Jews is what anti-Semitism is.
13:16 And yeah, that was part of past with who I was for a long time.
13:20 - Yeah, and so for you, I guess where did that start?
13:23 Like, so was that like a family thing?
13:25 'Cause I do remember in the documentary
13:27 that we'll talk about here in a second,
13:28 and just knowing a little bit about your story,
13:30 that you growing up as a Muslim in the UK,
13:34 that you were influenced almost like,
13:36 it was almost thrust upon you that,
13:37 hey, you're a victim, like, hey, you know,
13:40 Kasim, I don't know if you know this or not, but you're a victim,
13:42 and you should think that way,
13:44 and you should treat yourself that way.
13:45 But what that victim ideology created for you
13:48 was a little bit of this circular logic,
13:50 saying that it's basically the Jews
13:52 that are the reason why you're having this plight.
13:55 So I guess talk about that victimhood ideology
13:57 and how that kind of fed your anti-Semitism.
14:00 - Sure, so yeah, so, you know, like I mentioned earlier,
14:03 I grew up in a predominantly Muslim factory neighborhood.
14:06 And again, I think it's very common
14:08 in immigrants anywhere in the world,
14:10 where they're always like growing pains,
14:12 coming to a new society, which is so different.
14:14 Like my grandparents didn't come with PhDs,
14:17 they were manual workers and, you know,
14:19 working factories and stuff.
14:20 So you're not gonna instantly live in the best neighborhood.
14:25 It's just part of life.
14:27 But it is what it is.
14:29 But these groups and people,
14:30 what they did was go, well,
14:32 you're a victim of Western society.
14:34 Like, and if you look at that as a statement,
14:37 what the heck does that even mean?
14:39 Like genuinely, what does that mean?
14:41 It's like when I hear people say America is racist.
14:45 The landmass, 300 million people,
14:47 like what does that mean?
14:49 - Yeah, who are you talking about exactly?
14:50 - Right, so you hear those statements
14:54 and what is, and I still see it today.
14:57 I mean, all over.
14:59 You have the idea that, okay, there is an issue.
15:02 And those issues could be for whatever reason.
15:05 You find someone to blame who is a they.
15:10 It's a group, it's the Jews.
15:12 Like, what does that mean?
15:13 Every single--
15:14 - Yeah, like this nameless, faceless,
15:16 nonspecific entity kind of a deal.
15:18 - Right.
15:19 And I genuinely believe that's very intentional
15:21 because that way you can never address
15:24 the roots of your victimhood.
15:26 Because who do you, like, could I speak to, you know,
15:29 Mr. the West?
15:29 Like, there's no way to address that victimhood.
15:32 So you're then stuck in this cycle of hopelessness
15:36 and anger and you are so easy to be manipulated.
15:39 I mean, we've seen that in the last few years.
15:41 Like, it's so easy, it's kind of scary.
15:44 - When it starts with you othering people,
15:46 'cause obviously if you spent any time
15:47 looking at the totalitarian regimes of the 20th century,
15:50 the easiest thing to do to start out those regimes
15:53 and to have this authoritarian or totalitarian top down thing
15:56 is to other a particular group of people.
15:58 Whether, you know,
16:00 whether its Pol Pot in Cambodia or, you know,
16:03 Stalin in the Soviet Union or Hitler in Germany, obviously.
16:06 Like, that's always something you do
16:08 is you other a group of people
16:09 and that always leads to genocide.
16:11 So we really need to get into this documentary
16:13 called Never Again.
16:15 Because, you know, I wanted to set up kind of your background
16:17 and everything because all of that
16:19 is a major through point of this documentary.
16:21 But let's just start, you know, basic, basic
16:23 because you are one of the stars of that film.
16:25 What is this documentary about?
16:27 And I guess, how did you specifically get involved
16:29 and then we'll start going through it?
16:31 - Sure, so it's essentially two stories,
16:35 which kind of interweave into one.
16:37 Irving Roth, who was a friend who suddenly passed away
16:39 a few years ago, was a Holocaust survivor and me.
16:44 And basically what we looked at was, okay,
16:47 Irving survived the Holocaust,
16:48 one of the worst manifestations of antisemitism.
16:52 And there is a tendency, and, you know, recent poll
16:55 in the show and how little people know about the Holocaust
16:57 in 2022, there is a tendency to look at the Holocaust
17:02 as over there, as something over there
17:05 that happened in the past.
17:07 And then you look at me who was born in the West,
17:09 educated in the West, but I had these same views
17:12 to the point where I wanted to kill Jews.
17:15 Like I wanted to physically murder people,
17:17 I wanted to damage the West, you know,
17:20 and my antisemitism and anti-Western,
17:23 anti-Americanism were all wrapped into one.
17:25 So we're showing those two journeys
17:28 and basically how I came out of that and what changed.
17:33 And as I say, you see the message in it, you know,
17:35 it's one that there is hope.
17:37 So that's kind of the core of the film, I guess.
17:42 - Okay, so I appreciate you giving us that idea.
17:44 So obviously you just kind of like mentioned it
17:46 as if you were ordering, you know, at a restaurant,
17:49 but you were at the point where you were essentially training
17:52 to kill non-muslims, right?
17:54 And so that's one thing.
17:56 So take me through that a little bit
17:58 because it's one thing in the,
17:59 obviously there is a delineation between Muslims
18:04 that don't feel the need to do any of the things
18:06 in the 9th Surah of the Quran.
18:07 They don't feel any need to kill the infidel
18:09 or tax people or, you know, chop off limbs
18:11 or any of those types of things.
18:13 But at some point, if we can use such a broad term,
18:16 you were radicalized into thinking that,
18:19 hey, you're not just a practicing Muslim,
18:21 that that praise and, you know,
18:23 those all the things that a Muslim would do,
18:25 but that you need to train to actually do for Allah
18:28 what He calls you to do and to basically do violence
18:32 upon the Western world if I could speak about it so broadly.
18:34 So that's a really, really broad way
18:36 to lead into a discussion like that.
18:38 But take me through that because you don't just wake up
18:42 one day and think, hey, you know,
18:43 I'm thinking about becoming a suicide bomber
18:45 or hey, I'm thinking about, you know,
18:46 taking a bunch of people out with this attack
18:48 in this particular place.
18:49 So walk me through how you got to that point.
