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036 - I Know Exactly Where My Wife Is

August 16, 2018 43m 47s Full transcript available
036 - I Know Exactly Where My Wife Is
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In this episode, I reflect on the powerful memorial speech given by Monty Williams after the tragic loss of his wife, Ingrid. His unwavering faith and call for empathy in the face of grief serve as a profound reminder of the strength we can find in God during our darkest moments.
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0:40 This is Undaunted Life, a man's podcast.
0:43 I'm your host, Kyle Thompson.
0:44 Let's get into it.
0:45 All right, guys, if you don't know by now, you should.
0:48 There's no way you shouldn't know this by now,
0:49 but I am a huge Oklahoma City Thunder fan.
0:53 So I've born and raised in Oklahoma.
0:54 I've lived in the Edmund, Oklahoma City area since 2004.
0:58 And so obviously when we got our first professional sports team here in this state,
1:02 I had to be a huge fan and have been a huge fan since then.
1:05 And so you've got the Ups and Downs as a Thunder fan.
1:08 You know, when they first came, they were like three and 20 something to start their first season.
1:13 And people would leave the stadium chanting for their favorite college team and things like that.
1:18 And so you've ridden the Ups and Downs.
1:20 You know, a young team goes to the NBA finals and loses.
1:24 And then you've got the MVP seasons and you've got, you know,
1:27 Kevin Durant leaving and you've got, you know, Paul George getting traded for it.
1:30 Like it's just been a roller coaster being a Thunder fan, but it's been a whole lot of fun.
1:34 But before the 2015-2016 season, there was a couple of interesting things that happened.
1:41 So the Thunder fired their head coach Scott Brooks.
1:44 And so this was going to be basically the third coach in the history of the Oklahoma City Thunder.
1:49 So the first one was PJ Carlissimo, and then it was Scott Brooks.
1:51 And then they were going to bring in another guy.
1:53 So they brought in Landon Donovan, who was kind of a first year NBA coach.
1:58 Of course, he coached at the University of Florida, had a couple of national championships
2:02 down there. But one of the things that kind of went under the radar was that the Thunder signed
2:07 an associate head coach named Monty Williams.
2:10 And so for NBA fans, you're going to know that name, obviously.
2:14 But Monty Williams was kind of a big hire.
2:17 And again, like I said, it went under the radar and I wasn't really sure how that went under the radar.
2:22 So for those of you who don't know who Monty Williams is, this guy was a first-round draft pick
2:26 by the New York Knicks, and he was out of Notre Dame. And even at the time, Notre Dame,
2:31 when he was a freshman in Notre Dame, rather, he had a heart condition.
2:35 And he had a doctor that basically told him, "Look, if you continue to play basketball,
2:39 it could kill you." I mean, this thing that's going on with your heart, it could absolutely
2:43 kill you. But he ended up still playing and figuring out a way to make sure that that could happen.
2:47 And obviously, he played well enough to get drafted in the first round.
2:51 And then after he got done with a short playing career, he went into coaching.
2:56 So he was on the staff for the 2005 NBA Championship San Antonio Spurs team.
3:01 And then right after that, he became an assistant coach with the Portland Trailblazers.
3:05 But then in 2010, he really got his first big coaching break when he was signed to a three-year
3:10 deal to be the head coach of the New Orleans Pelicans.
3:12 And so he ended up signing an extension just a couple of years later.
3:16 And he ended up, he eventually spent five seasons coaching the New Orleans Pelicans.
3:21 And so it was just a really cool thing for him. He did the normal NBA coaching thing.
3:27 He went to a couple of different teams and experienced some different things.
3:31 But here he was, the 2015-2016 season. He's got an MVP player in Kevin Durant and another
3:38 Super All-Star in Russell Westbrook. And you've got a team that you're thinking could really
3:42 vibe for a championship and a free agency year for Kevin Durant, just a really, really important
3:48 season. The first season for Scott Brooks not being there in a long time.
3:53 You've got this new coach, Landon Donovan. How's it all going to work out?
3:55 And the thing is, is we could have never really known what was going to happen in the lives
4:02 of Monty Williams in his film, Family. If you know the story, though, you kind of know where I'm
4:07 going with this. So on February 10th of 2016, Monty Williams' wife, Ingrid, was struck in a car
4:14 accident when her car was struck head on by another vehicle that had crossed over into her lane.
4:21 So she died in the hospital a day later. She was 44 years old and three of Ingrid's five
4:27 children were also injured in the car accident, but none of them were injured severely. So the
4:32 driver of the vehicle that killed Ingrid Williams was Susanna Donaldson. And so at the time, Susanna
4:39 Donaldson was under the influence of methamphetamine whenever the accident happened. The police investigators
4:45 said that she was traveling at 92 miles an hour whenever she lost control and crossed over.
4:51 And she was going 92 in a 40 mile an hour zone. It was on Western right here in Oklahoma City. So
4:57 those of you from here, you know where that is. And Susanna died there at the scene. And so
5:03 this was obviously a huge thing. It rocked the entire Thunder Organization. It rocked our city.
5:12 It certainly rocked the greater NBA family. And it's just a real tragedy. I mean,
5:18 I think that's a word that's thrown around a little bit too much now. Tragedy. Oh, that was
5:22 tragic. And a lot of times it's really, really not. But this was definitely tragic. And you know,
5:27 you start to see reports about, you know, how much Monty, you know, adored his wife and, you know,
5:32 the five kids and you're just wondering what they're going to do. And it was just kind of a crazy
5:36 time. I can remember being there just thinking how horrible that was. And you're seeing players
5:40 that you that you know and love that it either played with or played for Monty at some point and
5:45 their torn up. I mean, they're they're just super torn up for their buddy, for their mentor, for
5:50 for their coach, you know what I mean? But then a few days later, after the accident, after his
5:56 wife was killed, there was a memorial service, obviously, to celebrate the life of Ingrid Williams.
6:02 And so a lot of you have already seen this. But if some of you are unfamiliar with the story
6:07 up to this point, then this is going to really be a treat for you. I'm going to play the audio of
6:13 what Monty said at the memorial service. And again, if you've if you've heard this before,
6:19 it's not going to matter because I guarantee you're going to want to listen to it again.
6:22 But it's really one of the more powerful and one of the more moving things that I've ever seen
6:29 for a lot of different reasons. And I'm not going to spoil anything because I want y'all to experience
6:33 it. Now I have the audio for you here in this podcast, like I mentioned, but in the show notes,
6:38 there's the YouTube link to the actual delivery, the actual video of him delivering these these
6:44 thoughts and these comments. So if you'd rather watch it, you can pause this if it's safe for you to do
6:50 so and watch the video. But if not, you can just listen to it here. But before I start the audio for
6:55 you guys, I really want you to think like put yourself in Monty Williams's shoes. Okay. I want
7:02 you to think about the words that you would say, or I guess the words that you would want to say
7:08 if that were a situation that you were put in, where you were delivering comments at your own wife's
7:14 funeral. And just think about how you would comport yourself. Think about how you would walk into that
7:20 room, how you would handle everything that was going on at that time. Okay. So hits his comments
7:27 are about seven minutes long or so. So I'm going to go ahead and play that for you now. And then
7:31 we'll get back into some commentary thereafter. So here we go. Thankful for all that the people
7:39 who showed up today. So pretty tough time, not just for me, but for all of you as well. And I'm
7:48 mindful of that. I'm thankful for my family. My children have been unbelievably resilient
7:59 this past week. I'm all of my relatives who've flown and drove and many friends. Some people
8:07 flew in for the day just to spend a few hours with me and didn't even get that accomplished.
8:14 But it all is well received by my family and especially me. The Bible says in Psalms 133 1,
8:25 behold how good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell in unity. And I think that's what we've done.
8:31 And that's what Ingrid would have wanted. Psalm 73 1 says God is good. In 1 John 4 16 says God is
8:41 love. During times like this, it's easy to forget that because what we've gone through is pretty
8:49 tough and it's hard and we want an answer. And we don't always get that answer when we want it.
8:56 But we can't lose sight of the fact that God loves us. And that's what my wife and that's what I try
9:03 to however badly exhibit on a daily basis. But God does love us. He loved me so much that he sent
9:13 his son to die for my sins. And I for one know that I'm not the man that you guys see every day.