18:51 - Sure. So like we did discussed earlier
18:54 about the victimhood, so you're stuck in this circle
18:56 of hopelessness and anger and that just continues to build.
19:00 And with everything you see, yeah, which,
19:03 I would, you know what, I'm going to stuff,
19:04 not everything you're fed because it isn't.
19:07 It's not your, these things are intentional.
19:09 And, you know, what was really interesting,
19:13 and this was years back, so it's become a bigger issue now,
19:16 the use of, I'm just going to use the 10 fake news
19:19 'cause that's what it was.
19:21 You know, you're shown images of things
19:24 and told this is happening in Palestine.
19:26 This is what America is doing in Iraq.
19:29 And 99.9% of the time, it's all fake
19:32 and it's all pulled from somewhere else.
19:34 But you don't know that.
19:36 I mean, before social media, it was just flyers.
19:39 Now it's social media, so it's much more widespread.
19:41 What does that do?
19:42 It takes the already victim mindset you have,
19:45 the anger you have, and it's weaponizing it even more
19:48 'cause now the people that are oppressing you
19:51 are these awful child killers.
19:53 So, you're stuck in this box of hopelessness,
19:57 and then these extremist groups,
20:00 whoever they may be, Lashkare Deva, Al-Qaeda, ISIS today,
20:04 they create the problem,
20:06 and then they present themselves as a solution.
20:08 And it's as simple as that, you're a victim.
20:11 Everything is hopeless.
20:12 The only way that we can fight back is by using violence.
20:16 And one of the most dangerous things
20:18 when you get into the victim mindset is the,
20:21 that's bad, but, and what I mean by that is, like 9/11,
20:25 when 9/11 happened, I was like, that's awful,
20:29 but I can understand why it happened.
20:31 Like, it's this, yeah, innocent people died,
20:34 families have been destroyed,
20:36 people who had nothing to do with anything were murdered.
20:38 And you're like, well, I see the bad of it,
20:41 but at the same time, America kinda deserved it.
20:43 And once you cross that line, it's very easy to now
20:47 start walking to the line of wanting to take action yourself.
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21:19 - Yeah, and I mean, that's a crazy thing
21:21 to hear you reflect on it now.
21:22 I could even just hear it in your voice.
21:24 It's almost like you're shocked
21:25 that you ever had that thought and kinda went through it
21:27 because especially when we just had the anniversary here
21:30 recently, this will be coming out a few weeks later,
21:32 but we just had the anniversary 21st anniversary
21:34 of the 9/11 attacks.
21:35 And to know that there are people around the globe
21:37 that celebrate that day,
21:38 like that's one of my angriest days of the year.
21:40 And I make sure I watch the documentaries,
21:42 I watch the planes, I watch the people jumping
21:44 to their death.
21:44 And I watch the people mourning for their loved ones
21:47 because it's like, I don't ever wanna lose
21:48 that stinging feeling because I've got two young boys
21:51 that this is gonna be like a distant memory.
21:53 It's not even like a distant memory,
21:54 but like whenever I was growing up,
21:56 it's about as far away as the moon landing was for me.
21:59 And like, that's how far it was.
22:01 It was like, that may as well have been like centuries ago.
22:04 And so I wanna make sure I still feel that.
22:06 But this obviously leads to a discussion about Islam
22:10 versus radical Islam.
22:12 So we're constantly talking about radical Islam,
22:15 but then I've read and studied some of the works of a guy
22:18 like Nabil Kureshi who was a Muslim
22:20 that became a Christian apologist in those types of things
22:23 and hearing him kind of dig in to things
22:25 like what's being said in the Quran,
22:29 like what's being said in the ninth Surah,
22:31 which I've already talked about,
22:32 which is the bloodiest Surah of the Quran
22:34 and the least abrogated of as the last one
22:37 that we got from the so-called Prophet Muhammad.
22:39 So talk to me a little bit about that
22:41 because I think it's way more appropriate
22:43 to say something along the lines of,
22:44 that's not extremist Islam, that's not radical Islam.
22:47 It's more like fundamentalist Islam.
22:49 But I know that words are important.
22:51 So I don't wanna describe something inaccurately.
22:54 So you've lived that world.
22:55 So take me through that.
22:57 - Okay, so that's an important point to bring up.
22:59 So if we look at the Middle East,
23:03 if we look at Islam,
23:04 there is a huge problem in the Western world
23:08 where we look at the world,
23:10 the way we want to see it rather than the reality.
23:12 And that you can talk about foreign policy,
23:14 other faiths, other cultures, whatever.
23:17 And I think that's the situation when we look at Islam.
23:22 Look, there are issues within Islam
23:24 which are fundamentally problematic to be,
23:26 if it's really diplomatically,
23:28 there are core texts which say some horrific things.
23:32 And these are things that need to be addressed
23:35 by the Muslim community.
23:36 And there are things that we can't pretend don't exist
23:39 'cause it helps no one.
23:41 And what is really important to bear in mind is this.
23:46 When we think about the word reformation,
23:49 'cause people always say Islam needs to reform.
23:51 I've heard that for a long time.
23:54 If you think about reformation in a Christian sense,
23:56 it normally drives the faith forward in a way.
23:58 It looks at the time, it looks at scripture.
24:01 And as long as it keeps to scripture,
24:04 it moves things along, I guess.
24:08 If you look at reformation within Islam
24:10 and you can go back a thousand years,
24:13 every reformation movement has been to drive Islam
24:17 backwards, not forward.
24:18 And what I mean that is literally geographically,
24:21 they look at the world, be it the Muslim Brotherhood,
24:23 be it the Wahhabis, be it ISIS,
24:25 they look at the world and go look,
24:27 perfect Islam was in seventh century Arabia with Muhammad.
24:31 Everything new is problematic and it's not true Islam.
24:35 And people always,
24:39 I think one of the biggest phrases
24:41 that strikes me in saying is,
24:42 well, they're not real Muslims.
24:44 Firstly, it's incredibly arrogant
24:46 for a Western professor who isn't Muslim
24:49 and his experience of Islam is doing a gap year in Syria.
24:54 That doesn't make you an expert.
24:57 And two, Islam is very strict about in Muhammad's own words
25:01 that you can't call somebody a non-Muslim,
25:04 or you simply can't call someone a non-Muslim
25:07 when there isn't 100% proof they are non-Muslim,
25:12 makes the person who said it non-Muslim.
25:14 Like that's Islamic dog print.
25:16 So there are the way Islam is set up with the Quran,
25:21 with the Khadis, it makes it very difficult
25:25 for it to move forward.
25:26 And it makes those key points,
25:29 calling Christians and Jews, pigs and monkeys,
25:32 talking about slaying the unbelievers,
25:35 talking about so many things ingrained to the faith
25:40 and how that gets addressed.
25:42 I genuinely don't know.
25:44 I don't have an answer.
25:45 And many Muslims live without knowing that,
25:48 without knowing those parts of the faith,
25:51 because the majority of Muslims aren't Arab,
25:53 the Quran's an Arabic,
25:54 and Muslims are required to read the Quran Arabic.
25:56 So then you're going on someone's interpretation translation
25:59 of it, and some won't ever read the whole Quran.
26:03 But I think you've raised an incredibly valid and true point,
26:06 these are fundamental to the faith of Islam.
26:10 And if you look at the spread of Islam,
26:14 it wasn't like there was a poll going around the world
26:17 as this mission rate spreading the good news,
26:20 it was spread by military conquest.
26:23 And that was by Muhammad's closest companions,
26:26 the people who, the equivalent of,
26:29 if you're saying like the disciples,
26:30 they lived with him, they, you know, ate with him,
26:33 and they were the closest to him.
26:35 And they led these wars of conquest
26:38 in what they saw as non-Muslim lands.
26:40 So these are fundamental issues that need to be addressed.
26:43 And they're fundamental issues that we do no one as service,
26:46 neither in the Muslim world or non-Muslim world
26:49 by pretending that they don't exist
26:50 and using terms as such as not real Islam
26:53 and things like that.
26:55 - Well, Kasim, you bring up a lot of things
26:57 that the majority of people in the world don't know,
26:59 they don't know that there's a Quran.
27:01 And then there's the Hadith,
27:02 which are basically like the writings that came after,
27:05 which are a lot of the traditions that were written down,
27:06 there's a bunch of them, some are nonsense,
27:09 some are considered to be like basically right up there
27:12 with the Quran, yes, you're not allowed to read the Quran
27:14 in anything other than Arabic,
27:15 otherwise you're not actually reading the actual Quran.
27:18 And just I think there's an overwhelming ignorance
27:21 from people as to what's actually even said.
27:23 So when you see some, you know,
27:25 it's all the person on the news quoting something
27:27 from the Quran that sounds super peaceful.
27:29 It's like, yeah, but all that was abrogated, right?
27:32 Basically, you know, the Prophet said,
27:34 yeah, all that stuff I said back in the day.
27:36 Yeah, I didn't really mean any of that happy stuff.
27:38 You know, let's get to kind of what we're talking about now.
27:40 So you brought up a lot of important things
27:42 and we don't have a whole lot more time
27:43 to go into the parts of Islam.
27:45 But one thing that was interesting
27:47 in the documentary, never again,
27:49 is that you were on a trip back to Pakistan
27:52 and you got to see a Muslim fundamentalist terrorist group
27:56 right up close and personal.
27:58 And that was seemingly a turning point for you.
28:00 And I guess that take us through that
28:02 because, you know, most people will never get
28:03 to experience such a thing, but it seemed natural
28:06 for you to kind of be attracted to what this group was doing.
28:09 So what was the group?
28:10 What were you doing with them?
28:11 What did all that look like?
28:12 - Sure. So I went back to Pakistan 2000 to see family.
28:16 There was nothing, no sort of radical plan there.
28:20 And if you think about my mentality as I'm a victim,
28:25 Islam and Muslims have been persecuted by the West,
28:27 it's all hopeless.
28:28 And then you see this terrorist group
28:31 who are very, you know, loud about what they believe.
28:35 You know, they have literature and posters
28:37 with the American flag on fire,
28:39 the Israeli flag on fire, you know, captions such as,
28:42 you know, destroy the unbelievers, et cetera, et cetera,
28:45 you know, proudly displaying their weapons.
28:49 When you look at that from the mindset that I'm in
28:51 and it's almost empowering, and, you know,
28:54 you look at the group of Al-Shiret Dei-Bah
28:56 who attacks the anti-base terror group,
28:58 they were responsible for the Mumbai attacks many years ago.
29:02 So you look at it and then again,
29:04 I looked at Al-Shiret Dei-Bah and was like,
29:05 well, you know, there's committed terror attacks
29:07 which killed civilians.
29:09 But you make the justification go, yeah, that's bad.
29:11 But when you see what they're fighting for, you know,
29:14 the greater good, the ends justify the means.
29:17 So it was empowering.
29:18 And when I came back to the UK,
29:19 I was wanted to know more about them.
29:22 I wanted to kind of adopt that mentality.
29:24 And, you know, I went in 2009, 11 happened a year later
29:29 and it further reinforced this attitude
29:31 that the only way to make a difference.
29:33 The only way to be heard was through violence.
29:37 I mean, in 2000, 2001, you also had the second
29:39 and the father happening in Israel with suicide bonds,
29:42 et cetera.
29:43 So it just reinforced the fact that violence
29:45 is the only way, you know, I cringe saying this,
29:48 violence is the only way in language
29:50 that these people understand.
29:52 'Cause that's how I saw it.
29:53 It was us against them in these very black and white terms.
29:56 - Well, and it's such a unique thing
29:59 that you experienced and that you went through,
30:01 but obviously we're on the other side of that now.
30:03 And I don't wanna give away too much in the documentary
30:05 'cause I wanna make sure you guys check it out.
30:06 It will be in the show notes
30:07 so you can check out the documentary never again.
30:09 But there was a book that you gotta hold up
30:12 that really was a red pill moment for you.
30:15 And that book was The Case for Israel by Alan Dershowitz.
30:18 And so he's a world famous attorney
30:20 and certainly famous here in the United States of America.
30:22 But that was a book that somehow you gotta hold up,
30:25 you can take us through how you gotta hold of it.
30:27 But again, you were steeped in this anti-Semitic,
30:29 anti-Jewish, anti-Israel, you know, BDS type, you know,
30:34 rhetoric and maybe you give us a little bit,
30:37 I'm packing a lot of stuff into one question.
30:39 But give us an idea of what the BDS movement is
30:42 and kind of the rise of that in Europe and America.
30:45 But then make sure we get to The Case for Israel
30:47 with Alan Dershowitz and kind of what that book did for you.