9:20 And only God could cover that. He loved me so much that he gave me a wife that loved every
9:28 part of me. And she fit me perfectly. And I know different players that I've had over the years
9:36 probably got tired of me talking about my wife. But I used to always think to myself like who
9:41 else was I going to talk about? So that never bothered me. Romans 828 says and we know that God
9:50 causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according
9:56 to his purpose. All of this will work out. As hard as this is for me and my family and for you,
10:05 this will work out. I know this because I've seen this in my life. See back in 1990
10:13 at the University of Notre Dame, I had a doctor look me in the face and say you're going to die
10:19 if you keep playing basketball. And I had testing, done, test after test, shipping me all over the
10:28 place to try to figure out a way for me to play. And it didn't work out. And I kept that from
10:34 Ingrid. She knew I was having some tests done but she didn't know the severity of the situation.
10:38 So my career was over at the age of 18. And we had a press conference and I left the press
10:49 conference by myself and I went to her dorm room and I told her what happened. And the very next
10:57 word out of her mouth, words out of her mouth after we probably cried a little bit, she said,
11:03 honey, Jesus can heal your heart. And I'm evidence that God can work it out. I don't care what you're
11:12 going through. This is hard for my family but this will work out. And my wife would punch me
11:22 if I were to sit up here and whine about what's going on. That doesn't take away the pain.
11:27 But it will work out because God causes all things to work out. You just can't quit.
11:37 You can't give in. See, the Bible says Satan comes to steal, kill, and destroy. And America
11:45 teaches us to just numb that and it's not true but it is true. All you got to do is look around you.
11:51 Get outside of these walls and you know it's true. This will work out. Does it mean it's not hard?
11:59 Does it mean it's not painful? Does it mean we don't have tough times and we're going to have
12:03 tough times. What we need is the Lord and that's what my wife tried to exhibit every single day.
12:12 Now I'm going to close with this and I think it's the most important thing that we need to
12:17 understand. Everybody's praying for me and my family which is right but let us not forget that
12:24 there were two people in this situation and that family needs prayer as well and we have no ill
12:34 will towards that family. In my house we have a sign that says as for me in my house we will serve
12:41 the Lord. We cannot serve the Lord if we don't have a heart of forgiveness. That family didn't
12:48 wake up wanting to hurt my wife. Life is hard. It is very hard and that was tough but we hold no
12:57 ill will towards the Donaldson family and we as a group brothers united in unity should be
13:05 praying for that family because they grieve as well. So let's not lose sight of what's important.
13:12 God will work this out. My wife is in heaven. God loves us. God is love. And when we walk away
13:20 from this place today let's celebrate because my wife is where we all need to be and I'm envious
13:26 of that but I got five crumb snatchers I got to deal with. I love you guys for taking time out of
13:36 your day to celebrate my wife. We didn't lose her. When you lose something you can't find it. I know
13:42 exactly where my wife is. I'll miss holding her hand. I'll miss talking with my wife. Sam and coach
13:52 Donovan probably couldn't figure out why I always wanted to get out of the office. Me and Mo cheeks.
13:57 Mo probably wanted to go do something else but we always wanted to get out of the office. I just
14:04 enjoy being with my wife. I enjoy being with my family and most of the times we didn't do anything.
14:10 We just be at the house sitting around doing nothing. I'm going to miss that. Let's not lose sight of
14:18 what's important. God is important. What Christ did on the cross is important. Let's not lose sight
14:24 of that family that also lost someone that they love. I love you guys. I hope I get a chance to
14:31 hug and shake a hand and give a kiss on the cheek. But let's keep what's important at the forefront.
14:36 Thank you.
14:38 All right guys we're back. I mean how about that? I mean for guys who have seen that before or heard
14:48 that before. I mean just to revisit it it just it gave me chills again. I hadn't heard that
14:54 in a really long time. It's probably been a couple of years and I mean just incredible. And for the
14:59 guys that hadn't heard that before. I mean just think about that. Think about the circumstances.
15:04 The things that he said. How he said him. I mean it's just just incredible. So I do want to kind
15:11 of break down some of the things that he said. I do want to kind of go in and talk a little bit
15:14 about those things. And the thing that I found really really great and it kind of set the tone
15:20 really for the entire the entire thing that he talked about the entire time is he started with
15:25 scripture. And I know for a lot of guys especially I every time I mean think about how many times I've
15:30 asked you guys and begged you guys. Can y'all please please start reading read anything read the
15:34 Bible read a magazine read something. And so this is kind of one of those things that this is a guy
15:39 that's obviously gone to the Bible before in times of stress and he certainly went there this time.