30:50 - Sure.
30:51 So some BDS stands for boycott, divest and sanction.
30:54 It's a movement which has grown very popular,
30:56 especially on American campuses.
30:58 And even in facets of the government
31:01 would say that America and whoever need to boycott Israel,
31:05 divest from Israel and sanction Israel
31:07 as a means to put pressure on Israel
31:10 to essentially cease to exist.
31:14 And this is the nefarious thing about it
31:16 because it's packaged in this.
31:18 This is about justice and human rights.
31:20 When it's not, it's simply about weak, it's to weaken Israel.
31:24 It's to weaken Israel economically,
31:26 it's to weaken Israel militarily.
31:28 And the ridiculous thing about BDS is,
31:31 as much as they say they care about the Palestinians,
31:33 BDS is essentially put Palestinians out of work.
31:37 It has made it, there was the soda stream factory
31:41 which employed a lot of Palestinians,
31:42 a lot of Palestinians worked there
31:44 because the wages were better
31:45 than working for Palestinian companies.
31:48 And it moved into, moved territory where it was
31:52 because BDS protested and said it was in disputed territory
31:56 and a lot of Palestinians lost their job.
31:58 But somehow for, you know, the latte-sipping activist
32:02 sitting in Boston, that is a victory for the Palestinians.
32:05 It is, and that's what so much of the activism
32:08 is so narcissistic and just so all about them
32:13 rather than how does this help be the core, the issue?
32:16 How does this, essentially,
32:17 how does this make the world safer
32:19 and how does it create an environment
32:21 where peace can flourish?
32:22 And BDS mentions nothing about Palestinian terrorism.
32:25 It doesn't talk about, you know,
32:26 the daily attempts by Palestinian terror groups
32:28 to murder Israelis.
32:29 That is, apparently, not anger they care about.
32:34 So for me, you know, steeped in this again,
32:38 Israel and the Jews became really my kind of focus
32:41 'cause it's seen as a two-step plan almost, you know,
32:43 and the Iranian leaders say it best,
32:46 they see Israel as the little Satan
32:48 that they need to wipe out first
32:49 and then America's the big Satan.
32:51 So I came across this book called "A Case for Israel"
32:55 when I was ready to go back to Pakistan
32:58 and join the terror group.
32:59 And I just found it a bookstore.
33:01 And I saw it and I was kind of blown away from a,
33:05 I can't believe someone would write a book like this.
33:07 Like for me, Israel was like the new Nazis.
33:09 And again, I had been in my own echo chamber
33:12 of everything I believe was just being validated
33:14 by my group of friends and everyone around me.
33:17 So I buy this book with this arrogance of,
33:20 I know the truth, this is just gonna show me
33:24 what these people believe and how wrong they are.
33:26 And it had the opposite effect.
33:30 It essentially caused a crack in the glass.
33:34 Like I had this glass of my truth.
33:37 That's because I am my truth, which isn't the truth.
33:40 And this posed questions which had never come,
33:44 and they were very basic things.
33:46 Like the idea that the Jewish people
33:48 have had a presence in the holy land for thousands of years.
33:50 The Jerusalem is the center of the Jewish world.
33:53 That in 1948, you know, the Zionists accepted
33:57 every peace agreement, every partition plan.
33:59 It was, the Arabs had tried to destroy them.
34:02 And these things were completely alien to me.
34:06 But you don't read one book and go, I got it wrong.
34:09 After, you know, you are looking to murder people.
34:11 But that sent me on this journey to essentially prove
34:15 this wrong, but inadvertently I then came face to face
34:20 with the actual reality.
34:22 - And so that journey actually took you to Israel.
34:25 And you were there basically to confirm your priors
34:28 about Israel, that it was an evil place
34:30 filled with evil people.
34:31 And then you get there and it wasn't like that.
34:34 I've never been to Israel.
34:35 It's certainly on my list.
34:36 But talk about your experience in Israel,
34:39 but then specifically you had a very unique experience
34:41 when you went to the Western Wall for the first time.
34:43 So take us through that.
34:45 - So what stood out about Israel initially
34:50 was how normal it was.
34:52 It sounds really strange, but you have images of wall zones
34:55 and all these kind of strange things.
34:58 But it was fairly normal.
35:01 And just looking around, you know,
35:03 there are people who are visibly Jewish and Muslim.
35:06 And, you know, it's one of the only places in the world
35:08 that you'll still see like monks walking around
35:11 in Jerusalem or, you know, Greek Orthodox priests
35:14 would call God.
35:15 So that was really interesting to me, just seeing that.
35:18 And the normality and just the day to day
35:23 was kind of shattering everything I had been told and believed.
35:27 'Cause, you know, people to this day
35:28 call Israel an apartheid state where, you know,
35:31 there is this segregation or, you know,
35:33 they call Israel racist, which, you know,
35:36 it seems to be the thing nowadays.
35:39 If you want to discredit somebody
35:41 or basically take away any right for them to speak
35:46 or be heard, accuse them of racism.
35:49 Regardless of it's proven or unproven, you know,
35:51 you throw those words out and that's it.
35:55 So seeing that was impactful, just talking to people.
35:59 But, you know, for me, what I will always say
36:02 is the turning point was that the Western Wall.
36:04 I go to the Western Wall, not really knowing any what it was,
36:08 but I'm like, I don't know how this works, you know,
36:10 like at this point I'm a Muslim.
36:12 And, you know, I go to the Western Wall,
36:14 I kind of just imitate people around me
36:16 and like put my hand on the wall or forehead.
36:18 It really was a moment of clarity.
36:21 It was this moment where I was able to kind of
36:24 shut out the outside noises and step back
36:28 and go, look, here you are in Jerusalem,
36:31 you're in the center of the Jewish Wall,
36:33 you're in a Jewish state, you're in Israel,
36:35 this country that you hated.
36:37 This country that when people were getting killed
36:39 in terror attacks, you essentially celebrated.
36:42 Inside, you were celebrating.
36:45 And it was that moment where I thought,
36:47 after experiencing everything and being there for a few days,
36:50 how have I got to this point?
36:52 How growing up in the West,
36:55 in the British education system,
36:57 have I got to a point where I,
37:01 one, with celebrating the murder of people
37:03 who have done nothing to me at all,
37:06 and two, wanting to now kill these same people,
37:11 men, women and children.