15:45 So he brought out three scriptures they were Psalm 133 verse one Psalm 73 verse one and first
15:52 John four 16 so I'll read those out here to you because he just kind of said a little snippets of
15:56 them but Psalms one thirty three verse one. Behold how good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell
16:03 in unity. So obviously that that really did set the tone for all the people that were in the room
16:08 and how they were talking with one another and the things that they were doing to help
16:11 one another in that moment. And then he goes on into Psalms thirty three or seventy three rather
16:16 verse one Psalm 73 verse one and he basically pulled out the part that God is good and the totality of
16:22 that that verse is truly God is good to Israel to those who are pure in heart. And so he's really
16:29 kind of pulling out that theme that God is good that he is good even now and then he really drives
16:34 it home with first John four sixteen when he says God is love and that entire scripture is this.
16:39 So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us God is love and whoever abides
16:45 in love abides in God and God abides in him. And so again guys he's talking about unity as a group
16:52 he's talking about how good God is and he's talking about how God is love. And this is that
16:57 funeral. I mean just think of the emotions that are in that room. I mean I mean think about all
17:04 the different things that have to be going through people's heads not just his but his kids the
17:08 extended family all the people that that you know they're really really close with. I mean just just
17:14 incredible to to start it there because you know guaranteed there's also people in the crowd that
17:18 are atheists right and any crowd of people that large you're going to have some atheists or
17:23 agnostics or people that you know just think quoting the Bible is is ridiculous. But when you're
17:27 talking about unity and how you know how God's God's there and he's good and he's love and all
17:33 those things it's definitely a tone setter. And then he the last scripture he mentions was Romans 8
17:39 28 and so this I felt like was the thematic scripture that he used really for the totality of the things
17:44 that he was talking about. And so this was the exact quote as he presented it. Romans 8 28 says
17:50 and we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God to those
17:56 who are called according to his purpose. All of this will work out as hard as this is for me and
18:03 my family and for you this will work out. I remember the first time I heard that like when the first
18:12 time I heard him say it the first time I saw this video and that's all I could remember. Like there's
18:17 so many things to remember and I'm going to talk about even more of them here in just a second but
18:21 all of this will work out. This isn't the first couple of minutes of his comments you know at his
18:27 wife's funeral the wife of his five children. All of this will work out. This will work out. I mean
18:34 just just incredible that that you have a guy that's experienced this that has seen some of the worst
18:40 parts of humanity and how it can directly affect him and all he can come down to if you had to
18:46 break down this entire thing into into really one sentence about how he thinks about God it's this
18:52 this will work out. I mean it's super encouraging that had to just be amazingly encouraging
18:58 to a room full of people that were in mourning and I'm going to another quote here that he had so
19:04 here we go back to a quote from his commentary. I don't care what you're going through this is
19:09 hard for my family but this will work out and my wife would punch me if I were to sit up here and
19:15 whine about what's going on. That doesn't take away the pain but it will work out because God
19:21 causes all things to work out. You just can't quit. You can't give in. You see the Bible says Satan
19:28 comes to steal kill and destroy and America teaches us to just numb that and it's not true
19:34 but it is. All you've got to do is look around you get outside these walls and you know it's true.