37:12 Like, that's not a question of,
37:14 there's something wrong with your moral compass,
37:15 that's the question of your moral compass no longer exists.
37:20 And that was, that was jarring,
37:21 and that really was, you know,
37:23 that I would say the turning point,
37:25 if there was a single turning point.
37:27 - Yeah, and the thing about it,
37:28 Kasim, is, you know, when you look back on life,
37:30 most of us have gradual turns in our life.
37:33 Like, a lot of us don't have those big light bulb moments,
37:36 or it was at that moment I knew I was gonna be a doctor,
37:38 or it was at that moment that I knew that she was the one,
37:41 or like, we don't really have that,
37:42 that's more Hollywood,
37:43 that's more like television type thing.
37:45 But for you, I mean, that wasn't just something cool
37:48 to put in a documentary, that was really a thing,
37:50 that kind of led to the opening of your viewpoint
37:53 on the state of Israel and the Israeli people,
37:55 but even your own faith,
37:56 and I wanna get to your own faith here in a little bit,
37:58 but I guess in general, as Americans,
38:00 we know, you know, if you're a patriotic American,
38:03 and certainly if you're on the right,
38:04 you know that you're supposed to support Israel,
38:06 but we don't know why the state of Israel
38:08 is so important to the Jewish people,
38:10 and really to the world overall.
38:12 I remember talking with a guy,
38:14 I believe his family was from Pakistan,
38:17 but he's here in America, and he was like, you know,
38:21 'cause I mentioned, I was like, you know,
38:22 yeah, I support Israel, and he's like,
38:24 why would you support Israel?
38:25 I'm like, well, you know,
38:26 they're the only democracy over there in the Middle East
38:29 that we can support fully,
38:31 and not really think we're gonna get, you know,
38:32 screwed on the back end, and he's like,
38:34 why would we need another democracy in the Middle East?
38:36 Why is that a good thing?
38:37 Like, why should we support that?
38:38 As we're saying it in a pizza place,
38:40 in the middle of Oklahoma,
38:41 where we're not worried about anybody coming in
38:43 and trying to, you know, carpet bomb the place,
38:45 or wearing a S-Vest or something like that,
38:48 and so, you know, take us through, I guess,
38:50 why the state of Israel is so important
38:52 to the Jewish people and the world overall.
38:54 - Sure, so on just a purely biblical standpoint,
38:57 you know, the land of Israel is integral to the Jewish faith.
39:01 You know, even in Jewish law,
39:02 there are so many laws and rituals
39:05 that they cannot partake in
39:07 if they are outside the land of Israel.
39:09 So it is ingrained in, and if you read the Bible,
39:12 you know, the Old Testament, it talks about the land of Israel.
39:16 It talks about Abram going there,
39:18 Moses re-entering the land, and all these things,
39:21 or not entering the land, and, you know,
39:24 for Jerusalem has always been the center of Jewish life.
39:26 It's where they face to pray,
39:28 but to kind of fast forward to two aspects.
39:31 One, look, if you look at Christian history,
39:36 Jesus, John the Baptist, Mary,
39:39 the disciples, most of the disciples,
39:42 they were all Jewish.
39:43 Yeah, they all, that is where our faith started.
39:46 You know, you look at the stories of the Bible,
39:48 when you're in Israel, like it was in the documentary,
39:52 we walk along the road, which was uncovered
39:55 in the city of David, which 100%,
39:59 there is no doubt that Jesus walked along that road.
40:02 There is no doubt.
40:04 And the important thing to remember is this,
40:07 Christianity started in the Middle East.
40:10 And what we have seen in the last decade
40:12 is some of the most historic Christian communities.
40:15 Historic Christian architecture
40:18 completely destroyed by Islamist groups.
40:22 In Israel, not the case.
40:24 Every side is protected.
40:25 Most of them are run by Christian groups.
40:29 And, you know, that alone is something
40:33 which is incredible to me.
40:34 One, the Christian community is growing in Israel,
40:36 where everywhere else in the Middle East has been decimated.
40:39 And the very core of Christian heritage is preserved.
40:43 Because, you know, use the sites in Syria or Iraq are gone.
40:46 Like, there is not gonna be an opportunity
40:48 where you can take your kids, your grandkids,
40:50 to see these early Christian communities
40:53 where they thrived in them, that they're gone.
40:55 In Israel, not the case.
40:57 And that could have quite easily been different.
41:00 I mean, you've seen religious sites
41:02 underpassing your authority control,
41:04 being vandalized and attacked and destroyed.
41:07 But, from an American perspective,
41:09 I think this is so important.
41:11 We have no better ally.
41:12 And 9/11 is a great reminder of that.
41:16 On 9/11, there were Palestinians celebrating in the streets.
41:20 On 9/11, 2001, there was a video that,
41:23 I mean, they would never do it now,
41:24 but at the time CNN showed,
41:26 Palestinians celebrating in the streets.
41:29 In Jerusalem is the only memorial to 9/11,
41:32 which has the name of all the victims outside
41:34 of the United States.
41:36 You know, Israel has stood with us not just in 9/11,
41:38 when there would be natural disasters.
41:40 And like you pointed out, it is the only democracy
41:42 because ultimately, free societies are better societies.
41:47 You know, I mean, the Cold War was the biggest reminder of that.
41:50 Here we had this empire,
41:52 which completely controlled its population,
41:55 and we had the United States.
41:57 And we triumpred because of free society.
42:00 I mean, Reagan said it best, and paraphrasing,
42:03 when he said what we have over our enemies is in this country,
42:07 we have unleashed the greatness of the human,
42:10 the individual more than any place on earth.
42:13 And when we have that freedom, of course, we thrive,
42:18 it leads to innovation, it leads to so many great things.
42:22 And on top of that, Israel is,
42:24 I mean, Israel is in a tough neighborhood,
42:27 and they stand on the front line of defending,
42:29 we share the same threats, those same people,
42:32 and this is a naivety I find in the United States at times.
42:36 The people who hate Israel and want to destroy Israel,
42:39 they don't have any love for America.
42:41 There's no, there's not a one undone situation.
42:45 And Israel stands on the front line of that.
42:47 And Israel, keeping those enemies in that side,
42:50 on the other side of their border and defending themselves,
42:54 keeps us a lot safer here.
42:57 And then you can talk about intelligence sharing
42:59 and all these things.