19:40 This will work out. It doesn't mean it's not hard. It doesn't mean it's not painful. It doesn't
19:48 mean we don't have tough times and we're going to have tough times. What we need is the Lord
19:53 and that's what my wife tried to exhibit every single day. I mean again guys just super super
20:00 powerful stuff there again driving home his main point about this will work out. This is hard but
20:05 this will work out. We're not going to complain because this will work out. God causes all things
20:10 to work out but he kind of throws one thing in there where he's talking about you know how America
20:15 teaches us to just numb that right. So he was basically making reference to how Satan is prowling
20:21 all the time. Yes he is our enemy. He's the father of lies and he's coming basically to still kill
20:27 and destroy and he's not just coming to steal kill and destroy just random things. He's coming to
20:33 do those things to us directly but we do live in a country right now. We're kind of in this
20:38 postmodern world and we're in this post-Christian world which we've talked about a lot here on this
20:42 podcast where we we're just going to ignore that. I mean if we're going to ignore the Bible wholesale
20:47 we're certainly not going to talk about angels and demons right. We're not going to talk about God
20:52 and Satan that's not really going to work out and so that's the thing that I think is important that
20:57 he talks about here is in America now it's just teaching us to numb the idea that Satan is out here
21:04 trying to destroy us and look Satan's all over the situation guys. Satan was in that woman's life
21:12 who was abusing drugs and then decided to get into a car. Satan was all over that. Satan was all over
21:19 the the things that were happened with the first responders that had to see that and experience that
21:24 with the people that heard the story inside the family the Williams family. Satan's at work looking
21:30 for that opening that small opening to work its way in and the thing about it is is the greatest
21:35 slide the devil ever told is that he doesn't exist but he does exist and he's powerful and he's got a
21:41 lot of things that he can do to you and things that he can that he can do to really change the
21:46 trajectory of your entire life and I like how he puts that in there but he doesn't sit there and
21:52 dwell on it he just basically comes right for it and is like look guys that this is the way that
21:57 it is and Satan's real and Satan's here right now but we're not going to let him will and we're not
22:02 going to let him win. Like we are going to have tough times but God's still here God is still good
22:08 and God is still love. I thought that was great that that he kind of just slid that in there and
22:12 it was really important that he did that but one of the the craziest parts of this entire thing and
22:19 certainly as you're as you're listening to this it's like it's kind of a twist right right there
22:25 in the middle or actually more towards the end he says he's going to close but he implored everybody
22:30 everybody certainly in the room but the the guy knew that this was being videotaped and it was
22:35 probably going to be shown to to people around around the country and sort maybe even around the
22:38 world but he implored everyone to pray for the perpetrator of the hit and run. I mean it was
22:46 shocking. I'm like go back to the first time you heard that if it wasn't today and just think about
22:51 that. Two people died that day. There are two families in mourning. Here he is sitting in a
22:59 room full of people and if you want to judge things right you in this situation you had a righteous
23:04 person and you had an unrighteous person but you've got a good person and a bad person in terms of
23:09 how we normally constitute good and bad and how we categorize it but he he made sure
23:16 and he and he mentioned it again at the end he made sure that everybody was thinking about the
23:21 other person that had passed away and praying for that that person's family because even if they were
23:28 definably on on two opposite sides. Ingrid being good and Susanna being bad even if they were like
23:34 that. Can we assume that everyone in the perpetrator's family is bad as well? I don't think you can do
23:39 that. And there are people that are in pain and you know if this person was a methodic or something
23:46 like that the family may have been in pain for a really really long time. They just didn't think
23:51 they would lose their daughter or their or their aunt or or their sister to a car accident. They
23:57 figured it was going to be something else I had to do with the drug and they probably couldn't
24:01 have imagined that you know she was going to take another life in the process but just how powerful
24:06 is that? How amazing of Monty to point that out in that moment when he could have made some you know
24:14 very very very demonstrable negative comments about this woman and about methamphetamine and about all
24:22 the different things that are going on in the community with that and you know he could have just
24:27 crushed this woman in her entire family and everyone would have been like yeah you know it's a grieving
24:32 a grieving widow widower and you know it's just man it's tough but I can understand why I would
24:37 say that and he's like no I am a grieving grieving widower but no I'm not going to do that to that
24:43 family. He gave that family honor just incredible but really the the main quote really to me the best
24:50 quote of the entire speech and again you'll see it as the you know title of this podcast episode
24:56 but I'll go into the quote here God will work this out my wife is in heaven God loves us God is love
25:05 and when we walk away from this place today let's celebrate because my wife is where we all need to
25:10 be and I'm envious of that we didn't lose her when you lose something you can't find it I know