43:00 And one of the other things I want to point out,
43:02 we have allies in the Middle East.
43:04 You know, we have allies with a lot of these monarchies
43:07 and other regimes, and I'm not gonna comment on them
43:09 right now, but Israel is an ally that never,
43:13 has never in its whole existence,
43:15 even when its existence was being corrected,
43:18 has ever asked American troops to come and defend it.
43:21 It's an ally, we have a lot of trade,
43:27 their Israel uses military hardware,
43:29 American military hardware, but it has never sought
43:32 American troops to fight for it.
43:34 It has always gone with the approach
43:35 that we will defend ourselves by ourselves,
43:38 but we value our alliance with America
43:41 because it is our greatest friend.
43:43 - Yeah, it's so important to point that out.
43:45 And also a lot of people have said something similar to this,
43:47 but even just with Israel and Palestine,
43:49 it's like if the Palestinians put all their weapons down today,
43:53 there would be peace in the Middle East,
43:55 or peace in Israel today.
43:57 But if the Israelis were to put all their weapons down today,
43:59 they wouldn't exist tomorrow.
44:01 And so that's the difference of what we see
44:03 in terms of what's happening here.
44:05 So it's very important to make sure
44:06 that we have a good overall idea.
44:08 And even as Americans, it's okay for us to pay attention
44:10 to things that are going on outside of our own neighborhood.
44:13 Now you mentioned Irving earlier in this podcast,
44:15 but obviously probably the most prominent personality
44:18 of the entire thing aside from just you is Irving Roth.
44:21 So he was actually sent to the Auschwitz death camp
44:24 at the age of 14 during the Holocaust.
44:26 And so the fact that he was just kind of walking around
44:29 one day is a pretty interesting thing for a lot of people.
44:32 And again, you'll have to watch the documentary
44:34 to get a better idea of who he is.
44:36 But you two had a very unique relationship and friendship
44:40 that you were able to develop.
44:41 So I guess how did Irving get involved
44:43 with this documentary project?
44:45 And then talk to me a little bit about y'all's relationship.
44:47 Obviously, as you mentioned earlier,
44:48 he's no longer with us, but take me through that.
44:51 - Irving had been working with the organization I now work
44:55 for Christians United for Israel for a number of years.
44:57 And in 2014, the organization reached out to me
45:02 when I moved to Canada and asked me to do a speaking tour
45:08 in California on some of the most hostile campuses to Israel.
45:12 I had never dealt with Christians
45:14 who supported Israel before.
45:16 It was something I didn't really understand.
45:19 And also, if you spend any time in Europe, the UK,
45:23 there are a lot of people who are Christian,
45:25 but have never sat put in a church, or even picked up a Bible,
45:28 or even owned a Bible.
45:29 So it was a very strange, okay,
45:32 I'm not really sure what this is, but it was,
45:35 I think it was February or March,
45:37 I'd just moved to Canada, it was like negative 40.
45:39 I was like, I can go to California for a week,
45:41 get out of class the Bible, it could be worse, you know?
45:43 So I did this speaking tour,
45:46 meta-aving, who I learned had been speaking
45:50 about his experiences for a long time.
45:52 He saw the importance of educating the next generation,
45:55 but also the importance of showing through his experiences
45:58 why Israel is important,
46:00 why it's important for the Jewish people to have a homeland,
46:03 and why it's so key.
46:04 So, Ervin was incredibly dedicated to education
46:07 and using his experiences to educate others.
46:10 And we just hit it off, and, you know,
46:13 when Ervin passed, like when anyone, you know,
46:18 who has lived a remarkable life passes,
46:20 people have a lot to say and, you know, Ervin was
46:25 a Holocaust survivor, but he was so much more,
46:27 like he was one of the funniest people I've ever met,
46:29 like he had a great sense of humor,
46:31 he was incredibly driven, had incredible energy,
46:35 and, you know, that's one of the most,
46:38 one of the things that really stands out even now
46:40 about Ervin, yes, he was a survivor, yes, he ended,
46:43 one horrific thing, but it didn't define who he was.
46:47 You know, he was just this very happy, content person
46:52 who lived a very full life, and, you know,
46:55 I think a lot of people could learn from that
46:57 because everybody is, we live in such a society now
47:01 where nobody has any resilience.
47:04 The most minor thing happens,
47:06 and that's it, the world is shutting down,
47:09 and I need to take a day off, like, you know, whatever,
47:12 and it's just, yeah.
47:14 So, I say, I mean, having just hit it off, and our friendship
47:18 just remained, and we did a lot of more events together,
47:21 you know, we stay in contact, so it kind of just,
47:25 and we both have a very similar sense of humor,
47:28 so it just worked.
47:29 - Right, I mean, what a unique relationship.
47:31 You said a couple of things there, so I don't know if you
47:34 use that word on purpose, but our mission here
47:36 at Undaunted Life is equipping men to push back darkness,
47:39 and we do that with content that provides spiritual,
47:41 mental, and physical resilience.
47:43 We talk about resilience all the time,
47:44 because everyone likes to focus on strength,
47:46 but no matter what strength will wane over time,
47:48 whether it's physical, mental, or spiritual strength,
47:50 it will wane, but the ability to bounce back,
47:53 that's something that we're losing as a people,
47:55 because you're right, people will take a self-help day,
47:57 you know, from work, like, if they stub their toe
48:00 that morning, and they just, like, well, I just really need
48:02 to kind of be with myself today,
48:04 and really kind of work through these feelings.
48:05 But you said something about Irving
48:07 that I thought was very important, is that,
48:11 when you hear someone that is a Holocaust survivor,
48:14 or a medal of honor winner that you mentioned earlier,
48:17 that is the dominant thing about that person's life.
48:19 Like, when they're introduced anywhere,
48:21 like, when they go pick up a cup of coffee,
48:23 like, they should say, a Holocaust survivor, Irving Roth,
48:26 like, that's what they should say,
48:28 because that's such a dominant thing about you.
48:30 But like, you know, I'm so glad you said that,
48:33 because this whole time I'm watching the documentary,
48:36 I'm just seeing Irving Roth, the Auschwitz survivor,
48:39 and thinking about, like, that's not a cool thing,
48:41 but it's like an unbelievably unique, mind-blowing thing
48:44 that that guy was just walking around
48:45 going to the grocery store, and, you know,
48:47 getting a little exercise, like, that is such a good thing
48:50 for everybody in the audience to think about as well.
48:52 Like, even for us, like, I'm not, you know,
48:54 the undaunted life of a man's podcast host,
48:56 like, I'm so much more than that, like, I'm a husband,
48:58 and I'm a father of two, and I'm a friend,
49:00 and I'm a son, and I'm all these different things.
49:02 And so, that's just such a good word.
49:04 I just wanted to kind of affirm you for saying that.
49:06 I thought that that was so good.
49:07 I know we're kind of rounding to a close here,
49:09 but one thing that wasn't really explicitly talked about
49:12 in the documentary, but my understanding is,
49:15 is that you did convert to Christianity
49:17 at some point during this entire process.
49:19 Is that correct?
49:20 - Right, that's right.
49:21 - Okay, so take me through that, because dumb Westerners,
49:24 especially dumb Western conservative Christians,
49:27 they have no idea what that means,
49:29 because we all have our come to Jesus experience,
49:32 you know, it was at church camp, or it was, you know,
49:35 I wanna, or it was at vacation Bible school,
49:37 or something like that, and that's just,
49:39 we were one thing, and then we became a Christian,
49:41 we got dunked in some water,
49:42 and then we got, you know, extra things to do at church now.
49:45 But like for you, and for being a Muslim,
49:48 that is a decision to basically turn off your entire identity,
49:53 because your faith, and your ethnicity,
49:56 and your identity are all wrapped into one,
49:58 and your family sprinkled over the top of that as well.
50:01 And if you're in a Muslim family,
50:03 especially a Middle Eastern Muslim family,
50:05 and then you convert to Christianity,
50:07 in large part, you don't really have that family anymore.
50:10 And so this isn't just turning to Jesus,
50:13 because, you know, I'm thinking he might help my business,
50:15 or because, you know, you actually did genuinely
50:18 accept the truth of the gospel.
50:20 So take me through that conversion experience,
50:22 what was it for you, and, you know,
50:24 talk to me about the family aspect as well,
50:25 I know that had to be rough, and still has to be rough.
50:28 - Yeah, so I'll back up a little bit.
50:30 So I went to Israel 2007,
50:32 I come back and banded and fought together,
50:34 'cause I'm kind of like I would lied to about this,
50:38 so this is all crap, essentially.
50:41 - Yeah, yeah.
50:43 - So I would say, you know, I was an atheist at the time,
50:47 and so for me, if I believe something,
50:51 or care about something, I wanna learn more about it.
50:55 And so I started reading more about,
50:58 not atheism, but books by prominent atheist writers,
51:01 Richard Dawkins, Sam Harris, all these guys.
51:04 And kind of the overwhelming thing that stood out,
51:07 to me was, this is one of the most immature grovel
51:10 I've ever read, 'cause basically--
51:13 - It is, it's nonsense.
51:15 - Here's the core of their argument.
51:16 Okay, there's no proof of God,
51:17 and if you believe in God, you're stupid.
51:20 - That's essentially it, yeah.
51:22 - Okay, cool, not the definitive proof I was looking for,
51:27 but fine.
51:28 So I started, and look, just for me, logically,
51:31 on a totally logical basis,
51:33 like I look out of my window, and there are trees,
51:35 there's the sky.
51:36 I can't really find them that that just happened.
51:39 I mean, if you've ever bought furniture from Ikea,
51:41 it doesn't just make itself, it's a lot of hard work.
51:44 I mean, so I started to re-engage with faith,
51:47 and try and figure out, okay, I believe there is a God,
51:51 but who's got this right, basically?
51:57 So I look at different faiths, you know,
51:59 Sikhism, Hinduism, Buddhism, you know, all the cool things
52:03 that are out there, you know, all the kind of the cool,
52:06 you know, look at all these new age, kind of,
52:09 all the white people who don't shower or doing
52:12 all those kind of things.
52:13 And then I looked at Islam, 'cause, look, you know,
52:18 20 plus years of being steeped in Islam,
52:21 knowing so much about faith,
52:24 I was trying to find a way that maybe that could work,
52:27 and I just couldn't reconcile it.
52:29 I couldn't reconcile it with what I believed
52:31 on a personal basis, and just, I just couldn't reconcile them.
52:35 That was the truth.
52:36 Judaism appealed, again, there's a lot,
52:41 there are parallels, not parallels,
52:42 there's a lot that Islam has taken from Judaism,
52:45 so that resonated also, and having spent time in Israel,
52:48 but I really wasn't sure.
52:51 A Christianity, I didn't even consider.
52:53 It was not even, again, growing up in the UK is just not,
52:57 the term Christian doesn't really mean anything.
52:59 It means that somewhere, somewhere in your family
53:02 became a Christian, so you just identify as a Christian.
53:05 It doesn't really mean anything, in my experience.
53:09 So I moved fast forward, I moved to Canada,
53:12 and now I'm starting to look at faith more deeply,
53:15 because my concern was in the UK
53:18 to convert out of Islam, which I knew was gonna happen,
53:23 it's a death sentence, and the UK is not as safe as the US,
53:26 or Canada, for that matter.
53:29 So I'm looking at it more in Canada now, really,
53:32 and I'm leaning very heavily towards Judaism.
53:35 Then I get invited to the speaking tool
53:38 with Christianity National for Israel, we do that,
53:40 and I meet Christians for the first time,
53:43 like people who live by their faith,
53:45 people who little things like pray before every meal
53:48 who, you know, know the Bible,
53:50 and have a sense of what is beautifully right and wrong.
53:54 So that was really interesting for me,
53:57 and it was inspiring, but not, it changed anything.
54:02 I stayed, you know, friends with people at the organization,
54:05 and then I went to their conference to speak,
54:08 and fell in love with the organization,
54:10 wanted to work with them.
54:11 I literally said, I went, look, I wanna work for you guys,
54:13 and they were like, well, look, there's a few issues,
54:16 you don't live in the US, you aren't Christian,
54:19 but it's a conversation we can have.
54:22 I passed forward a few months later, they hired me,
54:25 rather at the blue, and I joked at the time,
54:29 I said, look, you know, this is great and all,
54:32 but this isn't gonna be he eventually comes to Jesus' thing.
54:34 So like, if that's on your radar, it's not gonna be a thing.