25:18 exactly where my wife is just I mean just outstanding I mean even listen into it again as I was preparing
25:26 for this podcast I listened to it a few times over even recording you know I went ahead and listened
25:30 to it again before I got into the second part of the commentary I know exactly where my wife is
25:36 that is a man who has a tremendous amount of faith and knowledge and knows he can feel it in his soul
25:44 that she's in heaven and he's going to see her again one day and again I know there's guys out there
25:50 that you know that are debating left and right about whether we will see each other in heaven
25:54 and I've heard compelling arguments on both sides but this is a guy that that's pretty sure of it
25:59 and I certainly would not want to be the guy that would claim otherwise but I mean really just a
26:06 fantastic way of doing things it wasn't over long you know it wasn't super preachy but it was
26:12 very very direct you know he didn't want anyone walking out there that day without knowing that
26:17 the gospel was real that the good news of Jesus Christ and the work that was done on the cross
26:21 was a real thing but as I kind of stepped away from listening to this and I've had a couple of years
26:28 even to digest it from whenever this first happened there's a lot of takeaways that that I've gotten
26:34 from the short little speech and the thing is as guys as I've gotten amazing amounts of information
26:40 and good things from you know three plus hour long podcast episodes and you know 20 minute Ted
26:47 talks and you know hour long presentations by a teacher or a professor or you know a 30 minute
26:55 sermon and all these different things but the seven minute little snippet of this guy's brain
26:59 while he was going through something as crazy as this I feel like I've learned a whole whole lot and
27:04 so I just wanted to distill that down to basically the five takeaways that I think would be most
27:09 beneficial for all the men that are listening to this podcast and the first one is this is that I
27:14 can't think of a more potent example of spiritual and mental resilience in the face of grief I mean
27:20 guys we talk about it all the time is you know a man is someone that cultivates spiritual mental
27:25 and physical resilience daily and just think to yourself could this guy have done this could Monte
27:32 have delivered the words that he delivered if he was not spiritually mentally resilient
27:38 the answer is no and guys I've read war memoirs and these biographies of these guys that have
27:44 overcome these crazy things and shown just an unbelievable amount of grit and resilience
27:48 but I'd never seen something like this in the face of grief this this was on another level
27:54 you know we've seen emotional please at at different funeral ceremonies and we've seen
28:00 the grieving widow you know standing in the rain whenever her husband's body's being taken off of
28:06 an airplane after being killed over in Iraq or Afghanistan like we've seen those incredibly
28:11 moving and emotional images but just the resilience that this man showed at that moment was absolutely
28:18 outstanding absolutely incredible the second takeaway that I want to talk about here is that
28:23 Monty Williams sets a new standard for empathy I mean no ill will towards that family I can understand
28:31 saying that but there's part of me that can't understand like thinking that even like I don't
28:38 know that I could do that I don't know that I could sit there and actually wish no ill will on
28:43 something like that if a tragedy took something that important away from me I'm just being honest
28:48 maybe you guys maybe you guys are better than I am but when it comes to me that would be a really
28:53 really hard thing for me to do and so it really is a new standard for empathy so when I think of
28:59 someone being empathetic and I mean in extreme scenarios this has to be up there as one of the
29:05 the the keystone examples that you would be able to use guys the third main takeaway that I want
29:11 to talk about is this is what true leadership is I mean you could go to Barnes and Noble or
29:17 at Amazon right now and you can just drown yourself in self-help leadership books and oh look at this
29:24 leadership example and look at that type of thing and I'm not knocking all those things there's
29:27 certainly a lot of great things you can learn from leadership you know we we talk about several
29:31 leadership books here on this podcast we've suggested some on our website like I get it but this is
29:37 leadership and action all five of his kids are sitting in the front row guys and think about the
29:44 things that he's talking about he could have been [inaudible] off he could have been you know railing on
29:50 the world and on everything and I don't even know if God exists anymore and blah blah and all that
29:54 and he was he was stoic he was a rock he was forceful in his language he was not going to allow
30:03 Satan to get a foothold in that room he showed as we've already talked about tremendous tremendous
30:10 empathy spiritual and mental resilience grit to a degree that is so hard to even fathom that's
30:17 leadership man like that is it's just so incredible like if that guy does nothing important for the
30:23 rest of his life this is literally his gift to humanity the words that he spoke on this day
30:28 just incredible the the for takeaway I want to go over is guys this is a gut check
30:34 and the gut check here is could you do that could you have done what Monty Williams did
30:42 during this speech and here's the thing guys is I've had to look at look at myself here
30:48 and you know we always want to put ourselves in the scenario so if we're reading a book or
30:52 we're watching a movie or you know someone's given a story or something like that you kind of put