54:37 And then I came to Jesus, and it happened
54:41 in the most unexpected way of then Arizona for an event,
54:46 couldn't sleep, started reading the Bible, super cliché,
54:49 and I'm like, literally, I'm like, what in God's name am I doing?
54:53 Like, I'm reading the Bible in a hotel, room at 3 a.m.,
54:55 this is ridiculous.
54:56 So I went, decided to work out,
54:58 I had an early flight that morning,
55:02 and there was a flight delay, I think it was,
55:06 but I had a huge connection, a long connection,
55:08 or it was a flight delay,
55:10 and I ended up sitting at this table waiting
55:12 with a coffee for a few hours, and this guy sits down,
55:15 like, you mind if I sit here and I'm like, dude, whatever,
55:17 happened to be a missionary on his way to the Balkans,
55:20 and literally over the next week,
55:22 like, these things keep happening,
55:24 and I just came to realize, I don't even realize that,
55:26 I just, in my apartment in Winnipeg, Canada, was like, okay,
55:30 I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior.
55:32 Like, it was a kind of, almost out of frustration,
55:34 like, is this what I'm meant to do?
55:36 And like, and just honestly, cliche is the sounds.
55:42 Actually, you know, I've always been one of those people
55:44 who's like, believe what you wanna believe,
55:46 but keep it in church, dude.
55:48 The minute I accepted Jesus, I was like, crap,
55:50 I gotta tell everyone about this.
55:51 Like, do you, do people not know what this is like?
55:55 - Right.
55:56 - So, yeah, and that was bad, and it's, look,
56:00 faith is a struggle, 'cause you're trying to get better
56:02 every day, and you deal with stupid people every day,
56:05 like challenges, but I'm in Bible school at the moment,
56:10 'cause I wanna know more, I want to dig as deep as possible,
56:13 and yeah, that's where we are.
56:15 Dude, I'm so glad you went into all that detail,
56:18 because, I mean, you can look at his coincidence,
56:21 but like, that was God calling you home.
56:23 That was, you know, that was the Holy Spirit,
56:26 that was the whole Godhead coming after you.
56:28 And I mean, you hear these stories about Muslims
56:31 in the Middle East converting,
56:32 because Jesus is visiting them in their dreams,
56:35 and that's not something that we really experience here
56:37 in the U.S. as much, and so it's like, you know,
56:39 God will not be denied, like, His gospel will spread,
56:41 and He is in charge of all that,
56:43 and that's just such a great story,
56:45 but man, we've gone everywhere in this conversation,
56:47 but there's so much more to talk about,
56:49 maybe we can have you back on in the future
56:50 and talk a little bit more about what you're working on now,
56:52 but for now, that's all for me.
56:54 Is there anything else you wanna get off your chest?
56:56 - Actually, I do wanna touch on one thing,
56:58 'cause you mentioned it.
56:59 So with the dreams thing, I think that is so cool.
57:02 So I don't know if you know this.
57:04 In Islam, it's dreams are incredibly important,
57:08 because there is a saying attributed to Muhammad,
57:10 or maybe in the Quran, in the blanking,
57:13 but if you have a dream, and there is a prophet in it,
57:16 and Muslims see Jesus as a prophet,
57:18 it is that person, because Satan cannot imitate the prophets.
57:23 So when Muslims see Jesus in a dream,
57:28 it's talking to them in a language that, okay,
57:30 this is Jesus, this must be the truth.
57:33 So I just, for me, I mean, I think that's amazing,
57:36 like, it's just amazing what God can do,
57:39 and how He speaks to people, and meets them where they're at.
57:41 - Yeah, when you hear about churches growing in Iran,
57:45 in Iraq, in Afghanistan, and all these places,
57:47 it's just like, these are not like Oklahoma,
57:50 where I can't like trip and fall and not land in a church.
57:54 Like, you know, it's just one of those things like,
57:56 yeah, I mean, the dream stuff is absolutely mind-blowing.
57:59 - Yeah, and yeah, I just one thing I would ask everyone,
58:04 don't take what you have for granted.
58:06 And I mean that from a faith perspective,
58:07 and as Americans, 'cause I think if you're born here,
58:10 or you've grown up, it's so easy to take it for granted,
58:13 because it just is.
58:15 But, man, if you were fortunate to be born a Christian,
58:20 if you were fortunate to come to Jesus in life,
58:22 don't ever take that for granted,
58:24 because you have something that I mean,
58:27 there are people who are risking their lives to have.
58:30 And you've got to ask why, like, there's something there.
58:33 If people are willing to risk everything for it,
58:36 there is something there.
58:37 And, yeah, on the second part of that, like, don't,
58:41 we're very fortunate to be in the United States.
58:43 And I'm not talking from just the perspective of,
58:46 it's a free country and X, Y, and Z.
58:48 No, this country represents something.
58:50 Then, yes, like politicians will twist and turn
58:55 and make it represent something else,
58:56 but it is, this country is important, I think, globally,
59:01 because what we do and what we represent
59:03 has been a light to so many nations,
59:05 and so many oppressed communities since our very founding.
59:10 And that's why when you see protests in Hong Kong,
59:13 they're waving the American flag.
59:15 So, again, don't forget that, it's important,
59:18 and we all have an important part to play.
59:21 - That's such a great word and right.
59:23 I mean, I've got multiple Bibles on my phone.
59:25 I've got four sitting right here to my right.
59:27 I've got the internet where I can look at that.
59:29 There are literally people risking their lives
59:31 in the Middle East and in Asia and other places,
59:34 just to get their hands on a few pages of the Bible.
59:38 Like, it's an absolutely incredible thing
59:40 that we should not lose sight of.
59:41 Kasim has fees.
59:42 Thank you so much for coming on "Daunted Life"
59:43 a man's podcast.
59:45 - Thank you, being awesome.
59:46 - There you go, guys.
59:47 I hope you enjoyed my time with Kasim Hafiz,
59:49 but before we let you go,
59:50 we are going to do a quick resilience boost.
59:52 Add on "Daunted Life" a mission is equipping men
59:53 to push back darkness with content
59:55 that for just spiritual, mental, and physical resilience.
59:57 So, the links I've got for you today,
59:59 I've got a link to the documentary "Never Again"
1:00:00 so you guys can go and check that out.
1:00:02 And also a link to "Christians United" for Israel.
1:00:05 That's the organization that made this documentary.
1:00:07 That's who Kasim works for.
1:00:08 It's a great organization to check out.
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