30:56 yourself in that situation you're like what would I have done if the flood rises floods were rising
31:00 or what would I have done if you know my car was stuck in that mud I need to get out what would I
31:04 have done if the bulls were flying we always put ourselves there and I definitely do that like I
31:09 use my imagination a lot and sometimes it gets me in trouble and you know I'm sure we'll talk
31:14 about that someday but the thing about it is is I'm always going through different scenarios in my
31:19 head I'm the weirdo that the reason why it's hard for me to sleep sometimes or to fall asleep
31:24 is because the moment my head hits the pillow I start running scenarios in my head like okay
31:28 if someone breaks in through this door or this window I'll grab this gun or I'll go to this side
31:33 of the house or I'll blah blah I'll do that like I'm always thinking through that and I can't just
31:38 rest and let my my brain turn off it takes forever that for that to happen and I just dream of all
31:43 these crazy scenarios but I got to be honest and this may seem a little bit morbid but I'm sure
31:48 some of y'all can kind of level with me here I've thought a lot about what if my wife passed away
31:52 like like what if she got in a car accident or was murdered or you know just got sick
32:00 and passed away and in all those scenarios that I've drawn up in my my crazy ridiculous brain
32:07 I've never been happy and I've never been stoic and I've never been a rock in those scenarios I am
32:14 at the base level of instinct of how I would act just angry and bitter and shutting people out
32:24 and stopping taking care of myself and not taking care of anybody else and
32:28 that's what comes to my brain and it's because I know who I am you know there's people in the
32:37 public that see me and you know they see all the positives and all the optimism and the things
32:42 that you do but then you also know yourself and you know that when the chips are down you know how
32:47 you act and you know how you think but could y'all have done what this guy did I mean it didn't cry
32:56 didn't crack I mean it's not as if like crying would have been the worst thing to do there or that
33:02 you know it wouldn't have been totally acceptable but the dude's voice didn't even crack I mean I'm
33:09 sitting here and I got a frog in my throat right now just thinking about this you know what I mean
33:13 just thinking about the words that that guy said and applying it onto my life this actually happened
33:18 to him this actually happened to his family like his wife of his five kids like was taken away
33:25 from him his college sweetheart you know what I mean like that's crazy not didn't even crack
33:30 not even for a second and I just got to be honest if I'm ever in that kind of a situation
33:38 whether it's my wife or someone else that I love where where I've been entrusted to get up there
33:43 and say a few words I would hope that I could be that strong you know a year a year ago or so I
33:50 lost my great-grandmother and you know how that goes she was in her 90s and and she had been sick
33:55 for a while and you know she had lived a long life and had a lot of love and a lot of experiences
34:00 and when she passed my family you know asked me if I would deliver the eulogy and to me I'm like
34:07 jeez there's so many other people in the family that could have done that but you know my grandparents
34:13 and and all the other people they thought it would be good for me to do that and I was I was
34:17 absolutely honored to do that and I went up there and I did I did that um and as much as I love my
34:23 grandmother I can't imagine doing that with someone as close as my wife like don't get me wrong guys
34:32 I was really sad when my grandmother passed away she was the matriarch of our family for a very
34:36 very long time she was the rock that the rest of the family you know anchored themselves too you
34:41 know what I mean but even as close as we were there's there's no on this planet I am closer to
34:47 than my life and it'll always be that way and how would I handle that and and for you guys I want
34:54 you to kind of think about the same thing and that's where I'm I've spent a lot of time on this one
34:58 thing is it's that gut check what would you do how would you act because because you know how it is
35:04 guys a lot of life is preparation you know whether you're in ministry or in sales or
35:09 uh you know whether you play to sport a lot a lot of is that mental preparation like you're thinking
35:14 about what's going to happen if that deal doesn't close and what you're going to need to do to save
35:18 it you're thinking about that that person that is you know teetering between agnosticism and
35:24 Christianity and what you can do to help open up the Holy Spirit even more to them and you're thinking
35:29 about that scenario where you're tired in in the bottom of the ninth inning but the balls hit in
35:33 the gap and you need to run it down and go catch it like you think through those scenarios so that
35:37 when those things happen that your brain already has a you know a shorter circuit to get to the
35:42 solution to make you act to get you to go towards action so I would encourage you guys to really
35:48 think about how you would handle yourself in this situation I challenge you to do that right before
35:53 we listen to this and as even now as we're talking through it some more but guys the the last takeaway
36:00 I really wanted to go through here and this is probably the most important thing that that I could
36:06 I could possibly give you after hearing such incredible words and it's cherish your wives
36:10 I mean to you individually cherish your wife cherish your wife
36:16 I mean guys Proverbs 1822 you've all heard it and it's completely true he who finds a wife
36:24 finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord he who finds a wife finds a good thing
36:30 I mean guys I listen to guys complain about their wives all the time so much so that I have to say
36:37 hey is there can you tell me two nice things in a row about your wife oh she nags me and she
36:42 does this and she will can you say two things that you adore about her can you say five things in a
36:48 row that you would miss about her if she wasn't here anymore and guys for me it's situations like
36:54 this where I've been married nine years it'll be ten years next May and my wife she is my best
37:01 friend like I've got a lot of good friends but she's my best friend like she is literally incredible
37:08 she is so incredible to put up with me and my craziness and and my my insanity over the years
37:18 and the things I've done wrong to be there to help assist me as I'm trying to traverse through life
37:24 whether that's in business or in ministry or in personal growth like she's just there and that's
37:31 the thing that I never have to wonder about and I'm just like every single one of you there are
37:37 those times where I just don't cherish her the way that I should that I don't think of her in the
37:42 manner that she is that I don't treat her in the way that Christ you know thought about the church
37:48 and treated the church right you know that's his bride well I've been given one bride to which I
37:54 can become one flesh with and guys again I've done you know a lot of talking on this subject and if
38:03 any of y'all have talked with me individually I obviously talk about this a lot you have to fight
38:08 for your marriages you have to fight for the heart of your wife you have to protect her in the
38:12 spiritual realm from dark forces like you have to do all those things I understand that your wife's
38:18 not perfect would you look at yourself I mean I understand that she doesn't do all the things
38:24 that you would prefer I understand that you know the secretary at the office that you visit on sales
38:29 calls is cute and I understand that you feel stronger and better whenever you flirt with that
38:35 other chick at the restaurant and I and I understand all those things and I understand that your wife's
38:39 not nearly as hot as she was whenever you met her and that you know her body's gone down
38:43 downhill since she gave you a couple of children and all these different things all these stupid
38:47 things that I've heard people say you get one wife and guys I know I'm going to an area here
38:55 that's going to be uncomfortable because some of you listen to this are divorced and that's not
38:59 what this podcast is about but for a lot of you guys you know this you get one wife till you single
39:04 guys you young guys and I know they're they're out here listening so I appreciate you guys tuning in
39:09 you get one and that's how you should think about it you have to cherish them because what if they're
39:15 not there what if they're not there what if you don't have that rock anymore what if you don't
39:22 have that person to love it in an extreme way that's more extreme than we can even experience on this
39:27 earth other than the love of god right we have to cherish our wives guys and so I know it's it's
39:34 kind of a different tone for this podcast but I just couldn't think of a better scenario for
39:40 all this to think about our relationships with our wives and those that are most important to us
39:45 there there's so many lessons to learn here and guys I would if I were you I would go back and
39:51 listen to his words again you can skip me talking at the beginning skip me talking after but go back
39:56 to to the early part of this podcast and listen these words one more time or watch the video here
40:01 at the end in the in the show notes or whatever but you got to listen to it share this around
40:06 talk about this with some other guys but but really use this as an opportunity to think through what
40:11 you would have done in that scenario because you know you might have to someday so guys we're gonna
40:16 do a quick resilience boost before we get out of here as you know by now we are men's ministry
40:20 and our mission is cultivating mainly resilience and specifically we do that by providing content
40:25 that forges spiritual mental and physical toughness so today we're just going to keep the mental
40:30 resilience stuff going and so I put in the link here like I told you guys for him the speech that
40:36 he delivered I also put a link in here to another YouTube video where Monty Williams was presented
40:41 with the very first Sager Strong award and so Craig Sager was obviously obviously the guy who
40:47 who passed away he was a long time TNT basketball commentator he had the crazy jackets and ties
40:54 and all those types of things well when he died of cancer they created this new Sager Strong award
40:59 and Monty Williams won the very first one ever presented so it's his acceptance speech of that
41:04 award and then also there was a really really well done sports illustrated article called You Can't
41:10 Give In Monty Williams On Life After Tragedy and so that's a pretty good somewhat lengthy article
41:16 that will kind of give you a little bit more understanding of where Monty Williams was because
41:21 this just goes a little bit deeper deeper that kind of gives you some more insight to how this guy
41:26 has gone through grief and the stages that he's gone through to help protect his family and to
41:31 keep his five kids going so it's absolutely fantastic stuff all right guys thank you as always for
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42:39 intro outro track on this podcast is our song King of Sorrow which is off their latest record
42:43 entitled Phantom Anthem the links to all of this are in the description. I'm your host Kyle Thompson
42:49 remember keep cultivating manly resilience keep forging spiritual mental and physical toughness
42:56 keep seeking the Lion of Judah
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